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ARIANA'S POV.
It took me a lot to process what I was hearing. My heart was thudding fast, waiting to hear something else, but Luke mentioned my name a few more times, as he and Drake went back and forth.
Wait… I needed to breathe. I needed to think. It was way too sudden.
All the voices, the nightmares, the sleepwalking episodes, the dreams with a different me in it. All the pain, the confusion—The reason I couldn't resist the overwhelming feeling of being close to the neck; such an open bloodstream.
I closed my eyes. He was never going to tell me. He was going to keep me in the dark forever. All this time; he knew what was wrong, what was happening to me, yet he couldn't tell me, and why was that?
Wait… I was going too fast. What was it he'd said? I needed to slow down.