*Leonora*
"Take this food to the King's room. He won't be having lunch in the dining room." A man said to me. I couldn't really remember his name but I remembered that he was also the one in charge of the kitchen during all my brief stints in the mansion. "Do not enter his room. It's a law." He said to me and I nodded sarcastically. I knew what the law was in this place but I didn't mind making myself seem forgetful. It meant I could do what I wanted and blame it on my time away.
I carried the tray of food and began my journey to Jax's room. I heard a few whispers of people wondering if I'll be the next victim or the next plaything. I personally would not want to be his plaything. I don't want him to use me for his own pleasure and if it ever came down to it, a part of me might agree.
Only if it would help my revenge.
I got to the front of his door. "Your lunch is here." I announced and placed the tray on the floor. I began to walk away when I heard my name. I paused in my tracks and listened again.
"Leonora." I heard him moan? I was confused. Why did he call my name like that. "Leonora." I heard again and I decided to wait by the door. There was no way I was going to pass this up. I placed my ear by the door, listening to the sounds of grunts and moans. I couldn't really tell what was going on but I could tell he was having sex. The door opened abruptly and I stood straight.
His plaything had a scowl on her face as she walked out of his room. I, on the other hand, was embarrassed. Heat flooded my cheeks as my eyes met with Jax who was laid out on his bed without any form of covering.
"What the hell!" I exclaimed as I turned around. "Your food is here." I said as I pointed to the tray by the ground.
"Bring it in. I'm starving." He ordered. I bent to the ground and picked up the tray of food. I just wanted to disappear. I carried it into the room, trying not to look at him. As I dropped the tray on the center table, I heard the door snap shut, followed but the turning of the key. "You know you're dumb right. No one is allowed to enter my room." He pointed out.
But he told me to enter. I was confused. What was his problem?
"Please put on some shorts." I said as I heard him walk towards me. I just wanted the ground to open up. This wasn't a part of my plan.
"You smell so delicious." He whispered as he stopped behind me. I felt his hands on my waist as he pulled me close to him. He was definitely putting on shorts. "I don't know what you're doing but you need to stop it."
"You smell horrible." I answered. I could perceive his wolf but it was masked by his plaything. It repulsed my wolf. She was definitely jealous. "Please let me go."
"Accept my rejection." He said as he buried his head in the crook of my neck. "Accept it and everything would stop. I won't try to fuck if you do. Accept it and my wolf would not be so attracted to yours." He licked from my neck up to the back of my ear. He pulled me flush against him and I could feel every inch of him. "Do you want this?" He said as he grounded against me. What is going on? I pushed him away from me and turned to him.
"No, I will never accept your rejection and I do not want to be your play thing." I almost screamed at him. "You think that you can just act on your lustful impulses whenever you feel like! Besides, my wolf is repulsed. You literally just slept with someone and you're trying to seduce me. Did you think it was going to work?"
"Lie to me! Tell me you didn't feel what I felt last night!" He raised his voice. He was right. I felt something thought not as great as it should be but I felt something. If Claire hadn't called, I'm sure I would have let him do what he wanted.
"Is that why you were calling my name as you slept with that girl?" I asked teasingly. Jax was just a man. A horny man who was led by his lust and I knew how to play this game.
"I fucked her. It meant nothing and she knows. The only person my wolf wants is you and if you're so repulsed by it, reject me." He announced. It sounded like he was trying to manipulate me. He wanted to make it seem like I rejected him. Like I didn't want to be his mate- which was entirely true.
But he was the one that rejected me in the first place. He told me not to tell anyone. He keeps on trying to hide our situation.
"Oh, I'm not repulsed by you. In fact, I want you but that can't happen if you're with other girls. I'm jealous, very jealous." I teased as I looked down at his shorts. "That no longer belongs to me." I said as I strutted away. "I'll accept. Not today." I said and I quickly walked out of the room. I could tell he was still processing what I just told him. I breathed out a sigh of relief as I closed the door behind me.
I needed to find Shirley and get her to move me somewhere else. I don't think I can keep up with this everyday. Am I going to keep walking into him sleeping with his play thing? My wolf wouldn't be able to take it.