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Chapter 8 - Jillian, Chapter 8: An Afternoon in the Atelier

The next four days unfolded in a curious semblance of normality, each one passing with the subtle dissonance of a piano slightly out of tune. Jillian spent her hours at the house, finding refuge in the familiarity of its walls and the predictable rhythm of its spaces. The garden became her haven, a retreat where the hum of insects and the scent of sun-warmed lemon trees filled the air. On the balcony, she stretched out under the sun in the late afternoon, the heat pressing against her skin as she watched the sea shimmer in the distance. Yet the beach—so tantalizingly close—remained untouched.

When Michael asked why she wasn't making the most of their final days by the water, she hesitated only for a moment before offering an excuse that felt natural enough to be convincing.

"I think I've had my fill," she said, her voice carrying a practiced lightness. "You know how it is—I'm not as young as I used to be, I'm feeling a bit overdone. My skin still prickles when I think of all that sun."

She touched her arm absently, as if to prove her point, letting her words settle with an air of understated complaint. "Besides," she added, casting a glance toward the horizon, "there's something calming about staying here, just listening to the waves from a distance. 

Michael seemed to accept her reasoning without question, nodding thoughtfully as he stretched out in his chair. "Fair enough," he said. "Though you'll have to settle for my version of sea spray—orange juice on the veranda."

She smiled at him, her lips curving with a well-practiced warmth, even as her thoughts flitted elsewhere. It wasn't entirely untrue, she reasoned to herself. The beach did feel overwhelming now, though not for the reasons she'd shared. The truth of her avoidance—her quiet dread of crossing paths with Dylan—remained safely tucked away, like an unfinished letter hidden in a drawer.

As the days drifted by, Jillian and Jonathan's relationship began to settle into an uneasy equilibrium, a delicate truce balanced on the fragile edge of silence. Neither dared to broach the shadow that loomed between them; their quiet pact was built on an unspoken understanding that the weight of their unspeakable sin would not be allowed to spill into their shared days.

Jonathan, who had initially carried a tautness in his shoulders and a clipped quality in his words, seemed to be loosening, as though the tension within him was being slowly unwound by the passage of time. It was a change so gradual it felt imperceptible at first, like the tide retreating—slow and deliberate, leaving behind the faint marks of what it had once claimed. His movements became less guarded, his tone less sharp, though traces of their shared disquiet lingered in the spaces between them, in the pauses that had never existed before.

Their interactions took on the cautious formality of two strangers navigating a shared secret. In the past, they had slipped into conversations as naturally as slipping into warm water. Now, their exchanges were sparse, measured, and unfailingly polite. They avoided solitary spaces—no lingering in the kitchen after a meal, no moments on the terrace at dusk—both aware that proximity carried risks they were not ready to face.

At family meals, however, glimpses of their former rhythm resurfaced. Jonathan would speak of his day with a detached cheerfulness, recounting escapades that skirted the edges of rebellion but never plunged into its depths. Jillian, her smile as steady as the polished silverware on the table, would ask about his friends—not out of true curiosity, but as a subtle test. She listened closely, sifting his words for any mention of Dylan, her questions laced with invisible threads of apprehension.

"Dylan hasn't been around much," Jonathan remarked once, offhandedly, as he described an afternoon outing. Jillian's heart skipped in its measured rhythm, but she held her expression steady. "I think he's off with some girl," he added, his voice laced with mild amusement.

"Oh," she replied lightly, her relief carefully masked. "That's nice for him, I suppose." A wave of quiet reassurance washed over her—Dylan seemed he have kept their Instagram correspondence to himself, and that was all that she needed to know.

Evenings belonged to Michael. His insistence on long walks—initially a burden she humored out of duty—became something she began to cherish. They wandered through cobblestone streets tinged with the scent of salt and blooming jasmine, their footsteps accompanied by the low murmur of waves lapping against the shore. By the third night, Jillian felt a genuine fondness for these quiet excursions. She listened to Michael speak of books he wanted to read but couldn't find the time, of ideas he couldn't quite pin down, and she responded with encouragement that felt real if only for the solace it brought her—a solace born from the normality of their conversations. As much as Michael disgusted her, these mundane exchanges tricked her, however briefly, into feeling normal, unaltered, as though nothing had shifted within her.

She even felt a wavering sense of forgiveness take root within her, tentative and fragile, like the first green shoots after a long winter. As much as she harbored a deep loathing for him, a part of her, conflicting and unsteady, leaned toward absolution. It wasn't a sweeping forgiveness, not yet, but it was something—an ember of possibility. Or at least she hoped that one day she could forgive him, and, in turn, herself.

