Gwen was moving around the street trying so had to contact Simon but all in vein. She had tried so hard but Simon wasn't picking up. She contemplated on where to go after tomorrow. The hotel was valid for her until tomorrow morning and after the night, she will have to find her self another place or pay for other stays there.
'is my life going to be a mess like this?' she thought to herself. Simon had mentioned her shares in the Jeon Company. So that's all he came to see her for? If only she knew where he leaved, but she was busy chasing a guy whom she knew was never going to be hers. Simon had asked her one time to come at his home and maybe get more of the pie he had brought to work, she had liked it so when Simon asked her to pay him visit, she refused the offer. He had maybe wanted her to join him and maybe get to know each other more but....she always wanted more. She couldn't just go with Simon and leave jungkook.
At this moment she was hating herself, why didn't she accept it? Maybe she would just have gone to his house instead. She didn't have anywhere to go, she also didn't have any money on her. Her shares, were the only treasure she had. If she sells it to jungkook, she will get a big some of money, she didn't know if it will be enough. Was she responsible when it came to spending money? I mean, she will definitely need it in the future, right? She reached a hand to her belly, "My baby...I..I can't abort" Tears fell from her eyes, Simon had asked if she could abort the baby. How pathetic he sounded. At this point, how and where it came from. She didn't know, but she knew one thing, she was somehow, in love with Simon.
She signed and chuckled,
"I won't abort my baby" there was a pause before she continued "I won't abort our baby, Simon"
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Jimin got up from the single couch he had been sitting on for the past hour. He moved to the open window, he was in his room but at the same time not there. Everything was happening so fast, the way jungkook treated him. Teahyung....was he okay? He couldn't reach him even if he wanted to. There was no cellphone or anything for communication. He was captured in this room as if he was a prisoner. What did jungkook take him for? Does he even love him? His past was coming back to him one by one. Being locked up, beaten for slightest mistakes he does, and now.....he couldn't speak to the one person who knew him and will forever try to make sure was happy.
Jungkook was bringing all this back to him.
The man he loved, the man he wasn't ready to leave behind, was the reason for his sadness. Jimin's heart skipped a bit when he turned to leave the window due the coldness he was recieving, jungkook was standing on the entrance. Hands folded around his chest and his face was blank. God...he was so good at this, walking on people like that. Jimin didn't know what say or do so he just stood there and looked away.
He was so mad at him, how could he do all that and still get the guts to stand there like that. Was he not apologising? Were they going live like nothing happened? Jimin was still contemplating what a shameless man jungkook was when he heard him speak. "What? Are you going to just stand there?" Jimin was confused, what did he want him to do? "What do you mean?" He asked, Jungkook could swear he saw Jimin rolling his eyes. "I was worried, you know" jungkook spoke as he smiled. Jimin looked at him with disbelief. He flinched his fist but unflinched it immediately before letting out a small chuckle. His eyes were becoming red, he bit his lower lip not knowing what to say.
" Ohh no, that's absurd that you don't believe your man was worried. I was.... seriously" jungkook smoke as he moved closer to Jimin. He came to touch his face but jimin shoved his hand away. He was so annoid by him, Jimin wanted leave him although it was so hard and it sounded impossible. "Just let me be, I need space, okay?" Jimin spoke quietly as he pushed him aside to leave, eyes darting him. Their was a piercing pain on Jimin's left hand. Poor Jimin winced in pain, he tried pulling away but the gtip was firm. Jungkook's facial changed, narrowed his eyes as he turned to look at Jimin whose eyes were closed in pain.
He pulled him back to the spot he was at and spoke gritting his teeth. "Hey, your still sick" he paused when jimin open his eyes letting the tears he had held fall on his cheeks and jungkook continued, "Don't force me to make you more sick, okay?" Done, he released Jimin slowly and his face changed again into a smiling one. He searched Jimin's face who looked down tears still in his eyes. This is not what Jimin wanted, although he knew from the start that it will indeed be a rough journey, he didn't know it would be this rough.
"Jungkook" Jimin called quietly, he raised his head making eye contact with jungkook who had cupped his face and continued. "You are not going to be him, you promised you wouldn't." Jungkook raised a questioning brow before asking, "who" Jimin kept quiet for a moment, he came closer to jungkook and passed his arms around his waist. He burried his face in Jungkook's chest.
Although jungkook had not yet returned the hug, and honestly didn't expect him to, he just deepened his it making himself comfortable. His whole life depended on this man, never in his life has he ever thought of his life without jungkook. And he wasn't doing it now. Jimin raised his head but didn't let go and looked up at Jungkook. His face was blank, but he had smoothened.
Before Jimin could say anything, jungkook pulled away from the hug and turned to the wardrobe to check for nothing.
There was silence in the room. Jimin would have burst in to tears but he could swear he saw jungkook eyes were about to water. Maybe he wasn't as cold as he behaved. Maybe he was just a softy pretending to be so cold. That didn't matter at all, what mattered was that jungkook wasn't a cold bastard after all. Jimin pursed his lips and wipes his tears. He slowly walked to where jungkook was checking for who knows. He knew his man very well, but this side he had just seen now, he didn't know it. He had seen jungkook's eyes wet, although he somehow held the tears. He was going to cry, and Jimin mad made him emotional.
That was a thing.
What Jimin did surely made him emotional, atleast his heart flattered at that. He knew he had to just hold this man like an egg if he wanted to get rip fruits. Jungkook was still just checking for nothing, Jimin from behind hugged him. When jungkook turned his head and looked down at Jimin, he also looked at him with his puppy eyes. They locked eyes for some time and Jimin stood on his toes, slowly pressing their lips together.
The tension lifted in the air and Jimin still on his toes made small steps and was infront of jungkook.
He deepened the kiss.