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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5

After their endless barrage of questions, some of which Gracie could hardly keep up with or answer since they were just unanswerable, the kids finally left her room, their laughter echoing down the hallway as they headed off to sleep.

As much as Gracie had enjoyed their company—each little voice filled with curiosity and excitement—she found herself craving the quiet atmosphere that enveloped her room once they were gone. The day had been incredibly long and emotionally draining. It had begun with the heart-wrenching news of her parents' death, a reality she was still struggling to accept. Then came the shock of meeting an uncle she hadn't known existed, followed by a brief encounter with Alex and his father, and finally the whirlwind of meeting her uncle's lively family.

It was all a bit too much to take in, a flood of new faces and emotions that left her feeling overwhelmed. Despite her promise to her parents that she would be strong and brave, she felt a wave of sadness wash over her that she could no longer suppress. The silence of her room, which had initially brought her comfort, now felt heavy with the weight of her grief.

Sitting on the edge of her bed, Gracie allowed her thoughts to drift back to her parents. She missed them so much it ached—every moment without their warmth and guidance felt like a gaping hole in her heart. Memories rushed in, bringing both joy and sorrow: her mother's gentle laughter, her father's reassuring hugs, the way they had always known how to make her feel safe.

Tears began to stream down her cheeks, and she wiped them away with the back of her hand, but they kept coming. Gracie buried her face in her pillow, letting the quiet of the room cradle her as she allowed herself to feel the depth of her loss. It was okay to cry, she told herself. It was okay to miss them fiercely, to let the pain surface.

As the night deepened, she allowed the tears to flow freely, whispering soft memories to the darkness around her. She knew that in time, the memories would bring her comfort instead of pain, but for now, she needed to grieve. With each sob, she felt a little lighter, releasing some of the burden she had been carrying since that fateful day.

Eventually, she lay back on her bed, staring up at the ceiling, feeling exhausted but slightly more at peace. The quiet enveloped her like a warm blanket, and as she closed her eyes, she hoped that tomorrow would bring a little more clarity, a little more strength to face the challenges ahead.

The next day, Gracie woke up early, a sliver of sunlight streaming through her window and casting a warm glow across her room. She stretched and yawned, shaking off the remnants of sleep before going through her morning routine. After brushing her teeth and splashing water on her face, she felt more awake and ready to embrace the day.

Once she was dressed, Gracie decided to visit the little library she had set up in one corner of her room. The shelves were filled with her favorite books, each one a portal to another world. She picked up a novel she had been meaning to read, its cover worn and familiar. Snuggling into her cozy reading nook, she began to lose herself in the story, the words transporting her far away from her current reality.

As she flipped through the pages, completely absorbed in the tale, she began to hear sounds from the rest of the house—soft footsteps, muffled voices, and the unmistakable clatter of dishes. It seemed the whole family was awake, starting their day with the usual morning hustle and bustle. Gracie felt a warmth in her heart at the thought that she was becoming part of this lively household.

While she contemplated getting up to join them, she decided to wait a little longer. She wanted to savor the calmness of her room and the world of her book for just a bit more. Just then, there was a gentle knock on her door, and Kaitlyn peeked her head in.

"Good morning, Gracie! I just wanted to check on you," she exclaimed with a bright smile. "I'm getting the kids ready for breakfast. Are you hungry?"

Gracie looked up from her book and returned Kaitlyn's smile, feeling grateful for her kindness. "I'm okay for now! I wanted to wait for everyone to eat together," she replied, appreciating the thoughtfulness of sharing breakfast as a family.

Kaitlyn nodded, her eyes sparkling with understanding. "That sounds great! I'll let you know when everything's ready." With that, she slipped out of the room, leaving Gracie to her book once more.

As she turned the pages, Gracie found herself glancing occasionally at the door, feeling a mix of anticipation and comfort. She realized how nice it was to share moments like breakfast with others, even if it was still new for her. The sounds of laughter and chatter from the kitchen filled the air, and she felt the initial warmth of belonging begin to bloom within her.

Lost in her thoughts, Gracie couldn't help but feel a flicker of hope. Perhaps today would be another step toward healing, a chance to build new memories amidst the echoes of the past. With a contented sigh, she settled back into her reading, waiting for the moment when they would all gather around the table together.

A few minutes later, Gracie was called to the table by Billy's excited voice. She made her way to the dining area, where the kids were all dressed in their crisp school uniforms, their hair neatly combed. In front of them were their school bags and lunch boxes, ready to go. The sight of their eager faces brought a smile to Gracie's lips; it was a comforting reminder of the routine and structure that school brought.

As she took her seat, Gracie's mouth watered at the delicious aroma wafting through the air. They were having French toast for breakfast, one of her all-time favorites. The golden-brown slices were piled high on a platter, sprinkled with powdered sugar and accompanied by fresh fruit. She felt a warm sense of gratitude as she realized how thoughtful Kaitlyn was in preparing such a delightful meal.

