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Chapter 12 - (Can I hold your hand once again?)

Zadin's gaze faltered, his eyes glazing over as the ancient memories resurfaced. The worn stone beneath his feet, the whispering wind, and the flickering torches seemed to dissolve, replaced by the chaotic scenes of the holy war.

Ten thousand years ago...

The clash of steel on scale echoed through the blood-soaked plains. Zadin, a child warrior, charged forward alongside his mother, Zi Chin, a fierce priestess wielding divine magic. They fought against the unholy legion of the demon clan, their dark sorcery scorching the earth.

A demon lord, towering and twisted, emerged from the shadows. His malevolent gaze locked onto Zi Chin.With a snarl, he hurled a bolt of dark energy.

Zadin's mother raised her hands, summoning a protective barrier, but the demon's power overwhelmed her. The shield shattered, and Zi Chin stumbled, her eyes wide with anguish.

As the demon's blade descended, Zi Chin's gaze met Zadin's. A silent promise, a desperate plea, and a mother's love flashed between them. Then, in an instant, she was gone.

The world around Zadin dissolved into darkness, his heart heavy with grief. The war cries, the scent of blood, and the screams of the fallen faded into silence.

The present returned, and Zadin stood once more in the ancient temple, his heart heavy with the weight of millennia. Zadin's eyes refocused, his gaze sweeping the ancient temple's shadows. Memories of his mother's final moments still seared his mind. Another pain stirred, one he'd long suppressed: the anguish of never knowing his father.

Why did you leave us? he thought, resentment simmering. You couldn't protect her.

Zadin's thoughts swirled with unanswered questions. Did his father even know of his mother's fate? Did he care?

A mix of anger and sorrow burned within him. Zadin's clenched fists trembled, his heart heavy with millennia-old grief. A softer memory intruded upon Zadin's anguish, beckoning him to a serene past.

In a sun-drenched meadow, Zi Chin laughed, her eyes sparkling as she chased a young Zadin. Wildflowers swayed, and butterflies danced around them. Her gentle voice whispered, "Catch me, little one!"

Zadin's tiny legs ran wildly, his giggles echoing. Zi Chin swept him into her arms, spinning him around. Their joyous laughter intertwined, timeless and pure.

For an instant, the pain receded, replaced by warmth. Zadin's eyes glistened, memories of happy times soothing his ancient sorrow. The memory unfolded further, revealing tender moments:

Zi Chin cradled Zadin in her arms, soothing his childhood fears. Her gentle humming calmed his cries, her warmth banishing nightmares.

She taught him his first steps, patiently guiding him across the temple gardens. Every tumble was met with reassuring smiles.

At dusk, she'd sit beside him, weaving tales of ancient heroes. Her fingers intertwined with his, conveying love and strength.

Zadin's eyes lingered on the past, cherishing memories of his mother's selfless devotion. Her love had been his shelter, his guiding light. Another memory surfaced:

Young Zadin gazed up at Zi Chin, curiosity sparking. "Mother, where's Father?"

Zi Chin's smile softened, her eyes veiling a hint of sorrow. "You don't have to worry, little one. He loved you, us, so much. His path was different, but his heart remains with us."

Zadin's childhood self accepted her reassurance, but the unanswered questions lingered, fueling his lifelong longing.

The memories unfolded:

After Zi Chin's fall, Zadin wandered the scorched plains, crying out for his mother. Darkness closed in.

A strong grasp lifted him. Tiriju's rugged features softened with compassion. "You're safe now, young one."

Tiriju, the legendary warrior-monk, became Zadin's guardian, teaching him combat and wisdom. The temple's stone walls replaced the warmth of his mother's embrace.

Zadin grew skilled, fueled by the determination to honor Zi Chin's memory and understand his father's absence. Tiriju's guidance tempered his anger, but the ache within lingered.

The sun dipped behind the Kritu Temple's walls as Master Tiriju approached, a small figure slung over his shoulder. Bloodstained and dusty, the child clung to Tiriju's robes.

"Master Tiriju returns!" a young monk exclaimed.

Tiriju gently lowered the child, revealing Zadin's tear-stained face. "This young one needs our care," Tiriju said, his voice low and urgent. "The holy war's orphan."

Guardian Kao rushed forward, concern etched on his face. "A child of the fallen?"

Tiriju nodded gravely. "Zi Chin's son. I found him amidst the carnage."

Monks gathered around, whispering prayers. Guardian Kao knelt beside Zadin.

"We'll provide sanctuary," Guardian Kao vowed. "He'll find peace here."

Tiriju's gaze lingered on Zadin before he handed Guardian Kao a small, intricately carved box. "Zi Chin's token. Protect him."

*Zadin's First Day*

Guardian Kao led Zadin through the temple's serene corridors, adorned with soft lanterns and intricate carvings. They reached a modest door, adorned with a small bronze statue of the Guardian Deity.