For the first time in days, she allowed herself to believe that the chaos of recent events might dissolve into the folds of normality. Life, after all, had a peculiar way of softening even the harshest edges of transgression, coaxing its participants back into the rhythm of the mundane. She had plunged into three nights of unspeakable depravity, yet now, without warning, the tide had receded, leaving her adrift in an unsettling calm, as though nothing had happened at all.

She began to convince herself that time would bury her sins, or at least shroud them in a haze thick enough to evade scrutiny. Perhaps in a month, or even just a few weeks, the memory of her forbidden transgressions would recede to the edges of her mind—a shadowy scar, throbbing only when prodded too deeply. For now, the house was still, the sun cast its golden warmth, and her family, precarious as it was, remained whole in appearance.

The illusion of calm was seductive, and Jillian clung to it, unwilling to look too closely at the fault lines that still ran beneath, unwilling to fully grasp what she had become and what she had done.

The fourth day unfurled with the same quiet rhythm as the ones before it. Jillian sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed, the early afternoon sunlight spilling across the room in lazy streaks. Her skin felt tight from the hours spent sunbathing on the balcony earlier, and she reached for her purse, searching for a travel-sized bottle of lotion she was certain she had packed. She unzipped the bag with the vague urgency of someone wanting to distract herself and began to sift through its clutter—receipts she'd never need, a half-empty tube of lip balm, stray coins jingling faintly at the bottom. As her fingers delved deeper, they brushed against a smooth, rectangular shape. Puzzled, she pulled it out and turned it over.

A business card.

The memory came flooding back—a chance encounter on the promenade during one of her evening walks with Michael. A street artist had been stationed near the seawall, his worn-down easels propped up under the amber glow of a lamppost. His work, vibrant and colorful, had caught her eye. She remembered their brief conversation, her polite inquiry about a particular piece, and his gracious offer for her and Michael to visit his studio. She had tucked the card into her purse and, amidst the whirl of recent events, forgotten all about it.

Now, staring at the card, she felt a peculiar urgency. Their vacation was drawing to a close, and the thought of leaving without following up on the invitation unsettled her. A painting from this town—a tangible, lasting piece of it—seemed necessary. More than that, it seemed symbolic. Somehow, in her mind, owning one of the artist's works felt like a way to seal the taboo of these days into something outside herself. The painting could act as a talisman of sorts, locking away the macabre and immoral into its frame, where it would remain confined forever.

Michael was in the garden, reading. She went out to him, the business card pinched between her fingers.

"Michael," she began, her voice light but with an undertone of purpose, "do you remember the street artist we met during our walk the other evening? The one with the painting I liked?"

He looked up from his book, shielding his eyes from the sun with his hand. "The one you spoke to, right? What about him?"

"I found his card," she said, holding it up. "He invited us to visit his studio, remember? I'd like to go before we leave. I've been thinking it would be nice to bring home a painting, something of this place."

Michael smiled, setting his book aside. "That's a lovely idea. Why not?"

She nodded, "I was thinking of calling him. See if we can visit today."

He relaxed in his seat, his smile widening. "Let's do it. It'll be good to get out for something different."

Jillian retreated to the balcony to make the call, the card pressed against her palm. The artist picked up after two rings, his voice warm and unhurried.

"Hello," he said.

"Hi," Jillian replied. "I met you a few nights ago on the promenade. I was with my husband and I was interested in one of your paintings. You gave me your card?"

"Ah, yes!" His voice brightened with recognition. "Of course, I remember. Wavy dark hair, right? How are you?"

"I'm well, thank you. I was wondering—would it be possible for my husband and me to visit your studio this afternoon? We're leaving in a few days, and I didn't want to miss the chance."

"Absolutely," he said. "I'd be delighted to have you both. How about six o'clock? Does that work?"

"That's perfect," Jillian replied. "We'll see you then."

When she hung up, she felt a flicker of healthy anticipation, the first in what felt like weeks. She informed Michael of the plan, and they spent the next few hours in companionable quiet, reading and preparing for the visit.

By late afternoon, as the golden hour light softened the edges of the day, Jillian retreated to the bathroom for a shower. The cold curled around her, clinging to the mirror and her thoughts alike. Emerging refreshed, she dried herself off and slipped into a dress—a flowing, ankle-length summer piece in vibrant reds and yellows, evoking the swirling drama of a flamenco dancer's movements. It felt indulgent to wear something so striking, though her makeup remained minimal, a soft touch of color to her lips and cheeks. She was careful not to overdo it; simplicity had always been her aesthetic, understated yet deliberate.

