*Leonora*
I don't honestly know why Jax had me blindfolded. I know he had been trying to illicit a certain reaction from me and I was going to give it to him. I was too exhausted to try and fight or argue with him. Besides, I really was preparing to be his Queen. I know that there are some things I needed to learn and it annoyed me that he hadn't even brought it up. Maybe that's what he wanted me to say. Maybe he wanted me to ask for his help but I didn't know how to go about it. I talked to Bethany about Jax and I's relationship and she advised me to be myself. How am I supposed to be myself when it's not enough for him?
I can't be myself because I would not be able to put up with his commitment issues. I would not be able to put up with cheating. I would be able to put up with his anger. One way or the other we would burn each other down and I was scared of that.