After breakfast, Drake gathered the kids and took them to school, the atmosphere buzzing with energy as they rushed around, double-checking their bags and grabbing their lunch boxes. Despite the chaos, Gracie felt a sense of belonging. Once the kids were gone, Gracie insisted on doing the dishes, wanting to help out and contribute to the household. After a bit of persuasion, Kaitlyn finally gave in, allowing Gracie to tackle the chore.

Once she finished washing the last plate and drying her hands, Gracie joined Kaitlyn on the couch. Kaitlyn was sprawled comfortably, holding the remote control and flipping through various channels, her brow furrowed in concentration.

"What are you trying to watch?" Gracie asked, genuinely curious about Kaitlyn's choice for the day.

Kaitlyn smiled out of habit, a little sheepishly. "I don't know, to be honest. I just want to watch something interesting since I have nothing to do," she replied with a playful shrug, her eyes still glued to the screen as she scrolled through the options.

Gracie observed Kaitlyn's indecision, noticing how she kept shuffling through different shows, unable to settle on one. "How about Only Murders in the Building?" she suggested, her own excitement bubbling to the surface.

Kaitlyn paused, her interest piqued. "I've not heard of that one yet. Let me give it a try," she said, accepting Gracie's recommendation with an enthusiastic nod.

As they settled in, the opening theme of the show began to play, and Gracie felt a sense of anticipation. It was nice to share this moment with Kaitlyn, enjoying a show together and starting to build a bond between them. The laughter and mystery of the series promised to be a perfect escape, and Gracie found herself looking forward to this new routine of watching something together.

After binge-watching all three seasons of *Only Murders in the Building*, Gracie and Kaitlyn sat back on the couch, a mixture of satisfaction and longing washing over them. Drake had joined in the fun midway through season one after dropping off the kids, and they had all become completely engrossed in the quirky world of true crime and hilarious antics. The three of them had laughed, gasped, and even shed a few tears as they followed the adventures of Charles, Oliver, and Mabel. Now, they felt an undeniable craving for more.

"I sincerely cannot wait until season four comes out! I want to see more of Charles, Oliver, and Mabel!" Kaitlyn exclaimed, her eyes sparkling with excitement. She had not expected the show to be this good; the clever writing and engaging characters had swept her off her feet, leaving her eagerly anticipating what would come next.

"Me too! I stumbled upon it randomly online and was curious about it, but now I'm so glad I finally got to watch it," Gracie added, her voice animated. She felt a sense of camaraderie with Kaitlyn, their shared enthusiasm for the show making it feel like they had discovered a hidden gem together.

The two of them exchanged knowing smiles, the kind that came from experiencing something truly special side by side. Gracie reflected on how much she had enjoyed the time spent watching the show with Kaitlyn and Drake, a welcome distraction from the heaviness that had been weighing on her heart. It was moments like these that reminded her of the joy and laughter that could still be found in life, even amidst the challenges.

As they sat there, surrounded by the remnants of their binge-watching session—empty snack bowls and scattered blankets—the anticipation for the next season filled the room. They began discussing their favorite moments from the series, laughing at the clever twists and turns, and imagining what the future might hold for their beloved characters. It was a delightful way to bond, and Gracie felt a warmth in her chest, grateful for the connections she was building.

After a while, Drake stood up and announced that it was time to pick up the kids from school. Gracie watched as he grabbed his keys and headed for the door, a sense of anticipation bubbling in the air. She knew the kids would be bursting with stories about their day, and she felt a warm excitement at the thought of seeing their cheerful faces again.

In the meantime, Gracie turned her attention to helping Kaitlyn prepare the food for when the kids returned. The kitchen was filled with the comforting aroma of spices and fresh ingredients as they worked together. Kaitlyn had already laid out a colorful array of vegetables, and Gracie joined her at the counter, chopping bell peppers and carrots with practiced ease.

"Do you think they'll be hungry when they get back?" Gracie asked, glancing over at Kaitlyn with a playful grin.

"Oh, absolutely! You know how they are after a long day at school," Kaitlyn replied, chuckling as she stirred a pot of simmering pasta sauce. "They'll be ravenous!"

As they cooked, they chatted about their day, sharing laughter and stories. Gracie felt a sense of camaraderie growing between them, the kitchen becoming a space of warmth and connection. They worked in sync, each knowing the other's rhythm, and it made the task feel effortless and enjoyable.

Kaitlyn pulled out a baking dish and announced, "We're making cheesy baked pasta tonight! It's one of their favorites." Gracie's eyes lit up at the idea; she loved how food could bring everyone together and create cherished memories around the dinner table.

Just as they were finishing up, they heard the familiar sound of the front door opening, followed by the excited chatter of the kids as they rushed in. Gracie's heart swelled with joy at the thought of the laughter and energy that filled the house when the children returned. She and Kaitlyn exchanged knowing smiles, ready to welcome the kids with open arms and serve up a delicious meal that would surely make them feel right at home.