Chapter 1 - Can I sit here?
Cheongdam high school
Inthe canteen hey look sungmin is eating alone today . That dog he top the class with highest marks but does not help us in during class test . He look like he only live to study .that why nobody wants to become friends with him .they think I don't listen what they are telling behind my back .I just wear headphones . Too Show I listings music .
I never want to come out from my room . Because outside I feel suffocating . how much I do .or sacrifice I will never happy . It just like curse . It always feel like you give me every thing which make me happy but you steal my feelings to feel about anything . inthe playground hey , sungmin teacher is calling you on office .ok . sungmin .yes sir , your mom contact us to inform you . that you will not study in cheongdam high school anymore .ok sir thank you . Yeah I don't feel anything . I already have nothing to lose . Inside the spicey y friends chicken restaurant . Inthe night . sungmin you don't eat anything . You only study. Please eat something . No grandma you eat first I will eat later . You mom call me . sungmin.,... I can't go together with you to live with your mother .I can not give up on this restaurant .I will work here till I died . this place give us shelter when we needed the most . I can't live this you are still young go live with your mother . She is married to someone who is very rich . grandma I don't need her money. Or anything from her .I will study hard and earn money for you and myself .I rather die then live with her . I feel suffocating . Sungmin ... sungmin ...
Children park ...
Why she want to live with me . Why she faking to care about me .she forcefully agreed the principal for my admission in another school .I don't want to go and with her . I don't really want to go anywhere. I always feel stuck inside the same place . From the 8 years . I am tried . I want to die . really so much . Help , me help me .... Some body help .hey don't shout I just want to tell you I love you so much .stop crying .let go home together .no help . some body help .hey who are you why don't you hold that girl arm live her arm she don't want to go with you .live her right now otherwise I will call the police .ha ha ha . police. Ok go call the police nobody believes in you . she my girlfriend and we had a little fight .she just little bit angry with me . No . because I miss aur 1 months aniversary .no no .he is telling lie . please help me . He has knife on his hand please don't left me alone with him . please . Oh bitch can you shut up don't involve him with my work go run before I kill you .no I don't let her here I have to stop him .hey listen I already voice recording you . If you don't left her I will give this to police . Ok I will left her .then he stab in her neck with knife . All the blood was dropping on the knife . You know she is know if she wants to left me . she could only when she die . same as you . I will kill you also because .you made her kill even early then I want to do that I never kill any young boy . congratulations you are so lucky .I was shaking form fear .he is smiling ear to ear and he came closer and closer to me I was feeling like I become paralyzed . and fall on the ground because I feel dizzyness and from my back I feel a cold breath and he say congratulations I love you . sungmin .