"I, I don't want much!"
"Huh?"
"I want you to be my first. I'll cherish this memory forever!"
"...."
What did I just hear? She wants me to be her first? First what? I can't naively think she means a kiss. Besides, from now on, all I have to do is move according to my instincts.
*Grab!*
I grabbed the wrist of the girl who was blushing and about to cry.
"Ah?"
"Let's go."
"Ye, ye, yes?!"
We had finished eating, so there was no reason to stay here any longer.
"We still have time."
"Ti, ti, time?"
From the way she kept stuttering, it seemed like saying such things was crazy even to her. But even if this sounded crazy, it wasn't a situation where I would lose out.
"Let's go. To a motel."
Joo-ah's eyes widened to almost half her face.
••••••
'Oh, oh, oh my god, we're really here!'
*Sssss
Hae-sol went to wash up because he smelled like sweat from the morning class, leaving Joo-ah alone on the motel bed. She became anxious and nervously bit her nails. She was even more nervous than when taking a monthly exam.
'Are we really doing this? Just like that?'
When she made her move, she was fully prepared. She thought she might be called crazy, and if things went wrong, she might even get slapped. Anyone could see that her words meant, 'I'm approaching you for your body. I don't want a relationship; I just want to sleep with you once.' Since she heard that he had some affection for her but didn't have time for a deeper relationship, she went all in. He was too good a man to let go just like that.
'And I succeeded.'
Her heart was still pounding. Before she knew it, she was at the motel, and he even paid for the room himself.
"Oh! I should have paid! Stupid!"
What kind of terrible manners were these? Making a man pay for the motel? If she heard someone else did that, she would laugh and make fun of them for being so dumb.
*Gulp*
But anyway. Were they really going to do it? Her lower abdomen started to tingle. As she rubbed her legs together and kept swallowing her dry saliva, the sound of water from the bathroom stopped.
*Click*
The door opened, and Hae-sol, the man she fell for at first sight and went crazy over, appeared.
'A, a wet hottie!'
*Drip, drip-
Later, when she recalled this moment, she would testify that her nosebleed was unavoidable. Hae-sol's appearance had an incredible impact.
"Huh? Joo-ah, you're bleeding from your nose."
"Wha-at?!"
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Hearing Joo-ah's high-pitched reply, I felt concerned that she didn't look well.
I had come out as quickly as possible! Spotting some tissues nearby, I handed them to her. She hurriedly wiped her nosebleed and pinched her nose.
"Wh, why is this happening all of a sudden?
"Hehe! It's nothing!"
"But you're bleeding from your nose…"
"I'm really fine! Just wait a moment. I'll be right back."
Joo-ah rushed into the bathroom. Left alone on the bed, I placed my hand over my pounding heart.
I didn't understand why I was so nervous, even though it wasn't my first time. I decided to get some water, so I went out to hallway and got a bottle from the vending machine.
*Click*
Damn, it's not cold.
Complaining to myself about the warm water, I opened the room door. While I was gone, Joo-ah had finished wiping her nosebleed and showered. She was standing in the room.
"You're already done showering?"
I asked as I opened the water bottle cap and approached her. At that moment—
*Whoosh!*
*Thud!*
'Ugh!'
My body was suddenly flipped onto the bed.
"I, I, I thought you left! You were here just a moment ago! And then! When I came out of the bathroom, no one was there, just an empty spot! I thought you abandoned me!"
"I just went out to get some water. There was a vending machine in the hallway, so I thought of that."
"D, do you know how scared I was? For a moment, I felt like an idiot!!"
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you misunderstand. I asked you to come here, so why would I leave you?"
"Huuuuh…!"
The woman who had pinned me to the bed in an instant started crying.
'Hey, you can't just pin someone to the bed and then cry! And why are you stuttering so much?!'
'You're scaring me!!'
She showed no signs of getting off me, even as she sniffled. As the situation became more like the dream I had on my first night here, I grew desperate.
'Am I going to be overpowered by a woman again? No way.'
Even though I was in a world where gender roles were reversed, I had no intention of being passive. I didn't want to use force on a woman, but in this situation, I couldn't hold back anymore. Jua and I switched positions, and now she was the one lying on the bed, with me on top.
"Huh?"
The crazy look in her eyes vanished at that moment.
"I'm going to have sex now."
"Uh… huh?"
"What about you, Joo-ah?"
