Meet to each other and the dirty beginning
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The painful story happened in my past…
It's like the wound in my soul…
I hate it, but I cannot forget it…
This is the bitter humor, right?
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[At present; a restaurant]
I'm Nadia. I'm a waitress at this restaurant, I have been working here for 2 weeks, after I left from the atrocious man in a month ago, but he is in front of me now...
He greets me, "hi, Nadia~". Then, I greet him back, "hello, sir". He dislikes this speech, he holds my wrist before tells me with his flat tone, "you must call me Hector, darling".
I try to flick my wrist back from him, but I cannot do it. So, I tell him, "ok, Hector". This speech makes his smile. Then, he say, "very good" before pulls me closer to his face.
He give me an eerie look, before leans in to whisper his request in my ear, "may… I have the menu? Darling", then, he nibbles my helix, "ngub…", while he also holds my wrist.
Ah… I feel disgusted with his action really, but I like it…
Then, I hand him the menu after I tell him, "this is a menu", as a result, he releases my wrist and tells me, "hmm... thanks"
My male colleague sees me swapped with Hector. He asks me, "Hey... are you ok?". I answer him, "yeah, I'm ok", while I cursh Hector inwardly, "scumbag...".
He heard just my answer, then, he pats on my back before goes to Hector.
Then, why do I crush him?
That's because he had done the dirty things to me since I was a student.
[In 7-9 years ago]
That situation happened when I was just a 14 year-old girl.
I usually stayed alone after school every day, because my father usually worked at a convenience store, while my mother died when I was 7 years old.
We are also poor due to the gambling of my father, he loves the gambling very much.
In every time when my father made money, he frequently wasted his money gambling.
Because he got a lot of money in the first gambling time, he continued to gamble until he ended up broke in the next time.
Nevertheless, he borrowed money from other people to gamble again, then, he also got a lot of money in the first time, but he ended up broke in the next time. As a result, he had the new debts, while he also had old debts.
I usually saw this acitivity of him until I go to beg him, "dad... please don't gamble again, we should save money to pay off debts".
After that, my father slapped me hard across the face, he shouted at me, "I have debts because you wanna go to school, while you know that the school fee isn't cheap! I must gamble to make more money!!!".
When his speech was ended, I told him, "the gambling doesn't make anyone richer". He kicked me hard after my speech was ended, then, he yell at me, "you don't have to know it well! I will never leave gambling game!!!".
After that, he went out from home to go to gamble again. I was sitting within sad mood for a moment, then, I want out from home to take a walk before I saw the atrocious man whose name is Hector.
Because I didn't know his inner self on that day, I greeted him, "Hello, bro~". He greeted me back, "Hi! Nadia, how are you?"
When I heard his question, I answered with my truth, "I feel uneasy... bro...". After that, I told about the story of my father and me on that day to him, while I know well that his father is the mafia don.
Nevertheless, I also dare to tell him because he always helped me in every time which I have a problem. Because he is the son of a mafia don, I thought that he could help me in that day.
After that story was ended, he was smiling for a moment, but I don't doubt him, even he go to meet my father.
He introduced himself to my father, "hello, Mr. Brown. I'm Hector, I'm the closed mentor of Nadia. I meet you to help you clear your debts".
When my father heard this speech, he asked Hector, "Oh, really?" He answered my father, "yeah~ because she is the most important person of me, so, you are important for me, too". Then, my father told him, "wow~ great~ please take care of this to me~". Then, he told my father, "I'm glad to do it, Mr. Brown".
Although I felt impressed with Hector, I felt strange with his speech.
In the next day when my father's debts were completely paid off…
My father told with Hector's father who is also as known as Mr. Jones, "thank you very much, I'm debt-free now due to you, Mr. Jones". Then, Mr. Jones told him back, "it's my pleasure, Mr. Brown", but my father asked him, "if I wanna borrow 50 dollars of money, would you mind?"
I were shocked so much with this request of my father, then, I tapped and called him, "dad…", but he flicked his arm and snapped at me, "ugh! Don't occupy me!"
In the same time, Mr. Jones was quiet for a moment before took the 50 dollars of money contained in the duffel bags to put in front of my father and me, then, he told us, "ok, if you are glad to pay off it within 10 years, by the simple loan interest rate of 15% per annum".
I wanted to decline this offer, but my father told him, "ok, but I can also pay off it within 2 years really!" Mr. Jones also asked him, "are you sure?"
My father told Mr. Jones, "yeah! You try to take my daughter in your home for 2 years counted since today, I will rush to return your money in 2 next years exactly".
