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Chapter 5 - Letters from the Past

The pale morning light streamed through the tall windows of the gallery and fell in soft patterns on the polished wooden floor. Amelia Dubois stood in front of her father's old desk, which had been moved to the back room of the gallery after his passing. It was a plain piece of furniture, black mahogany with carvings that suggested its age and history. There it had remained, undisturbed, for years, a mute echo of her father's presence, of the inheritance he had passed on.

 

Today, however, felt different. She had been awakened by the sudden, inexplicable need to rummage through the debris of his life, hoping to find something that would reveal something about the man she had loved. It was the blend of wistfulness and melancholy that prompted her to act.

 

With a determined breath, Amelia approached the desk. When she ran her fingers across its seamless surface, she could feel a small bump in one of the drawers. Intrigued, she tugged the handle and, to her astonishment, it opened with a gentle creak to reveal a secret compartment behind the big drawer.

 

"What secrets are you hiding, Dad? she murmured, a mix of anticipation and trepidation coursing through her.

 

Her fingers touched something cold and metallic as she reached into it. Drawing out a tiny brass key, she did so with practiced care. Intrigued, she searched the desk further and found a keyhole on the side of the compartment she hadn't noticed before. Heart racing, she inserted the key and turned it gently. The lock clicked open, and the compartment revealed its contents—a stack of faded letters bound with a fraying ribbon.

 

Amelia's breath caught in her throat. They were not just any letters; they were letters to her father, written in flowing cursive. She shook with anticipation as she untied the ribbon, and started to open the first letter. The paper felt delicate, almost fragile, and the familiar scent of aged parchment filled the air.

 

My Dearest Henri,

 

The letter started, and Amelia's heart pounded as she saw her father's name. The elegant script danced across the page, revealing a world she had never known.

 

I long for the day when we can be together again. The nights are chilly with you gone, and the stars grow dim without you. Every minute that we are away from each other strengthens my love for you. Please, do not forget the promises we made…

 

As she read on, Amelia was drawn into the intimate details of a passionate love affair, one that she had never been aware of. The letters were full of yearning, of hopes for a future together, and of mentions of places and times that made a vivid picture of her father's life before she had met him.

 

"Who was she? Amelia whispered to herself, the words of the letter echoing in her mind.

 

The latter told of a tryst in the garden of a Parisian mansion, a clandestine affair where love grew under the canopy of stately trees. The descriptions were so rich and vivid that Amelia could almost envision the scene—the laughter, the stolen kisses, the palpable electricity between two lovers yearning for each other.

 

As she continued to read, a mix of confusion and curiosity swirled within her. This aspect of her father was unknown to her. She had always known him as a dedicated art collector and a loving father, but these letters revealed a man filled with passion, hope, and desire.

 

Her heart beat as she flipped the pages, soaking in the gorgeous words that erupted on the page. With each letter, she learned more about Henri's life, his struggles, and the woman who had captured his heart. There was a raw honesty in the writing that resonated deeply within her, a reminder that everyone carries their own stories and struggles, even those we think we know completely.

 

"Amelia? Margaux's voice broke through her reverie, causing her to look up, startled.

 

"Hey, I didn't hear you come in, Amelia replied, hastily shoving the letters back into the compartment, feeling a wave of embarrassment wash over her.

 

Margaux entered, a worried expression on her face. "You seemed deep in thought. What's going on?"

 

"I found something," Amelia said, her voice catching slightly. "Letters from my dad. I didn't know he had a… romantic past."

 

Margaux's expression shifted to one of intrigue. "Letters? About what?"

 

Amelia paused, took a breath and went ahead. "They're love letters, addressed to someone named Isabelle. He wrote about their relationship, about longing and desire. It's so… different from the father I knew."

 

"Wow," Margaux replied, her eyes widening. "That's quite a discovery. How do you feel about it?"

 

"I don't know, Amelia admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. "It's strange to think of him as a young man in love. I only knew him as my father, the art collector and gallery owner.

 

"Do you think your dad ever moved on from that part of his life? Margaux asked, her curiosity evident.

