April 1st.
A new month. A new chapter. A new life, they said. But for me, it felt less like a beginning and more like a paradox—a contradiction of emotions I couldn't quite articulate. Suffocating yet liberating. Confining but strangely exhilarating.
The morning sun cast an indifferent glow over the sleek black car as it glided smoothly along the road. Beside me sat Jin, my loyal servant, ever the embodiment of precision and calm.
Had you asked me three months ago if I envisioned myself here, sitting in a car on my way to attend high school, I would have dismissed you outright—with a laugh, perhaps, or a disdainful glance. The idea seemed ludicrous. A bad joke, the kind my siblings might pull on April Fool's Day.
But reality has a way of defying expectation.
I had always wondered about the mechanics of an educational institution. Was it a place of genuine learning, where practical life skills were cultivated? Or was it a mere factory, churning out conformity under the guise of academics? Ultimately, the answer mattered little. My reasons for attending were far removed from such trivial musings.
"Young Lord, we're nearly there," Jin said, his voice steady as ever.
"You can call me Ren, Jin," I replied, the words more command than invitation.
There was a brief pause. I could see his hands grip the steering wheel slightly tighter before he spoke again. "Of course... Ren. You seem preoccupied. Is something troubling you?"
How observant. Though Jin had been with me since I was ten, his ability to discern my emotions had always been uncanny. I prided myself on the stoic mask I wore, an impenetrable fortress of indifference. Yet Jin always found the cracks.
"You're imagining things," I said, my tone clipped.
"Am I? After all these years, I've learned to notice the subtle tells. Your hands, for example. They fidget when your mind is restless."
I glanced down at my hands, folded neatly in my lap. Traitors.
"It's nothing," I said dismissively.
"If you say so. But it's rare to see the Crimson Demon perplexed by anything."
The name hung in the air like a shadow. Crimson Demon. The title felt excessive, even melodramatic, yet it was what people called me within the clan. Was I really that scary?
Jin fell silent for a moment before shifting the conversation. "What about the clan? Do you feel uneasy leaving it behind?"
"The clan will manage," I replied dismissively. "They've survived generations without me. My absence won't cause their collapse."
"And yet, something is still bothering you," Jin pressed gently.
I allowed a brief pause, weighing my words. "It's not unease. It's irritation. The environment I'm about to enter isn't suited for someone like me. Waking early, following rules, listening to subpar teachers attempting to impart wisdom they barely understand—it's beneath me."
"Then why agree to it?" Jin asked.
"Because refusing wasn't an option." My voice grew colder, tinged with sharper edges. "My father's decision was final, as always. He views this as a… necessary detour."
Jin didn't respond immediately; his hands tightened slightly on the wheel. "You'll manage, Ren. You always do."
"I don't need reassurance," I replied, my tone clipped. "But I appreciate your effort."
I hesitated, not because I didn't know the answer, but because saying it aloud felt… foolish. "It's this place. This high school. The concept of it feels… foreign. Unnecessary."
Jin frowned slightly, a rare crack in his professional demeanor. "Why unnecessary?"
"I have my reasons," I finally replied.
Jin nodded, seemingly satisfied with the half-answer. "The Advanced Nurturing High School is renowned for its rigor and competitiveness. I've heard it's a place where the brightest minds converge. You might find it less dull than you expect."
"Doubtful," I said, though his words lingered in my mind.
We drove in silence for a few moments before Jin spoke again. "While you're away, have you thought about what I'll do?"
"Is that concern I hear?"
"Not for myself," he replied. "But I will miss the routine. Serving you has been my life's work."
"Perhaps you should spend more time with your wife and daughter, then," I suggested, leaning back against the leather seat.
Jin's expression darkened ever so slightly, a fleeting shadow crossing his face. "My wife, perhaps. But not my daughter."
I raised an eyebrow. "Why not your daughter?"
"She'll be attending the same school as you," he said, a hint of pride creeping into his tone.
"Interesting. I wasn't aware she passed the entrance exam."
"She worked hard for it," Jin asserted.
"Does she take after you, then? Efficient, capable, obedient?" I probed, my curiosity piqued.
After a brief pause, he added, "I don't really know. She's been through a lot. This school is a fresh start for her."
I studied him carefully. There was more to his words than he let on. "Define 'a lot.'"
Jin hesitated, his fingers tapping the steering wheel. "She was bullied. Severely. Neither I nor Yae realized it until it was too late. By the time we noticed, she was left with a scar below her chest—a mark of both her physical and emotional struggle."
"Scar?" My eyes narrowed. "Typical bullying doesn't leave scars. It sounds like a more serious incident."
Jin's jaw tightened. "You're right. But she refused to tell us the full story. All she said was that she wanted to attend a school where she could live a new life. Away from all the bullying."
I considered his words, weighing their implications. "If she hid it from you, that's her failing, not yours. A parent can't protect their child from what they refuse to reveal."
"Perhaps," Jin said softly. "But the guilt remains."
The car slowed as we approached the school gates. Advanced Nurturing High School stood before me, a sprawling, modern fortress of glass and steel, surrounded by perfectly manicured lawns.
To others, it might have seemed a beacon of opportunity. To me, it was a gilded cage, a place where I would bide my time until something more interesting presented itself.
Jin pulled the car to a stop. "We've arrived."
As we came to a halt, I leaned closer to Jin, lowering my voice to a conspiratorial whisper. "Oh, and here's a little something for you." I produced a small black box, holding it out toward him.
"What is this?" he asked, confusion flickering across his face.
"Open it," I instructed, a sly smirk playing on my lips.
His fingers hesitated before lifting the lid, revealing a gleaming watch inside. "A watch?" he said, surprise evident in his voice.
"A custom-made Rolex, to be precise," I clarified, savoring the moment.
"I can't accept this, Ren," he protested, his tone firm yet astonished.
"Take it as a token of your loyalty to me, Jin," I insisted, my gaze unwavering.
He hesitated, weighing his options, but the glint of the watch seemed to mesmerize him. "If you insist..."
"Consider it a reward for your dedication. After all, loyalty deserves to be acknowledged," I said, my voice smooth and confident, before opening the door, ready to step into this new chapter.
Jin bowed slightly as I exited the car, the watch still in his hands—a symbol of unspoken gratitude and the complex bond between us.
"Alright then, I'll see you in three years, Jin," I said, turning to face the imposing structure before me.