Chapter 14 - past

The rain lashed against the grimy windowpane, mirroring the tempest raging within Iraway. He sat hunched over a chipped mug of lukewarm coffee, the steam doing little to dispel the chill that permeated his bones, a chill far deeper than the November air could ever inflict. His mind, a battlefield of conflicting memories, replayed fragments of a life he'd sworn to bury. The White Devil. The name tasted like ash in his mouth, a bitter reminder of the man he used to be, a man who now existed only in the shadows of his consciousness.

It had started innocently enough, or as innocently as anything in his life could ever begin. He'd been a child then, a scrawny kid with eyes that saw too much, living in the festering underbelly of the city. His father, a broken man consumed by alcohol and regret, had been a ghost, a silent specter who only materialized to inflict physical and emotional pain. His mother, a woman etched with the weariness of a thousand unspoken sorrows, had worked herself to the bone, her love a fragile thing, easily crushed under the weight of their poverty. Survival, in those days, had been a brutal, daily struggle.

He remembered the alleyways, the stench of rotting garbage, the whispers of desperation that slithered through the darkness. He'd learned to be invisible, to move like a shadow, to anticipate the violence before it struck. The streets had been his harsh tutor, teaching him the art of survival, the art of killing. He'd started small, petty thefts, then escalated to more desperate measures. His first kill, a drunken thug who'd attempted to assault his mother, had been born out of a primal instinct for protection, a desperate act that would haunt him for years to come.

That first taste of blood, however, had unleashed something within him, a dark hunger that he couldn't understand, couldn't control. He'd been drawn to the power it offered, the sense of absolute control. He became a ghost, a phantom moving through the city's underbelly, a silent predator who dealt in death. His reputation grew, whispers of the White Devil spreading like wildfire through the criminal underworld. He became a legend, feared and respected in equal measure. The money poured in, but it brought no solace. The faces of his victims, their eyes wide with terror, haunted his dreams, their screams echoing in the silence of his nights.

He had worked for various organizations, each more sinister than the last, his skills honed to a razor's edge. He learned to manipulate, to deceive, to become a chameleon, adapting to any situation, any environment. He was a ghost, untouchable, leaving no trace of his existence, except for the bodies he left behind. He'd become a master of his craft, a cold, efficient killer. But the price of his proficiency was high, a price paid in isolation, in the chilling emptiness of his soul. He'd sought solace in the bottle, in the fleeting oblivion of drugs, but they offered only temporary reprieve, a brief escape from the gnawing darkness that consumed him.

The flashbacks were fragmented, chaotic, like shattered pieces of a twisted mirror reflecting a distorted reality. He saw the faces of his employers, the cold glint in their eyes, the ruthless ambition that drove them. He saw the faces of his victims, the fleeting terror reflected in their eyes before the final darkness consumed them. Each image was a searing brand, a reminder of the monster he had been. Each memory was a wound, reopening and bleeding anew, staining the canvas of his present existence with the blood of his past.

He remembered a specific contract, one that stood out among the myriad of killings, as a turning point. A high-profile politician, a pillar of the community, was found dead, his body stripped of its organs, with a single white rose placed next to it. It had been a particularly brutal job, the politician's screams still echoing in Iraway's memory, a ghastly symphony of pain and terror. The White Devil's signature, cold and calculating. Yet, this particular hit had felt different. The target's death didn't seem to provide the usual satisfaction, the usual hollow victory. A seed of doubt, a tiny spark of rebellion, had ignited within him. It was a fleeting sensation, easily smothered by his years of ingrained habits. Yet, it was there.

The weight of those memories threatened to crush him. The transformation into Iraway, the police officer, had been a brutal metamorphosis, a shedding of one skin to reveal another, equally scarred but striving for something else. He was fighting a constant battle, a war waged within himself, between the killer and the man he desperately hoped to become. He was a ghost in his own life, a shadow in the world, his past a malevolent specter forever haunting his present. He glanced at his reflection in the windowpane, a gaunt face framed by dark hair, his eyes betraying a weariness that went beyond physical exhaustion. It was the weariness of a soul burdened by a past it couldn't escape, a past that clung to him like a shroud.

The bullet wound, the rebirth, it had been a bizarre twist of fate, a surreal opportunity for redemption. But redemption wasn't a simple journey. It was a harrowing climb up a treacherous mountain, each step fraught with peril, each misstep threatening to send him plummeting back into the abyss. The past was a dark ocean, pulling at him, threatening to drown him in its depths. Yet, somehow, in the midst of that darkness, there was a flicker of hope, a faint light guiding him towards a future he wasn't sure he deserved, but desperately desired.

The rain continued its relentless assault on the window, a symphony of misery. But amidst the storm, Iraway felt a stirring. A determination to confront his past, to understand the monster he once was, to atone for the sins he had committed. He picked up his mug, the lukewarm coffee tasting like ashes, but this time, there was a sense of resolve mixed with it, a resolve born out of the desperation to outrun the shadows that relentlessly pursued him. The path to redemption wouldn't be easy, but he was ready to walk it, one faltering step at a time. The city, his hunting ground, waited. And so did Kiki, her persistent investigation a constant reminder of his precarious balancing act between the two worlds – the one he had left behind and the one he desperately fought to inhabit. The web of deceit was vast, its threads interwoven with secrets and lies, but Iraway was determined to unravel it, even if it meant facing the darkest corners of his own soul. The hunt was on. His hunt for redemption had begun