Rivelda…
He grabbed me by the neck and smashed his lips on mine. I tried pushing him as I hit his chest, but he didn't move an inch and kept kissing me. He then picked me up and dropped me on the bed while He was on top. I quickly looked away but he slowly turned my face back to me his, I saw that his pupils were dark and filled with something. When I realized what he was trying to do, I used all my strength and pushed him away hard. Then I got up "what the fuck do you think you're doing" I was so angry, he had the audacity to kiss me after what he did. I turned around to leave but then he held my wrist "amore am sorry for ignoring you and making you sad". I huffed "sad, you think too much of yourself please stay away" he looked at me desperately as his eyes were filled with anger, lust and desperation. "amore I said am sorry I was just so confused and I thought you…." I quickly interrupted him. "You thought I collided with my dad and betrayed you right", that gave him a shock "how did you…"
"It doesn't matter Mr Salvatore the fact is you never trusted me or loved me"
"Why don't you call my name and at first I did doubt you but later I knew you couldn't"
"Mr Salvatore, if you trusted me, you won't just disappear for more than a month"
He tried to speak, but I raised my hand "stop I don't need you to explain yourself. You're a grown man and can do what you want". His eyes became glassy as he desperately tried to reason with me, but I was beyond that. He kept apologizing, but his apologies didn't mean a shit to me. When I got tired, I snatched my hand furiously "see I gotta go and get dressed, and I'm tired of going forward, then you bringing us back". And I left before he could stop me again, as I closed the door he said "don't leave me in an empty room amore" but I left without turning back. When I got to my room, I released a breath. I didn't know I was holding and locked my room door, then got into my nightwear.
Leandro….
I had never ever been desperate all my life, I didn't even know when I became this soft. But the thought of losing her never frightened me like today when I saw the way she and Peter looked at each other. I was hard ever since I saw her at the ball, and when I saw the way she ignored me, I panicked. When she came into my room, I tried reasoning with her and begging her, but she didn't even care. Suddenly my eyes became glassy as tears threatened to spill, immediately she left tears began flowing, I touched my face and was shocked. I have never for once cried for anyone or anything, but here i was today crying for a girl I thought I would hate. Even though my family was disappointed in me, my mom and sister even stopped talking to me during this one month. The fact was yes I did doubt her, but later on, I believed her." The only reason I didn't come back was because I arranged a plan for revenge. And I needed Emily, the daughter of the Irish mafia leader, to trust me, then I'd strike, but now that plan was far behind me as I was on the edge of losing my wife. I knew she would lock her room once she entered, so I decided to meet her tomorrow.
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As I came out I went to her room but she wasn't there then I went downstairs but still she wasn't there. I called Mirabel and asked her where she went "sir madam went out with Mr Dmitri Peter, and they should be back any minute". Suddenly I heard a car pull up, and i went to check but then it left. when she came in, she didn't even look my way and walked past me heading towards Mirabel "Mirabel I missed you, here this is for you" and with that, she went upstairs I followed her as she entered her room. When she turned and saw me, she immediately became irritated but ignored me. I called her name several times but she acted like i didn't exist, she took off her clothes and went into the bathroom. Holy fuck I instantly became hard and horny ooh lord what did I do to deserve this torture. When she came out with a towel wrapped around her she took it off and I saw her naked again. This was driving me insane, she put on her clothes then went down. "Riv I said am sorry why are you still tormenting me? " But she didn't answer me and walked off. I kept following her like a lovesick puppy, though that is what I'm becoming. The doorbell rang and she grabbed a suitcase and I rushed after her "whoa whoa where are you going don't leave me alone". But she snatched it back as I held it tight. She left and headed for the door. When she came back, she was with Kass and Lilly. I turned to him "Kass where the fuck are you guys taking my wife", Kass gave me a look "your wife". And with that he erupted in a deafening laughter "fratello she is your wife in name only, you don't love her remember" and with that they left. I grabbed her hand when Kass and Lilly went out, I looked at her with desperation and teary eyes "please am sorry but don't leave me how would I stay alone". She snatched her hand and with a smile she said "Mr Salvatore see you soon" then she left. I stood there my mind in chaos and I felt the world was dark and gloomy then I rushed to my room turned off the light and crashed on the bed. I never stepped out again.
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I sat on the floor by the bedside looking at her picture in the dark as I talked to myself "it's been three weeks since I last saw you please forgive me". I heard a knock but ignored it then the person entered it was Mirabel "sir your sister and mom are downstairs waiting for you" then she left. I weakly went down the stairs holding the wall for support as I was dizzy and tears falling on their own. Immediately they saw me their eyes became glassy, my sis ran up to me "andro how have you been" but I couldn't answer. My mom then spoke "you caused yourself this sorrow and also me, you lost me my daughter In law". I just stood there with my face looking down, then suddenly everything and everyone started spinning and I felt my knees growing weak and my breath seizing, and as I let out a breath i lost my balance and everything went dark.