Hi? Hello? Uhm, I don't know what to write here but I saw a recommendation saying that keeping and logging your day on a diary helps you cope your feelings. And here I am today, trying it out. I may not log daily as I have a busy schedule but I'll try. I'll just write off my thoughts here for the day as this is my first time doing this.
Today, I woke up pretty early than expected, around 4:00 am. I don't know why but its probably because my body now have an internal clock or something. I'm quite used to waking up at 5:00 am so waking up a bit earlier is not strange. But as a normal human being, I decided to continue sleeping. Of course who wouldn't resist a few more hours of sleep, after all there is no need to go to school today as it is currently on weekends. Ah a sweet relief of having enough sleep or rather more than enough sleep is euphoric.
After waking up the second time, but not by myself as mother woke me up to help father on his job. It took us a while, for like 3 or 4 hours? I'm not sure, I didn't check the time when I woke up.
I suddenly remembered, one of my friends told me that I'm like a child, but I'm not. I got confused because there's s no one ever told me that I'm child-like other than my parents or siblings. So I asked them on why they have an impression like that, and did you know the answer they gave? They told me that I kept talking and telling them stories about my me. Like, on what my day was, something I found interesting on the social media, stuttering over and over about a toungue twister and others. But isn't it normal to be like that?
After they told me about it, I started to get conscious about my actions as I don't like being called child-like. My family kept making fun of me because of it.
Where was I? Yeah after helping father, it's a monotonous set of chores everyday. Me being incharge of most of the chores whole my sibling only have 1 or 2 chores. It's kinda unfair though, they were ashamed to give my sibling a chore while they don't bat an eye on me whose taking charge of most of them. Sometimes I even took care of my sibling's chores. But there's nothing I can do about it, I can't even mention about it as they will get mad at me.
Uhm, it suddenly got more personal, I apologize for making the atmosphere like this.
Let's talk about my pets! Did you know I absolutely love cats?! They're cute, adorable, magnificent and cute!! Did I mention cute two times? Why does it matter, they're cute anyways. By the way, did you know I have four cats in my room? They're so fluffy and gave me cuddles and kisses! They even sleep beside me! Did you know that one of them even sleep on my chest?? He's the cutest! But all of them are cute! I love them so much that I shower them with kisses and cuddles! I want them to live a long life together with me!!
Uhmm, that may be all, you see I have a busy schedule and I even have exams coming through. So see you next time!
As if anyone will read my diary. I can't just waste these pages you know.