I thought everything is starting to get better.
I guess not, everything in my life is falling apart.
Everything.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't have anyone else i can ask for help.
everyone cannot be trusted.
everyone is a liar.
Noone is coming to help me.
I don't know anymore.
I'm laying in my bed.
Thinking about what would happen to my future.
I wish i was perfect.
But i am just a fucking piece of shit.
I want to change, but how?
I can't even command my own brain to stand up.
I am utterly trash.
My head is hazy, it's like something is grinding inside my brain, and it's tearing me apart.
I hate it
i just want everything to stop for a moment, let me take a break
i am tired
so much
I don't know I don't know anymore
I guess i will just sleep, hopefully it get better soon.