Jungkook was not always the person to show passion. He was the type to just ask for sex, end of story. Although things changed when he decided that Jimin is in a relationship with him, he still had his old self. Jimin couldn't remember any day or time jungkook ever said 'I love you' to him, but he one time told jimin he wanted him for himself. That he also did not want to ever see Jimin flirt with others, that meant something, right?
Jungkook swore to kill anyone if Jimin decides to leave him for them. Jimin remembered that, maybe jungkook loved him, maybe he just didn't like to say it out loud. Jimin always told that to himself.
Jimin broke the kiss, making eye contact with jungkook. He was not sure what went into jungkook's head sometimes but he wished he could stay like this forever. He was so smooth, sweat although he wasn't kissing back or touching him, he had let Jimin do what he wanted. Atleast for now.
Jimin rapped his arms around jungkook's neck, it was hard since when he tried to make him bend a little, he didn't seem to badge so Jimin just stepped on his boots and stood high to reach jungkook's height. Jimin did all that without breaking eye contact with jungkook and kissed him more. At first it was gentle when jimin was in charge, until jungkook surrounded his hands around Jimin's waist. His right hand carrying Jimin up making him rap his legs around his waist. The other left arm was holding jimin's back and neck so he couldn't fall. The kiss grew intense as jungkook made steps to the bed and rested Jimin on it.
Jimin lay there and jungkook climbed on top of him with one of his hands playing with Jimin's hair. He didn't move or do anything else as if guilty of something. Jimin looked at him searching his face and he could see jungkook wanted to hold back. It had been a long time since they peaceful had sex. The last time they were in bed together, they had a disagreement that did not end well. Jungkook beat up Jimin when he asked if he had a problem. It would be a simple answer for a normal person, but for someone who had something to hide like jungkook, guilt turned into shame making him raise his hands at Jimin.
Right now Jimin didn't want that to happen. He felt history was to repeat itself, and Jimin expression turned into that of terror. When he saw jungkook raising up, he remembered the last time when he beat him up badly. Jimin didn't know whether to stop this and let the guy be but at the same time he wanted to get to the bottom of this.
Jimin bit the spoon and raised his hand resting it at jungkook's neck, he pulled him down as he also reached his lips to kiss him but jungkook pulled back his head. Jimin didn't want to force him, but he wanted this. He cupped jungkook's cheeks as he whispered loud enough for both to hear. "It's okay, babe" Jimin leaned in again but jungkook pulled back even more and this time raised off of Jimin. "Am not in the mood, sorry." He groaned as started walking away. Jimin grabbed his hand as he sat on the bed looking up at him. His eyes had become wet. He couldn't understand why. Was he having a problem with putting it up? Jimin thought and he immediately asked, "Do you have a problem raising it up, I can help with that"
"Pttfff, I can help myself" jungkook snapped making Jimin flinch backwards. He knew this man had light hands and it wasn't a problem to swing them at him, he had to be careful. With a helpless and broken voice, Jimin asked. "Is it...m..me?" He paused as he looked down and continued. "I....am I not attractive anymore? Are not aroused by me anymo.....?"
"Oh don't pull that card on me" jungkook snapped again as he grabbed Jimin's hand. "Am not pulling any card JK, am just asking you....." Jimin broke as he cried. He looked at the fuming jungkook and spoke again,"I just want know what went wrong, you used not to treat me like this, I mean....you were rough but not brutal as you are JK. you nolonger how I feel, am just speaking to you as my boyfriend, please...lets...lets fix this. Please" Jimin spoke as he cried.
Jungkook looked up as released Jimin's hand and rested both his hands at his waist. What was wrong with him, if he didn't want Jimin like he showed, why couldn't he let him go? Taehyung wanted, why didn't he let him take him away? Jimin was in tears when he felt a hand raise his chin, jungkook bent and there face were so close to each other before he spoke calmly. "You have nothing wrong with you, Jimin." He paused and helped Jimin off the bed, bringing him closer into a warm hug.
There was sudden silence as they both were holding each other tightly before jungkook spoke. "Am just not in the mood, maybe I have alot of stress about the company." So he was bringing the company issues into this, this man never lets a chance slide. Jimin opened his eyes when he heard that, "what happened to the company?" He asked with a confused face.
They pulled away as jungkook dried Jimin's wet cheeks and spoke."Jui ho, Your sweat friend Taehyung and some other morons are trying to take over."
Jimin was confused, 'Does Tae know about this?' Jimin thought to himself. "Jungkook spoke as if reading Jimin's mind which Jimin by surprise." Ofcos he knows about it, he was here. And all my plans were here.
He took advantage of you being unconscious and looked for the papers I kept here. Maybe you spoke about it and he knew this was his opportunity to get them." Jimin couldn't believe Taehyung was the kind of person to do such. He knew there was an explanation to this. "What, you don't believe me? This is why I wanted to use force. You never listen if I just ask" jungkook snapped. Jimin looked at him with disbelief, minutes ago he was all touchy, and now he's snapping at him as a fool.
Jimin felt anger fume and pushed jungkook away as he stormed outside in anger. Jungkook followed as he backed at him. "Hey, don't walk out on me like that. This is why I use..."
"Force?" Jimin finished jungkook's sentence as stood Infront of him coldly. "That's the reason you use force? Because I can't understand your stupid behaviour. Is that it? I know Taehyung could never do that, he can't see me sick and focus on something else." Jimin snapped.
"So he's more important than I am?" Jungkook asked raising a brow. Jimin through his hands in the air as he continued. " All am saying is, Taehyung loves me than you have ever did. He loves m....." Before Jimin could finish, a slap landed on his face and he stumbled on the floor.
"You don't blabber other guy's names in my house." Jungkook sneered.
He grabbed jimin by the collar with his left hand and slapped him again using the back of his right hand which sent Jimin on the ground. Jimin didn't move from where he fell and jungkook bent as he grabbed jungkook's face and spoke. "You don't compare me with your stupid men, punk." With that he released him and went down the stairs to leave. Jimin remained on the ground as tears rolled down his cheeks as he thought to himself.
'i thought I could fix him'