Shen Mochen sighed, "Issues with exam grades could simply mean you haven't mastered the right study methods..."
"Actually, I feel quite embarrassed. Whatever I do, I fail at, not just in my exam grades. I learn everything much slower than others. I feel so useless. When we were divided into groups back in my childhood, all the groups despised me, and no one wanted me..."
Yuncui lowered her head to look at her knees, her hand slowly tightening on her thigh, with a smile on her face.
"That's why I've been desperate to please others since I was young. I hoped that by being nice to others, they would like me. I'm such a coward, always afraid that people won't need me and then they'll discard me... I am actually terrified of being alone; I don't want to be by myself."