 

Amelia furrowed her brow. "I'm not sure. He never spoke of Isabelle, and I didn't know he'd had a serious girlfriend before my mother. It makes me wonder what he was like before he became the man I knew.

 

Margaux moved closer, leaning against the desk. "Maybe it could give you some insight into him. Understanding his past might help you connect with him in a way you hadn't before.

 

Amelia nodded slowly, considering the idea. "You're right. I guess I've been so focused on my own life that I forgot he had his own story.

 

"Want to read a bit more? Margaux suggested, a spark of excitement in her eyes.

 

'Yeah, but it's quite private,' Amelia cautioned, as a blush of vulnerability flooded through her.

 

Margaux smiled gently. "I promise I won't judge. I'm just curious, like you."

 

Amelia sighed and started to open the letters again, this time with Margaux beside her. She read aloud excerpts, her voice trembling with emotion as she shared the love stories captured within the pages. Margaux listened, with little responses and encouraging nods, as Amelia wove her way through the personal language of her father's past.

 

'Oh, it's gorgeous,' Margaux said, her eyes wide with awe. "It's like poetry."

 

'I can't believe I never heard about this side of his life,' Amelia said, her heart full of sadness but also of joy. "It makes me wish I could have met her, to understand what he felt.

 

"Maybe you can find out more," Margaux suggested. "If he had such strong feelings for her, there might be other clues. Do you know anyone who could help?"

 

Amelia felt a flicker of hope ignite within her. 'I might try to contact some of his former friends or colleagues. They might have stories to share."

 

"Definitely! 'It would be a wonderful tribute, in a way,' Margaux said, her face bright with encouragement.

 

As they kept reading the letters, Amelia felt something change inside her. The loss of her father was still raw, but now she had a new angle on their relationship. She had always viewed her father as a figure of strength and stability, but these letters revealed his vulnerability and the depth of his emotions.

 

With every word, she started to look at him not only as a father, but as a man who had loved, lost and longed. The letters sketched a profile of an individual with ambitions beyond his station as a father. It was an epiphany that excited and depressed her.

 

After an hour of communal reading and writing, Amelia folded the final letter and put it back in the slot. She eyed Margaux, who'd sat watching her silently all along.

 

'Thank you for coming,' Amelia said, her voice filled with gratitude. "I didn't realize how much I needed this."

 

Margaux smiled warmly. "I'm always here for you, Amelia. Discovering your father's past is a big deal. It can change the way you view him and yourself.

 

Amelia nodded, her heart full for her friend. "I think I want to incorporate this into my art somehow. It feels like a part of him that needs to be honored.

 

"Absolutely!" Margaux exclaimed, her excitement contagious. "You could create a series inspired by these letters, blending your own experiences with his story.

 

'I love that,' Amelia said, the feeling of purpose filling her. "It could be a way to connect with him, to share his legacy while finding my own voice.

 

As they continued to think, Amelia noticed the weight of the past falling away, as if replaced by the potential of new creative projects. In that moment, she realized that the love her father had experienced was not just a part of his past; it was a gift that could inspire her future.

 

When they came to the end of their conversation, Margaux gazed at Amelia with some mischief in her eyes. 'I bet Dad would be proud of you for wanting to share this.

 

"I hope so," Amelia replied, her heart full. 'I'd like to pay him tribute in a way that's authentic to both of us.

 

With renewed energy, Amelia prepared to dive into her work, ready to explore the depths of her father's past while forging her own path.

 

In the days that followed, she reached out to her father's old friends, gathering stories and memories that painted a fuller picture of the man he had been. Every memory piled on top of the last to give her a picture of his life and eventually drove her art.

 

As she painted and created, Amelia felt a profound connection to her father, as if he were guiding her brush with each stroke. Those letters had unlocked something, a relationship that went beyond the distance of time and space.

 

In the stillness of her studio, amid the colours and textures that gave form to her feelings, Amelia felt comfort and support. She was prepared to accept her ancestry and make her own place in the bustling universe of art.