I'm shocked so much, I called my father with the loud, "Dad!!!", but my father ignore me. Mr. Jones told him, "if your daughter run away from this debt, can I kill both you and her?", then, I begged my father, "dad... don't do it, please...", but my father told him surely, "You will not able to do this exactly~".
My father dared to tell this speech, while he was almost died because he evaded debts, he was doing this for many times.
Mr. Jones heard this speech of my father, he agreed to sign a loan agreement making two same documents. In the same way, he kept the one of document in himself, and gave the other to my father.
In next time, I picked my bag to go Hector's home, then, my father gave that document to me. After that, Hector took me to live in his home. When I arrived at Hector's home, I went to have dinner after my errand was finished.
After every dinner time, I had beed feeling sleepy faster for more one year, then, I felt hot on my body until I asked cucumbers from Hector to cooler, I was feeling hot for 2 nights.
In fact, I was drugged in every day. After this drug had been active, Hector always used condom to fuck me!!!
In two nights before the payment deadline, I knew this truth from his speech, while he was fucking me!!!
I felt sad and angry on him, while my heart had fluttered with him before he broke my truth like this activity.
Mr. Jones knew this truth from my month. Although he felt shocked and disappointed on his son, I ask him about the punishment for his son, then, he accepted it to punish his son.
However, my father left me to escape on a boat in that appointment date. I felt sad and dissapointed on him, while Mr. Jones was angry on him so much...
Neverless, Hector offered the sex with me to him, as a result, his father was more angry until he would punish Hector using his act of violence.
In the same time, I restrained him before made an agreement with him that I would have sex with his son to pay off this debt and loan interest.
I made this agreement because I should get some reparation for my lost virginity.
Finally, Mr. Jones accepted my agreement.
While Hector fucked me in that night, I felt angry on him after I knew that my father got money from Hector, my father agreed his agreement, which informed that my father had to let me pay off debt with loan interest instead.
However, when I selected to have a sex with Hector, I had to accept its result.
[In 6 years ago]
I got news that my father died on that boat, a millionaire killed him after he borrowed that one, but he also evaded that debt again.
I was very sad so much...
When Hector saw my sad mood, he kissed my face to wipe away my tears to console me, while he was fucking me.
Since that day, I love him more, or I may love him since the first time when he always help me to clear every problem for me...?
[In 1 month ago]
I knew about the details of his deep-seated issue from his speech, while he was fucking me.
Regarding the deep-seated issue of Hector, when he was 8 years old, he had seen that his mom have an affair with her bodyguard on bed, he told her wrongdoing to his father. Then, his father evicted both his mother and her affair partner instantly.
Hector claimed this issue to fuck me due to his love on me, but I would also decide to forsake him because...
His deep-seated issue was unresonable to break my virginity without any opinion from me!!!
After I paid off this debt with loan interest completely, I left from Hector's home instantly.
[In 2 weeks ago]
After I got a job at this restaurant, I knew that I am pregnant from health checkup. I'm very confused on my womb why I am pregnant.
On the same time, I knew from Hector that he stealed away to fuck me using condom broken by himself in the last night before this debt with loan interest have been selttled.
Ok! I'm pregnant due to this evil "Hector"!!!
[At present]
Although I feel angry on him so much, I don't abort my womb because baby doesn't know anything.
Hector can found because he knows about my present work. Then, he asks me to marry him, but I rejected his marriage proposal due to my anger on him, but he doesn't give up for me, he will fuck me again to force me for his marriage proposal.
Nevertheless, the 18 year-old girl helps me from Hector, she is a part-time worker at this restaurant. He feels shocked after found this girl, because this girl has face similar to his mother very much, but she is good at martial arts. Then, her mom visits to her, as a result, Hector and me know this girl that she is his younger half-sister from a mother's side.
When mother of Hector and this girl found her son, she is very happy that she cries, while this girl is very shocked because she doesn't wanna accept him.
Hector isn't interested in this girl, he tells his mother about my womb. She is happier, but I will leave from this restaurant.
After Hector sees my action, he hurries to hold my wrist, then, he kneels down and asks me to marry him, in front of every one at this restaurant, including his mother and younger half-sister. He tells me, "Nadia, I'm so sorry for everything, please give me the chance to take care of you and our baby".
I agree with his marriage proposal because I give in to his speech. After that, he puts a diamond ring on my left ring finger before kisses on my hand. Then, he smiles to me, while every one applauds our action.
I see both him and this ring, while I think to myself, "finally, I cannot leave from my dirty love".
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P.S. you can read the full novel "My dirty love" in Thai version from this link…
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