Descending the stairs, she found Michael hunched over his laptop in the living room, his fingers poised over the keyboard, his brow furrowed with concentration. The sight was at once familiar and deflating.

"Michael," she began, her tone carefully neutral, "are you ready to head to the studio? We said we'd go, remember?"

He looked up, blinking as though surfacing from some deep mental trench. "Oh, right. The studio." He ran a hand through his hair and sighed apologetically. "I'd love to, but I really need to redraft this storyboard. I just got word that it needs to be presented tomorrow morning. Do you mind going on your own?"

The request hit her like a small, sharp slap—not painful, but stinging enough to linger. She forced a smile, the kind that barely reached her eyes. "Sure, no problem," she said lightly. "I'll just take the car. I don't feel like wandering the streets looking for the place."

"Good idea," he replied absentmindedly, already turning his attention back to the screen.

As she watched him reimmerse himself in his work, a wave of conflicting emotions washed over her. Relief came first—she preferred solitude these days, a space free of his probing questions or performative jolliness. Yet beneath that relief was a simmering annoyance, sharp and persistent. He had promised her, hadn't he? Promised that work would take a backseat, at least during this vacation. It was a small thing, the kind of agreement couples made in times of peril, yet here he was, reneging once more.

It wasn't even anger she felt—anger required an investment of care. What she felt was colder, more distant: indifference tinged with a faint disgust. The tentative closeness they had begun to rebuild in their evening walks now felt hollow, a temporary reprieve from the deeper void between them.

"Good luck with your work," she said with a practiced warmth, though her chest felt tight with the effort. Turning on her heel, she ascended the stairs, finishing her preparations with meticulous care. Her purse packed, she slipped on her sandals and went back downstairs, retrieving the car keys from their usual spot by the door. Michael barely glanced up as she left, his muttered "Have fun" trailing her like an afterthought.

Stepping outside, Jillian felt the late afternoon breeze against her skin, cool and invigorating. The car waited in the driveway, representing freedom. She slid into the driver's seat, started the engine, and pulled out onto the road, leaving Michael, the house, and her gnawing sins behind—at least for a little while.

Jillian found the studio tucked discreetly on the second floor of a weathered stone building, its façade marked by time and the salt of the sea. Below it, a bakery exhaled the rich aroma of freshly baked bread into the balmy evening air. She parked her car in a tight spot along the narrow street, stepping out as the golden light of dusk painted the cobblestones in warm hues. The street was quiet save for the murmur of distant voices and the occasional hum of a passing moped.

Ascending the worn stone staircase, she paused at a heavy wooden door marked only by a modest brass plaque. The name on it was simple, etched in an elegant script she recognized from the business card: Daniel Lemaitre – Atelier. With a deep breath, she rang the doorbell, the sound echoing faintly behind the thick wood.

The door swung open, and there he was—Daniel, dressed in a loose white tunic streaked with splashes of paint, paired with frayed crew-cut jeans. His long, silver-streaked hair was tied back in a casual man-bun, softening the rugged angles of his face. His strikingly intense green eyes met hers, and for a fleeting moment, Jillian felt a jolt of self-consciousness.

"Welcome," he said warmly, extending a paint-speckled hand.

She took it, surprised by the firmness of his grip. "Daniel, right?" she asked, confirming his name as if to ground herself.

"Daniel, yes," he replied with an easy smile.

"I'm Jillian—Jill," she added quickly, her voice tinged with an inexplicable nervousness.

"Well, Jill," he said, his tone teasing yet gracious, "come on in."

She stepped into the studio, her senses immediately overwhelmed by the space. It was expansive yet cluttered, a chaotic symphony of creativity. The walls were lined with stacked canvases, some leaning precariously, others mounted in mismatched frames. Splashes of color marred the wooden floorboards, their stains a testament to countless artistic experiments. The air smelled of turpentine, aged wood, and a faint note of lavender, carried perhaps by a breeze from an open window. Buckets of paint and brushes sat scattered in every corner, sharing space with antique furniture that seemed salvaged from another time.

"Forgive the mess," Daniel said with a chuckle, leading her through the studio. "A tidy studio is the death of inspiration, don't you think?"

Jillian smiled politely, though she suspected the disarray was more intentional than accidental. He gestured toward a faded leather armchair near a low table strewn with sketchbooks and empty wine glasses. "Make yourself comfortable. Can I offer you something to drink?"