Check out this handsome guy's smile! Since I was planning to become an idol, I needed to know how to charm my fans. So, I practiced this expression. It was a smile with the eyes. From my perspective, it felt gross and nauseating, but thanks to my good looks, it was quite charming. I had never tried it before, so I didn't know how effective it would be.
"Hic! Y, yes! I want to do it too!!"
Joo-ah, who seemed a bit out of her mind, nodded frantically in agreement. It seemed more effective than I expected.
"Then, let's start with a taste."
*Smack!*
•••••••••••
*Slurp! Smack! Slurp!*
Our tongues intertwined. It was intense. My tongue felt like it might be ripped out, but I didn't want to stop. As I focused on our tongues, my hands naturally started moving, one kneading her breasts and the other enjoying the soft touch of her buttocks. Breasts!!! A beautiful woman's breasts feel amazing. Maybe it's because she's preparing to be an idol, but her breasts were both firm and soft. For someone like me who loves breasts, it was an irresistible temptation. Let's get rid of these annoying clothes first.
*Whoosh!*
Noticing my intention, she sensibly moved and took off her clothes herself.
*Jiggle~*
'As expected!'
She did not disappoint. It was clear that her bra had no padding.
'A deep, dark color.'
The color being dark doesn't make the breasts any less appealing. The pleasant scent and warm body temperature enveloped me.
*Slurp, slurp, slurp,*
Just like when we were kissing, the sounds were vulgar as I attacked her breasts. But that vulgarity is the essence of being human.
"Ah! Th, that's dangerous!"
*Shudder*
Surprisingly, Joo-ah was sensitive in her breasts. It's rare for a woman to be so sensitive there. Her face was flushed, and her eyes were glazed over, so it didn't seem like she was faking it.
'Who cares if the color is dark? With this reaction, it's totally worth it!'
The hand that was kneading her buttocks became bolder, starting to explore between her legs.
"Aah!"
*Squelch!*
*Slurp~!!*
When my hand reached the peak between her legs, I was surprised by the wetness—no, the soaking dampness.
'She got this wet from just this much foreplay?'
If she hadn't confessed to being a virgin, I would have thought she was already aroused and ready. But I already knew that Joo-ah was a virgin.
'A woman offered her virginity to me and thanked me. I have to do my best.'
Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to live with myself as a man.
"You're so wet."
*Squelch, squelch, squelch*
"Hic!"
When I deliberately made sounds with my fingers, Joo-ah face turned red in an instant. Her body trembled with pleasure. My reborn penis, thanks to Pony, was begging to be freed from my pants and underwear. There was no reason to hide it anymore, so I boldly took off my pants and underwear.
"Huh!"
Joo-ah eyes widened at the sight of my penis.
"Wh, why is it so big?"
"Ha."
If she were an experienced woman, I would have thought she was saying that to flatter me.
"That was a good try. It worked perfectly."
My manhood was fully aroused and radiating heat.
'I need to put on a condom.'
*Rip!*
I quickly grabbed and tore open the condom provided by the motel. In adult novels, the main characters often don't use condoms, which is incredibly rude. This is a basic courtesy towards women that needs to be remembered.
*Slip! Rip!*
"Huh?"
"What's wrong?"
"Uh, the condom tore."
"Oh…"
"Wait a moment. There was one more."
I had never had a condom tear on me before. I put on another condom…?
*Rip!*
"Ah!"
"Eh?"
This time, Joo-ah was watching, so she saw the condom tear too. How cheap must these condoms be to tear so easily? This is embarrassing. I glanced at Joo-ah, and she didn't seem too bothered by the condom tearing. It was just me making a big deal out of it.
"…The ones provided by the motel must be cheap."
"Um, I think that's the last one."
"There's a vending machine outside. I'll go buy some."
The heated atmosphere had cooled down, but there was no other choice. As I was about to put my pants back on—
*Grab!*
"You don't need to wear one! I mean, it should be fine, right? Today is a safe day for me! Completely safe!"
"Huh??"
"It's really a safe day. And even if I get pregnant, I won't cause any trouble! I probably won't get pregnant anyway."
The word "pregnancy" reminded me of Pony. A planned pregnancy should be welcomed and blessed, but an unplanned one could be devastating for a woman.
"I already quit being a trainee anyway. Please."
Why was she so desperate? Whatever the reason, I couldn't hold back any longer. Let's do it. Fuck it, what do I have to lose? If a woman asks you not to use a condom, what kind of guy would refuse and go buy one? Sure, there might be someone out there like that. But not me. I showed her my answer with actions rather than words.