"You thought you could just push me away right", I asked as I raised my voice a little.
" No ,it's not like that, it's just that...",
"It's just what, stop making excuses Sauna",I raised my voice again.
This time she looked at me, surprise written on her face.
I looked into her beautiful eyes and my attention was brought to her lips.
As I watch them , again I felt the edge to kiss her so badly. But I had serious business right now.
Why did she keep ignoring me, she doesn't know how much it hurts to have someone you like ignore you or act like you don't exist.
I had to know why today.
" Why do you care if I ignore you, I thought you don't care, you always act so careless",she said after a while. She looked away.
I held her chin and lifted her head to look at me.
"Look at me Sauna, why do you avoid my gaze , I want to see your beautiful eyes".I said with a lower voice.
She blush alot and it made me want to kiss her even more.
I lean closer to her and she moved back, still looking at her.
After a while ,she tried to leave.
"I think we should get back to class ", she said as she pushed me slightly and started to walk away.
I grabbed her hand, pushed her back against the wall ,stared her straight in the eyes, held her chin and crushed or lips together.
Her eyes widen in shock, but she didn't push me away, but rather closed her eyes.
As our lips touched ,I realized how soft her lips were, it was actually her first kiss and I was happy I was her first .
I've been with other girls before of course, since girls like me, but I've never seen Sauna around any boys and that drew my attention. After observing her, I begun to like her stature, character ,intelligence and everything about her.
I didn't know much about her ,but I was willing to know more.
As I get to know her ,I'm getting to like her even more .
Her lips were so sweet to kiss and I wanted more of her,I held her waist and drew her closer to me, pressing our bodies together. She was statled when I held her waist, and her eyes opened widely. After a while, I pulled away and leaned my head on hers as I caught my breath.
" I like you Sauna, very much, since the first time I saw you", I said as a whisper.
"Please don't ignore me anymore, I'm begging you", I pleaded with her still a whisper.