Feeling his wife's violent emotional fluctuations.
Lin Fengxue, who had a lot to say but was stuck in his throat, could only raise his other hand to pat the back of her hand.
At this time.
In the real-time picture on the tablet screen.
Facing Lao Yan's stunned voice, Ye Chen smiled calmly.
"With what I have today, do you think I still need to be obsessed with my parents' life experience?
"Do you have resentment towards your parents?" Lao Yan's heart trembled.
"Let's not talk about resentment for now. In my memory, parents is an unattainable word! I gritted my teeth and carried through those most difficult, painful and helpless stages! Since you know that I was born in an orphanage, you should know that I left the orphanage when I was nine years old, just because I couldn't get along with the other children in the orphanage, just because I naively thought that I could live well even if I didn't stay in the orphanage, so I resolutely ran away from the orphanage at that time! "
"In the years since I left the orphanage, I was beaten by homeless people, I was beaten by those brightly dressed children, I fought with hungry dogs for food, I was bitten by vicious dogs, I looked for food in the trash, and I squatted at the back door of the restaurant waiting for people to throw away the leftovers. Similar things have been countless and I am used to it. I have even experienced several times that the patrol police took me back to the station and planned to send me back to the welfare home, but I slipped away in the end because I was so strong. Since I chose to escape from the welfare home, I couldn't accept returning to that place. I would accept it even if I starved to death while wandering outside! "
"Fortunately, although my life was worthless, I was still able to survive thanks to God's mercy. Even though I was on the verge of death many times, I survived. During that period of time, I longed to have a full meal, warm clothes, and a small house, no matter how simple it was. As long as I had food, clothing, and shelter, I would feel very happy, but I didn't have it..." "Because I am an orphan, an orphan without a father or a mother, and what I experienced was the predetermined fate of an orphan. But then again, it was also my own fault. If I was willing to stay in the orphanage at that time, I would definitely not be so miserable. Do you say that I regret leaving the orphanage? Sometimes I regret it, sometimes I don't. Because of my personality, I was always isolated and excluded by other children in the orphanage. I was always bullied. Of course, those who bullied me would not have a good time in my hands. Although I couldn't fight against the crowd with a small number of people, it was not difficult to retaliate one by one by using wisdom after being bullied! '
It was as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.
Ye Chen said slowly with a smile on his face.
"But maybe this is fate. If I hadn't escaped from the orphanage, maybe I wouldn't be here today. After all, after leaving the orphanage, I experienced too many things that ordinary people can't imagine... Well, let's call it suffering for now. It was those experiences of living like an ant that made my worthless life tough. But in the process of toughness, I envied those children who were protected by their parents countless times. I envied them for being able to call out "Mom and Dad" and "Mom and Dad". I envied them for being held by big hands, for being able to throw tantrums, for being able to laugh so brightly and cry so hard. So willful!"
"However, no matter how envious I am, I can only watch from afar as a spectator. I fantasize that I can be like them one day, but unfortunately, this fantasy is gradually shattered. I never want to accept my fate, and I never accept my fate. I chose to accept my fate in this matter! To say something treasonous, I really hope that they have passed away after I was born, because in that case I would not be an abandoned orphan, but an orphan because of the death of my parents. Only in this way would I have no reason to resent them!"
There is still no emotional fluctuation.
The expression is the same, the smile is the same.
Apart from the content, judging from the tone, it seems that there is no sadness at all.
Because the old Yan in front of him has such a relationship with Ye Lao and Governor Kang Anbang.
In addition, his eyesight after seeing countless people made him conclude that the other party has no malice towards him.
So even if it was just a two-time encounter, at this moment he chose to open a small fan of his heart.
At this moment, Liu Hui, who was in the conference room watching the real-time screen, had completely collapsed and burst into tears.
Self-blame, regret, pain.
All intertwined together.
Because from what Ye Chen said, she had no way to imagine what kind of suffering it was
She couldn't imagine how her own son had come this far!
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
"Mom is sorry for you, Mom is sorry for you!
"It's all Mom's fault. If Mom hadn't asked Li Xianglan to come as a nanny, you wouldn't have experienced this, you wouldn't have been entangled in these sufferings, it's all Mom's fault! "
Liu Hui, who had already become a tearful person, was sobbing and wailing in this conference room.
As a mother, what she was experiencing at this moment was no less than the pain of a knife cutting her heart, no less than the pain of a thousand arrows piercing her heart!
From Ye Chen's calm and peaceful narration, she saw Ye Chen's despair, endless despair!
However, what kind of experience and suffering could make him so calm when talking about these things!
The more she thought about it, the more Liu Hui's unprecedented heart-wrenching pain intensified...
Lin Fengxue on the side This time, he did not try to comfort his wife. Even though he gritted his teeth, his tears still burst out like a dam bursting.
In an instant, his face was full of tears!
However, unlike Liu Hui's reaction, he still stared at the tablet in front of him silently, and did not even raise his hand to wipe the tears from his face
In the reception room.
Having served the Lin family for decades, Old Yan had already regarded himself as a member of the Lin family invisibly, and was also regarded as a member of the Lin family by the Lin family from top to bottom. At these words of Ye Chen, Old Yan could not help but redden his eyes.
"You cried?"
Ye Chen could not help but say when he caught Old Yan's instantly red eyes.
"I'm old and have become sentimental. I'm sorry to embarrass you!" Old Yan chuckled and shook his head to shake off his gaffe.
Then, without waiting for Ye Chen to respond, he said, "I have to say that the hardships you have experienced in the past few years have already exceeded the imagination of most people, but how can you be sure that you were abandoned by your parents? Maybe the situation is not what you think, maybe they have their own reasons, or maybe losing you was just an accident?"