She hesitated, glancing at the disarray. "No, I'm fine, thank you."

"Nonsense," he said, waving off her refusal with a flourish. "You must try a glass of my family's wine. It would be a crime to leave without it."

Before she could protest, he was already moving to a cabinet, retrieving a dark green bottle with a faded label. As he uncorked it, he began to speak, his voice rich with reminiscence.

"My family's been here for generations," he began, pouring the deep red wine into two mismatched glasses. "The vineyard has been ours since the 1800s. My father ran it, and his father before him. Me?" He paused, handing her a glass. "I was the black sheep. Off to art school in New York, then to Europe. I lived in communes, squats, anywhere I could paint. Paris was home for fifteen years. But when my father passed, I knew I had to return. The vineyard needed me—or maybe I needed it."

Jillian raised her glass, intrigued despite herself. "To returning home, then?"

"To finding beauty, wherever it may be," he countered, clinking his glass gently against hers.

The wine was full-bodied, rich with the earthy flavor of the soil that had nurtured his family's vines for centuries. She swirled it in her glass, listening as Daniel spoke of his travels and the life he had carved out for himself. His words painted vivid pictures of bohemian Parisian lofts, chaotic art communes, and a life that seemed impossibly free compared to her own.

Jillian leaned back, sipping the wine as she absorbed his stories, the rhythm of his voice drawing her into his world. For the first time in days, her mind drifted from the heaviness of her own reality, seduced by the intoxicating allure of Daniel's unrestrained passion for life and art.

At one point, Daniel stood up abruptly, as though struck by a sudden current. He ran a hand through his hair, loosening a strand that fell across his forehead. "I'm sorry," he said with a rueful smile. "I keep bantering. You came to see my work, didn't you?"

Jillian followed his lead, rising from her seat with a tentative nod. "Yes, I mean—if that's okay," she replied, her voice tinged with shyness.

"Naturally," he said, his tone warm and reassuring. "What kind of artist would I be if I didn't share my soul with you?"

He gestured for her to follow as he moved toward a narrow doorway tucked behind a bookshelf. "This way," he said, leading her into a smaller, adjacent room. "I don't keep my work on display in the main studio. I need the space to breathe; otherwise, it feels like the paintings are staring back at me, judging me." He chuckled softly as if to lighten the weight of his confession.

The room was tight, almost stifling, with slanted walls that suggested it might once have been a storage loft. A solitary lightbulb dangled from the low ceiling, casting a warm, amber glow that bathed the room in an intimate, almost sacred light. Paintings were stacked against the walls, their edges overlapping like pages in a giant book, while rolls of unfinished canvases leaned precariously in the corners. The air here was heavier, carrying the faint metallic tang of oil paint mixed with the subtler, earthy scent of turpentine.

Daniel squatted beside a stack of canvases, his movements fluid and unhurried. "Let me show you," he murmured, almost to himself, as he began flipping through the pieces. He pulled one out carefully, tilting it into the light before turning it toward Jillian. "This one… this came to me in Paris. The rain there—it's relentless, but it's also alive. Have you ever seen a city weep? That's what this is."

The painting was a riot of blues and greys, streaked with flashes of gold and red that gave it a pulse, a heartbeat. Jillian leaned closer, her breath catching at the raw emotion it conveyed.

"It's beautiful," she said softly, almost as though afraid her voice might disturb the delicate moment.

He smiled, pleased, and set the piece aside before picking up another. As he spoke of his inspirations—Parisian streets glistening after a storm, the interplay of shadow and light in Montmartre, the ghosts of artists past—his voice took on a lyrical cadence that seemed to weave around her, soothing and enveloping.

Jillian stood close, the narrow space leaving little room between them. She folded her hands nervously, trying to occupy as little space as possible, but the proximity made her acutely aware of his presence: the faint musk of paint and sweat clinging to him, the easy confidence in his movements. His passion was palpable, his words imbued with an energy that seemed to vibrate in the air around them.

She listened intently, nodding occasionally, her gaze fixed on the paintings he brought into the light. When he spoke of the history of art, of the visceral rebellion of the Impressionists or the anguished beauty of Expressionism, she found herself asking quiet questions—not because she needed answers, but to keep him talking.

"Did you always paint like this?" she asked, gesturing vaguely at a canvas filled with bold, chaotic strokes.

