It's been a few days since I accepted to be his girlfriend, I didn't know that from then onward was the beginning of an exciting chapter of my life. Even though things were kinda weird for at first, I begun to get used to it.
I was just going through some notes when he came up and sat by me and in doing so gave me a kiss on the forehead. I couldn't get used to this.
"What are you reading", he asked after taking a seat.
"Just going through some notes with my extra time",I replied facing him.
"You know, you should really spend more time with your boyfriend",he said with a smile, staring at me.
"Oh, really", I said studying him intently.
"Yeah", he replied.
I was quiet for a moment still studying him.
"Nope, I think I like my books better",I said turning away with a chuckle.
He smiled a little.
"Do you know you just admitted to not liking me, Sauna",he said close to my face.
"Well, maybe I don't",i said close to his face as well with a smile.
"Let's see you say that after this", with that , he kissed me on the lips. I was a little surprised, I was just teasing him and didn't expect a kiss.
"I really love to kiss you, that I can't get used to it",he said with a grin after we parted.
"You jerk, you did that on purpose",I said as I hit his chest, a little annoyed ,yet with a red face. I didn't want him to know liked it when he.....
"Now, let's hear you say you don't like me, even if you don't you like the kiss", he said again.
"Luke, I don't want to see your face",I said as I closed my eyes.
Liar, you want to see him, you even want to kiss him. His your boyfriend, there is nothing wrong with wanting him, Sauna. Shit, I hate this feeling, but I can't help myself ,that why I want him gone now.
"Alright sunshine, I'm going, but you can't get rid of me",he said holding my chin to look at him.
"I'll always be here, my dear Sauna",then he gave me a light kiss on the lips before walking away, glancing at me before he left the library.
I like him very much, to the extent my heart beats at just the sight of him. But it isn't good to trust guys, especially the handsome ones. And the ones you just started dating less than a week ago. I've seen how girls with heart breaks suffer and I don't plan to go through a serious one. I have to be careful no matter how much I like him for now.
May has always been so interrogative and had shared my relationship with most of her friends who also shared with their friends. Luke didn't seem worried, in fact he was happy everyone got to know so that they stayed away from his girlfriend, as he says.
I, on the other hand was nervous, when they walked along the hallway, I could feel stares from people, most of envy. I even got to gain some so called "friends", who were just curious for their gossip info. And I really felt insecure, especially with the girls.
"May, can you stop sharing that I'm Luke's girlfriend", I said when I met her with a worried expression. I had a feeling this would happen.
"Come on Sauna, if I were you, I would let the whole world know", she said excitedly.
"I know you're happy for me ,but also try to keep me safe ,okay. Just imagine what will happen if there was some girl obsessed with Luke in our school, what will become of me",I stated matter of fact.
"Alright, no more", she accepted.
"Thanks May, your the best",I said as I gave her a hug.