*Leonora*
I sluggishly walked to the mansion, this time with Bethany. Shirley changed our roaster this morning and swapped one girl out for Bethany. Her words were 'incase anything were to go wrong.' I knew she couldn't go against Jax's orders for me to work at the mansion. That was one thing I loved about Shirley. She always gave everyone her support no matter how little it was.
Last night was the most humiliating night of my life. I wanted to be alone and cry it out, I didn't think Bethany would come looking for me. Well, that was a stupid idea. I was trying to shift and run around the forest, maybe also scout out the barricades or something but I couldn't because of the pain searing through by body. It made me feel so useless, the fact that I could not do the one thing that was natural of me. I didn't think I would be able to shift, seeing as I had kept my wolf side dormant for such a long time.
