Chereads / My roommate was my first love / Chapter 5 - Chapter 5: The Silence

Chapter 5 - Chapter 5: The Silence

The tension in the dorm room was thick, a palpable force that lingered even after Kyle had stormed out of the kitchen. I felt a knot of guilt tighten in my stomach. I'd crossed a line, and I didn't know how to fix it.

The rest of the day passed in a blur of awkward silences and strained interactions. We avoided each other's eyes, our movements carefully calculated to minimize any chance of contact. It was like we were both trapped in a silent movie, our emotions playing out in exaggerated gestures and unspoken words.

The next morning, I woke up to the sound of Kyle's door slamming shut. He was gone before I even had a chance to see him. He didn't return until late that night, and even then, he didn't speak to me. He just moved through the room like a ghost, his presence a constant reminder of the tension that hung between us.

The days that followed were a torturous exercise in avoidance. We ate our meals in silence, studied in separate corners of the room, and even went to the bathroom at different times, as if we were afraid of bumping into each other. The air in the dorm room was thick with unspoken words and unspoken emotions.

I tried to ignore him, to focus on my studies and my friends, but the silence was deafening. It was a constant reminder of the wall that had been erected between us, a wall that I didn't know how to break down.

One evening, as I was trying to focus on my biology textbook, I heard a faint melody drifting from the music room down the hall. It was a melancholic tune, a haunting melody that seemed to echo the sadness I felt inside. Curiosity piqued, I grabbed my headphones and headed towards the music room.

The door was slightly ajar, and I could see Kyle sitting at the piano, his fingers dancing across the keys. He was lost in the music, his expression a mixture of sadness and intensity. The melody was beautiful, filled with a raw emotion that resonated with my own feelings of loss and longing.

I hesitated for a moment, unsure if I should interrupt. But something about the music, the way it seemed to speak to my soul, drew me in. I pushed the door open a little wider and stepped inside.

Kyle looked up, startled. His eyes widened in surprise, and his fingers faltered on the keys. He quickly shut the lid of the piano, his face flushing with embarrassment.

"I didn't know anyone was here," he mumbled, his voice rough.

"I'm sorry," I said, my voice soft. "I didn't mean to interrupt."

"It's fine," he said, his gaze shifting away from mine. "I was just...practicing."

"You play really well," I said, my voice filled with genuine admiration.

He shrugged, his cheeks still flushed. "It's just a hobby. It helps me to...escape."

He paused, his eyes filled with a fleeting sadness. I could see the pain behind his guarded facade, the vulnerability that he tried so hard to hide.

"I like your music," I said softly. "It's beautiful."

He looked at me, his eyes searching mine. For a moment, the tension between us seemed to dissipate, replaced by a shared understanding.

"Thanks," he said, his voice softer than before.

He smiled, a small, shy smile that lit up his face. For a brief moment, the anger and sadness seemed to fade, replaced by a flicker of hope.

To be continued...