"Not at all," he replied, his tone almost conspiratorial. "In art school, I was obsessed with control. Everything had to be precise, perfect. It was stifling. Paris taught me to let go. To let the chaos in."

She avoided his gaze, focusing instead on the shifting shadows cast by the lightbulb, but his voice seemed to reach her regardless, slipping past her defenses. She felt herself relaxing, her shoulders loosening, her breath steadying. There was something intoxicating about the way he spoke—unguarded, alive as if each word carried the weight of a truth he had lived.

Jillian had noticed a pattern emerging as Daniel sifted through the canvases. Most of the pieces he was showing her bore the unmistakable stamp of Paris—its moody rain-soaked streets, its wrought-iron balconies draped in shadows, its bursts of chaotic color. Yet, the painting she had fallen in love with the night they met on the promenade had been something entirely different—a motif of the very town they were standing in now. Its earthy familiarity had resonated with her as if it held a mirror up to her own tangled emotions.

"That's what I'm really looking for," she said finally, her voice soft but steady. "Something from here. Like the one you had on the promenade."

Daniel paused, his hands resting on the edge of a canvas. "Ah," he said, smiling as if he'd been caught in a secret. "You have a sharp memory. Yes, I do have a small series of paintings from this town. They're… personal to me, intimate. I don't often bring them out. They're not the kind of pieces I'd sell to tourists."

"Why not?" she asked, her curiosity genuine.

He shrugged lightly, a playful glimmer in his eye. "Because the promenade is not about selling for me. It's about staying connected—to life, to new faces, to possible inspirations. It's easy to lose touch in a studio, you know. You start to feel like you're painting into a void." He paused, as if considering his next words. "And sometimes, you meet someone who reminds you why you paint in the first place."

Jillian tilted her head slightly, unsure of his meaning. "Someone?"

Daniel leaned back on his heels, his expression openly appraising her. "You," he said simply. "That night on the promenade, your hair caught the light just so. The way it moves… it's not something you see every day. Long, wavy, untamed. It's captivating."

Her cheeks flushed instantly, a warm embarrassment rising from her collarbone to her temples. "Really?" she managed, laughing nervously, her hand instinctively brushing at her hair as if to tame it.

"Of course," he replied smoothly, as though stating an undeniable fact. "There's something about it—it's wild, like the sea. It carries a story, doesn't it? And your eyes…" He gestured faintly toward her face, his voice lowering slightly. "There's depth there. A quiet sadness, maybe, or a question. I'm not sure yet. But it makes me want to look closer."

Jillian felt her stomach tighten, a mixture of arousal and unease. "You're quite the flatterer," she said, her voice light but defensive.

He smiled, undeterred. "It's not flattery, Jillian. It's observation. An artist sees differently, you know. We notice what others overlook. Like your dress tonight—it's as though it was made for the light in this room. The way it catches the orange glow, it's almost like you stepped out of one of these paintings."

She glanced down at her dress, suddenly self-conscious, yet eager. "I think you're giving me too much credit," she said, her fingers brushing at the hem.

"Not at all," he said, his tone as sincere as it was flirtatious. "But if I've made you uncomfortable, forgive me. It's just… how I speak about the things that inspire me."

Jillian didn't know how to respond. His words danced between charm and provocation, between artistry and intimacy, leaving her suspended in a space she couldn't define. She averted her gaze, but an undeniable heat coursed through her body, leaving her restless. For a fleeting moment, her eyes roved over the intimate confines of the loft—the soft interplay of shadows and light, the sense of seclusion that hung thick in the air. They were alone, concealed from the world. No one would ever know.

A strange, electric energy enveloped her, pulling her out of herself, and before she could resist it, she leaned closer. Her hand, almost of its own accord, gently clasped his manhood over the jeans that he was wearing, as if testing the weight of her impulse. She met his gaze in silence, her eyes searching his as if words might shatter the fragile tension between them. Her fingers moved instinctively, tracing slow, deliberate circles over his hardened cock, the rough barrier of denim the only thing between her touch and his warmth.

"Well," she said after a moment, her voice cold. "I leave in a few days, so..."

Daniel leaned in, his movements quick and electric, as if the very air around them had thickened. His lips met hers with an aggressive passion, a sudden rush that ignited every nerve in her body. Their tongues met quickly, his hands running down her body and lifting up her dress. He quickly peeled away her panties down to her knees, as she raised one leg onto a nearby stool. Daniel began to aggressively rub her dripping pussy.

