(Wrine's PoV)
"I'm home"
The lights are turned off, and it is obvious that no one is present, but I still say this every time I go home out of habit.
I currently live in an apartment with my older sister.
Our parents died in an accident when my sister was still in high school, so I am grateful that she raised me on her own.
After all, raising a 6-year-old child as a high school student is difficult, but she perseveres, which is why I adore her so much.
This is why it is so strange.
I wanted to commit suicide despite having a big sister like her?
If I am honest with myself, I do not care about her, but like Ashley and Rhealyn, I do not want her to cry or be hurt.
It is a completely opposite sensation.
Anyway, enough with this sudden lore drop.
Seeing my reflection in the mirror in our living room, I realized how similar my thoughts are to the protagonists in the novels I read.
I sigh as I walk away, thinking about how I should cut back on my reading time on occasion.
Anyway, my sister informed me before she left for work that she would be returning home late, which is why I am alone.
I go to my room to change clothes.
As I recall, some workers were putting boxes in the next apartment yesterday.
Still, I could not believe the girl I helped earlier was our new neighbor.
Does she live alone?
We were talking while walking earlier, and she lost because she is new to the city.
Anyway, that is all we talk about, and the awkward silence between us only adds to the pain I am feeling in my body.
*ring
My phone rang.
Someone is calling me.
"Wrine"
"Sis? Are you near now?"
"No, an accident happened on the way. Don't worry there's nothing happened to me. I'm far from it. Anyway, I'm calling you that I'm gonna be late more than I expected so you go eat first."
"Okay"
"See you later"
She ended the call.
It seems that she will come home later than I expected so I decided to eat.
After eating, I cover it with a plastic strainer.
I always use plastic strainers to cover some leftovers sometimes so don't judge me and my sister will eat later so there's no problem.
…
"Finished!"
It didn't took an hour before I finish my homework.
I'm in my room and since I'm finished with my homework, I jump to my bed.
Seriously, eversince I dream my future for some reason, I can easily remember and understand the lessons.
I'm not complaining, in fact, I'm grateful but it feels a bit weird for a few days but right now I'm already used.
Unfortunately, I couldn't remember the details in my dreams like something is intervening to make me remember everything in details.
It's just a feeling but it's quite disturbing.
Anyway, it's not a problem now so why I'm gonna problem it, right?
Speaking of problems, Ashley and Rhealyn's route.
Although I already decided to pick Ashley, I couldn't let go of Rhealyn.
It's like… like…
"…"
My thoughts paused for a second and I laughed.
Right now I feel very good.
Despite having a problem, I don't feel that I wanted to commit not alive.
It is as if I am suffering from success when I am not actually successful.
I also discovered that I am very greedy.
How else could I explain my inability to let go of Rhealyn?
I am changing day by day, thanks to Ashley and Rhealyn, but at the end of the day, I am still myself, a loner.
I do not have any friends other than Rhealyn, and our friendship is strained because I could not let go of her as my wife in her route.
Yes, it is obvious, but I decided to think of everything as a visual novel because I have no idea how I got those dreams.
I sigh, but I am smiling.
This type of problem can easily exhaust my mind, but I enjoy having a problem like this.
Anyway, I am tired right now, so I am going to sleep.
…
Next day.
I am not scared; I am simply confused.
I remember sleeping in my bed last night, so how come I awoke tied to a chair?