I wanna use my other phone i want wifi. I check and see mark texted me.
"Womp womp
Good to hear the comp went well"
He replied to my story that said "comp good i want person" with crumbs locket tagged in it.
"I ahve anew crush im sorry
Like 4 of em placed i couldnt believe it"
This is a W in the chat"
If we all took the yellow coarse then I promise we'd place
A big fucking W
Omg ggrammar
I meant to say I ahve a new crush
Fuck"
And now Ana's texting me.
Ask then
Ill ask for u"
"Ayyo isnt he asleep
I will
He us but he gets up at times"
Yea but he already has trouble sleeping at night"
Let him rest for a bit"
Alr"
Lol the fact iscreamed seeing the breaking down seen
Scene""
As one does"
Anyway im boutta take a show ill text you guys later"
Alr"
Now mark
I get the message
Bet"
I'm not that dumb
Well thats debatable but still"
Oh you think you're bad have u met me???"
I know you're worse
But lets be real
I'm devastated currently"
Cause?"
I funbled
And now I regret not saying anything"
???"
Oh come onI've talked about them for the past 10 months
There is no room for you forgetting"
Yeah i meant what happened?"
She's in a relationship now"
Oh!
Although I'm not angry or sad or jealous
Just sort of empty"
Oh as one does
Mayhe the waiting for so long somewhat contributed"
Oh it definitely did
But I look at it in a different light
Because I'm her friend, I still care about her deeply
And I'm not saying my feelings are gone
But more of I'm just taking a step back on them"
This guy*
Ew"
I would rather see her happy than be selfish"
He replies*
Say what you will, but this is the best course of action
And my fear of telling her is gone
Meaning it's a lot easier to get my point across"
Yeah yeah the old were better as friends
This why I ahve so many crushes"
Never said that"
I reply to the meaning one*
Ohh so it's salvageable"
I gotta find the moment to tell her
But not anytime soon"
If I do it now, I'll only be in the way of her brand new relationship"
Yeah probably
If they stay together then that's that if not you can ask her a month after"
We'll see we'll see"
If anything I just wanna be honest with her"
Omg
Keep it to yourself quite simple 😌"
*lemme know lemme know lemme know"
plays In the car*
Too bad
I'm very much in the mood of being honest with people"
Gross
🤮
Never once
Ima go with the option of keeping it to myself to my grave"
I actually value this cool thing called "closure"It's closure for u not her
You feel better what goes through her head
It's really one of those why would u tell me that
Remember the holder rule about telling someone something bad
Can it be fixed in 5 minutesIf not then keep your mouth shut"
I'm selfish in certain aspects
Plus it will smooth over most likely
Not a guarantee but its a high chance"
You'd be surprised"
I like testing my odds with fate"
💪🏿💀
🤷♂️"
Ima go check out a reel godamn*
so we now in a wholesome non physical situationship"
babe
that's just called being friends"
Comments]
Am i thick enough for you? Be honest
Varcella.carina 1d
Friends with no benefits
karulemon
im tempted to write a comment but can't think of anything, will get back in 30mins
A little while later we take a pit stop and I got to talk to Rayna a little more. We talked about we listen but we don't judge and I froze up when it came to it but she seems to look at me buch more than she used to. I did hear catching people looking at you often Means something.
After getting into the car and reading the manhua some more I look at the stories of a freind of mine that showed a gash across her forearm looking like a you know what. And I text her.
"Accident" she said
It was I was taking something out the oven and got burnt by the pan😭"
Better be
Dont make me use my black magic and whoop your ass"
😭😭😭😭"
🤘🏿🚶♀️💥
Random emojies and such"
Rayna Texted me a bit more and we started chatting a bit.
chat i definitely EAT‼️"
As in looks or food
Wait
Tis the brainrot taking over"
It was weird but not in a bad way. She usually doesn't text me so it was a nice change of pace.
I look up and see my better life is 19 but it has to last for an hour. I do a couple things for a little while And watch comrie look for something with his flashlight. What it is idk do it care? Not that much
This nigga comes over to the seat and looks over the back. While I'm smashed into a corner while he's looks be so fr.
Oh my GOD this nigga is laying his whole weight on me…
After he finally moves to his seat the sun sets and the night takes over. We stay on plan and get back to the school so everyone can go their separate ways. After talking to ragna a tiny bit i called my mom and went home. I'm skipping alot of details but who cares.
I come home to my mother being loud again, but she calms down pretty fast this time.
I unpack my clothes. Make some ramen then realize my shins are breaking. I crawl into bed like a 40 year old man and text her for the last time of the night.
Gnight"
damn alr"
What's wrong?"
nothing"
i just unpacked"
I did that a little while ago
My shins are acting up way more that I finally played down
Lay"
😭damnn
ywah my ankles are getting me"
Not the ankles"
Yours are probably worse tho
Mine hurt but it's to the point I can't walk properly hurt
nah
ywouch
Yeah they do hurt alot but I have a whole day to recover ill be fine (I do not believe that)
But aren't YOU gonna go sleep cause you seemed tired
After this i went to bed.