A few chapters in, Mom yelled that they were leaving. I watched them get into the car and disappear around the curve in the road.
Alone at last. I'd been feeling antsy since we got here, and it'd only gotten worse. For me there were only two things that would quiet my mind, dancing and running. I'd already gone for my morning jog, and had been waiting for a chance to blast some music.
I clicked on last week's BBC One Essential Mix, turned the volume up as loud as I could stand it, and started dancing around my room.
Axel walked in without knocking and turned off the music. "Are you trying to make everyone in the state deaf?"
Or not. "Who said you could come in here?"
"I did. We're parentless!" He hammed it up with some cheering, and then collapsed on my bed.
"That's hardly cause for celebration." I rolled my eyes. "Come on. I've been listening to what everyone else wants to for days now. Can I just—"
"No."
I kicked his shin.
"Ow. Don't be so violent." He rubbed his shin. "It's your last night before starting a brand new school year."
I groaned. "Not you too. Can we please drop the whole 'school starts tomorrow' talk? I'd like to live in denial for a little while longer."
"One thing, try not to bite the head off of the first friendly person you meet. Promise me."
I crossed my arms and gave him my best tough-girl look. "Dude. I'm not a bitch. I'll be as friendly as people are to me."
"Riiiiight." I went to kick his shin again, but he hopped out of the way. "Let's go for a drive. We can scout out a pizza place."
"Fine, but I get to pick the toppings." "No way. You picked last time."
I grabbed a pair of gloves and my flip-flops. "Yeah, but you like to experiment with nasty combinations. The fact that you actually picked pineapple and anchovy means that you should be banned for life in the topping-picking department."
"I still think the combo of sweet and salty could've been a good thing. It was nearly genius."
"Near genius doesn't count." I shoved him. "Moron." He clutched his chest. "I'm hurt by your name calling."
"Good." I grinned. "Your ego could stand to lose a few pounds." "What's wrong with knowing that I'm awesome?" He messed up my
hair.
***
When we were on the way back with the pizza, a strange sensation tingled through my body. It was like a weight had settled over me. This intense sense of foreboding mixed in my blood making me cold.
By the time we got home, it was dark. Axel went into the house, but I lingered outside for a minute, sitting on the porch swing as I tried to figure out what was making me feel that way. I knew that staying outside after dark was a bad idea, but I couldn't help myself.
Goosebumps ran up and down my arms. The full moon hung low and yellow. The crazies would be out tonight, or so Mom always said when it
looked like that. I smiled. I was outside, so she had a point.
I hadn't even realized that there had been noise outside until it was suddenly gone. The cicadas song cut off. The owls stopped hooting. There was no rustling of the leaves. Everything was still. A healthy dose of fear pumped through my veins.
A wolf crashed out from the woods. Then three more. They were playing, not really noticing I was there as they rolled around on the ground and pawed at each other. I probably should've been scared, but in that moment, I wasn't. They were on the other side of the driveway, and I felt safe on the porch. I relaxed in the swing as I watched them. One of them bit another one's tail, making the bitee yelp. I laughed.
One of them suddenly stopped playing and looked straight at me. Dumb. I was so unbelievably dumb. These weren't wolves in a cage.
These wolves could actually come over here and eat me.
I thought about darting inside. It probably would've been the smarter choice, but I didn't want to spook them by moving.
One of them came closer to the porch.
I stood up, torn between going down the stairs to pet it and rushing inside. I wasn't stupid, but the way it was moving—with its head down and tongue out—it looked more curious than dangerous.
Before I could do anything, another wolf jumped out of the woods. It was beautiful, mostly white with patches of gray sprinkled along its face and back. The coloring seemed much more regal than the shades of brown the others were. It slid to a stop in between me and the approaching brown wolf, snarling.
Shit. That one was pissed and was more likely to eat me. I should've gone inside.
The new wolf stared down each of the others, and they started to whine and rolled over, exposing their stomachs. It had to be the alpha of the bunch. It howled and the others scrambled up, fleeing back into the woods.
The alpha turned to me.
My heart pounded. I stepped back into the front door until the doorknob of the screen door dug into my back. The wolf sat down on the ground to watch me.
Something about it seemed familiar. I couldn't quite place it, but the face and its eyes just had this quality like I knew I'd seen it somewhere
before. But I knew I hadn't.
"Tess!" Axel swung the front door open. "You're eating or what? The pizza's getting cold."
I turned away from the wolf for a second, and when I looked back, it was gone.
My breath came in short gasps as I looked back to Axel and then to the drive again.
"You okay?"
I shook my head. "I don't know." I moved out of the way so Axel could open the screen door. He grabbed my gloved hand and pulled me inside.
"Come on," he said softly. "You need to eat."
I let him pull me inside. The whole exchange with the wolves went by so quickly that I wondered if it had actually happened. For the second time since I'd arrived in Texas, I was questioning my sanity.
Yet another thing to add to the weird and new category.
***
The next morning I must've changed a million times. I finally settled on casual. My favorite band T-shirt—a vintage Orb from their album Adventures Beyond the Ultraworld—plus jeans, chucks, and black loose- knit gloves with deep purple accents. It didn't look like I was trying too hard. Even if no one else my age knew who The Orb was, the design was cool.
Mom and Dad were in the kitchen when I got downstairs. I did a spin. "What do you think?"
"Beautiful," Mom said. She was still in her pink fluffy robe, with the belt knotted at her waist.
"That's not helpful. You have to say that. You're my mother." I looked down at my T-shirt. "Too weird? I might not need any extra help in that area."
Mom laughed. "You have to be who you are."
Dad was already in his full suit. His hair was still a little damp from the shower. "Except let's not take off the gloves today. Okay, princess?"
"John!" Mom was about to dig into Dad again.
"It's too early in the morning for contradicting parents. Be yourself.
Don't be yourself. My head hurts already. Someone get me my AM medicine quickstyle."
Dad opened the fridge and handed me an icy cold Diet Coke.
I popped the top and took a long chug. "Okay. Brain function returning.
So which one of you lucky parental units is going to drive me to school?" They shared a look. "Neither," Mom said.
I set down my Diet Coke. "Well, if you think I'm going to go wake up Axel, then you're going to be disappointed. I don't feel like getting slugged."
"He's not driving you either," Dad said.
"Are you guys high? I can't walk to school from here. It'd take me all day." No way. "Please don't tell me I have to catch the bus for my first day of senior year. Even you two wouldn't be that cruel." It wasn't that I had anything against taking the bus, per se, but for me it presented all kinds of problems. The goal was to minimize the number of visions I got per day, not add to them.
They just stood there smiling. Waiting for me to realize something. Holy shit.
My only defense for being so dense was that it was before eight AM. Anything before ten AM and I'm lucky if I can speak my native language coherently.
I ran out the front door. A new black VW Tiguan sat in the driveway with the other cars. "Nice." Any car would've been amazing, but they'd picked the exact one I'd been lusting after.
Dad stepped out onto the porch and handed me the keys. "Have a good day, princess."
I shocked him by giving him a big hug. Then ran inside and did the same to Mom.
"Thanks, guys. Way to start my year off in style."
Dad wrapped an arm around Mom as she stepped outside to wave good- bye. "We try," he said. "Now go, or you'll be late."
Once inside, I took a deep breath and inhaled the lovely new leather scent. The car was a classic black on black. And it was perfect. I set up my iPhone to link t
o it, and once I had the navi going and my music playing, I headed for school.