*Leonora*
I felt the bed dip and a hand wrap around my body. It was late in the morning and I had been awake for more than ten minutes. I was contemplating turning around to question Jax about where he had been all night but I heard shallow breathing and light snores.
Was it right for me to feel frustrated?
Did what happened yesterday mean anything to him?
I know mating with me was his way of securing the throne but he had constantly told me that he likes me and wants to make us work. Doesn't that mean he wouldn't leave me in bed all night? Doesn't that mean he would manage a hard on for one night because his mate was tired? I was so confused as to what we were doing.
It made me realize that we had never sat down to expressly discuss what we were doing or what we both wanted. It felt like it was already too late. I should have put my foot down and not mated with him. I was too lost in the moment to think.