She responded instinctively, her hands sliding down his chest, feeling the tautness beneath the thin cotton of his tunic, as she unbuttoned his jeans and pulled out his fully erect cock. The scent of paint and wine on him was intoxicating, a blend of the artisan and the earthy, grounding her in the sheer physicality. She began stroking his phallus as he started fingering her with two fingers, expanding her vaginal cavity.

With a sudden, fervent urgency, Daniel seized her hand, his grip firm and unyielding, and led her out of the dim, cocooned loft. His movements were swift, almost primal, as though driven by an unstoppable force. They barely made it a few steps before he stopped, their destination a forgotten corner of the studio where an old, bare mattress lay sprawled on the worn floorboards, its fabric stained with time and neglect.

He turned to her, his eyes ablaze with an intensity that stole her breath. Without a word, his hand shot up and with one decisive motion, he tore off her dress, the act both brutal and liberating, as if stripping away more than just her clothing. Her hair spilled loose, framing her flushed face, her breath caught somewhere between shock and exhilaration.

Before she could fully process what had just happened, he pushed her down onto the mattress, the force of his actions leaving no room for doubt, no pause for second thoughts. The aged springs creaked beneath her weight, the scent of dust rising around them like a shroud. His body followed hers, as he quickly undressed, a tempest of energy and hunger, and for a fleeting moment, she felt entirely consumed. He went on top of her, guiding his cock inside of her, as she wrapped her legs around him. He began pounding her pussy, her muscles resisting for only a moment before surrendering to his force.

Dust motes erupted in the golden haze of the setting sun, swirling like specters around them. The room became a theater of primal energy, every sound amplified—the squeaking of the mattress, her loud moans and his stifled groans, the sharp intake of her breath.

He thrust his middle finger into her mouth with a powerful force, his eyes wide with lust. She gagged instinctively, her body recoiling, but he pressed forward, as he fucked her like the slut that she had become.

He pulled out and leaned back onto the mattress, floorboards creaking, his body stretching out with a casual, almost careless ease, with his breath still uneven from the rush of the moment. With a passionate yet unspoken resolve, she straddled him, her body impaling itself onto his large cock. The warmth of his body beneath her was an unspoken invitation. She shifted slightly, finding her balance, her hands lightly resting on his chest as if testing the ground.

She adjusted her position, settling in as if testing the limits of the moment. Her body moved in a slow, rhythmic motion, rising and falling with an unspoken cadence. The air around them seemed to thicken, charged with the tension of proximity, her breath mingling with his in the dimly lit room.

Her movements were tentative at first, as though unsure of the balance, but gradually, confidence began to grow. The rhythm became steadier, the subtle rise and fall now hard and fast, her focus sharpened. The creaking of the old floorboards beneath the mattress underscored the motion.

He watched her intently, his hands squeezing her voluptuous tits, steadying her without controlling her. His gaze was unwavering, as she rode him faster and faster.

As a sudden wave of orgasm overtook her, her body seized up, every muscle tightening as though bracing against an unseen force. Her breath hitched, shallow and rapid, the room spinning in the periphery of her vision. A tremor began in her hands, radiating through her arms and into her legs, as she began to scream in ecstasy. Her orgasm was quickly followed by his.

She felt him tense beneath her, his body coiling with a sudden, unmistakable rigidity. A subtle twitch followed. Without hesitation, she reached down, her fingers helping him pull out, as he came on her stomach. She glanced down at the smooth, creamy sperm, the soft sheen catching the dim light. Slowly, she began to rub it across her skin, her movements unhurried, savoring the warmth as it spread.

Jillian left the art studio in a haze, the door clicking shut behind her with a finality that seemed to echo in her chest. The evening air felt cooler now, brushing against her flushed skin as she descended the narrow staircase and stepped into the dusky street. She fumbled for her keys, her movements absentminded, her mind a chaotic whirl of exhilaration and guilt. The exhilaration, however, drowned out the guilt, an intoxicating buzz coursing through her veins like an electric current.

Sliding into the driver's seat, she glanced at her watch. 8:40. Nearly three hours had slipped away in the studio's cocoon of light, shadows, and intensity. Her initial purpose—selecting a painting that would tether her to this town—seemed trivial now, forgotten amidst the visceral chaos of what had unfolded. She gripped the steering wheel, leaning her forehead against it for a moment as if trying to gather herself, but her thoughts scattered like leaves in the wind.

Michael would notice, of course. He would ask where she had been, why it had taken so long. But as the engine roared to life and she pulled out onto the quiet street, she realized she didn't care. She felt reckless, unbound, and vividly, gloriously alive.