"This will be your sanctuary, young one," Guardian Kao said, opening the door.

Zadin stepped into the simple yet cozy room. Soft golden light spilled from the window, illuminating:

A plush pallet with crisp linen a wooden desk with a candle and inkbrush, shelf bearing ancient tomes and a small altar with a gentle smile of the Guardian Deity.

The air was thick with incense and calmness. A breeze carried the whispers of chanting monks.

"Rest now," Guardian Kao said gently. "Tomorrow, your training begins."

Zadin's eyes wandered, absorbing the tranquility. For the first time since his mother's passing, he felt a glimmer of peace.

*Zadin and Firah's first encounter*

Days passed, and Zadin settled into the temple's routine. One afternoon, while exploring the gardens, he stumbled upon a young girl practicing sword techniques. Her movements were fluid, yet playful.

Zadin watched, intrigued, as the girl twirled, her red hair dancing. She noticed him and halted, panting.

"Who are you?" she asked, curiosity sparkling in her eyes.

"I'm Zadin," he replied, feeling shy.

"I'm Firah, Tiriju's granddaughter," she said proudly, sheathing her sword.

Their eyes locked, and Zadin sensed a connection. Firah's warmth reminded him of his mother's smile.

Together, they explored the gardens, sharing stories. Zadin confided in Firah about his mother's loss and his uncertain past. Firah listened intently, compassion shining in her eyes.

As sunset painted the sky, Firah grinned mischievously. "Want to see Grandfather's favorite spot?"

Zadin nodded, and they slipped away, forging an unbreakable bond.

*Zadin's Years of Dedication*

Under Master Tiriju's guidance and fueled by Firah's friendship, Zadin immersed himself in rigorous training. His determination to honor Zi Chin's memory drove him.

*Daily Routine*

1. *Pre-dawn meditation*: Zadin cleared his mind, focusing on inner balance.

2. *Combat training*: Swords clashed, and sweat dripped as he perfected techniques.

3. *Scripture studies*: Ancient texts revealed wisdom, shaping his character.

4. *Physical conditioning*: Endurance tests pushed his limits.

*Milestones*

1. *Honour Level 5*: Zadin earned his first ceremonial sword.

2. *Honour Level 10*: Master Tiriju bestowed upon him the "Badge of Courage."

3. *Honour Level 15*: Firah presented him with a customized cloak, engraved with Zi Chin's motto.

*The Final Push*

Zadin's resolve intensified as he approached the pinnacle: Honour Level 21. Sleepless nights, blistered hands, and unwavering dedication culminated in:

*The Trial of Virtue*

Before the temple elders, Zadin demonstrated mastery of:

1. *Mental discipline*

2. *Physical prowess*

3. *Spiritual balance*

Master Tiriju smiled, proud. "Zadin, your honour shines brighter than ever. You've reached the pinnacle: Honour Level 21."

Firah beamed, embracing him. "Your mother Zi Chin would be proud."

Zadin's heart swelled, knowing Zi Chin's legacy lived on through him.

Princess Xivh Din's slender fingers grazed Zadin's arm, her touch gentle. "Zadin, what troubles you?" she asked, her voice soft with concern.

Zadin's gaze drifted from the starry horizon back to the princess. His eyes, like the night sky, held depths of emotion. "Just memories, Your Highness," he replied, his deep voice tinged with nostalgia. "Everything from the past."

Xivh Din's curiosity deepened. "The war?" she probed.

Zadin's jaw clenched, his eyes clouding. "All of it," he whispered. "Friendships forged, battles fought, losses suffered..." His voice trailed into silence.

The princess's grip on his arm tightened. "Time heals," she offered.

Zadin's smile was faint. "Yet, memories remain."

Princess Xivh Din's voice remained barely above a whisper. "Everyone harbors painful memories, Zadin. Even I do. My mother..." She paused, collecting her thoughts. "Never allowing me to see her face again still haunts me."

Zadin's expression mirrored empathy. Zivh Din's vulnerabilities touched him deeply.

"You've shouldered that burden alone for far too long, Princess," Zadin said gently. "Thank you for trusting me."

Xivh Din's gaze met his, her eyes sparkling softly. "Perhaps, Zadin, sharing the shadows of our past will illuminate our paths forward."

Princess Xivh Din's eyes dimmed, her voice barely audible. "Royalty's not just silk and gold, Zadin. It's chains and isolation. Mother's rejection, Father's expectations... sometimes I feel suffocated."

Princess Xivh Din's voice trembled. "Father's expectations are relentless. Every misstep scrutinized, every word analyzed. I'm a reflection of the throne, never myself."

Zadin's grip on her hand tightened. "That must be suffocating."

"He dictates everything," she continued, her words rushing out. "What I wear, who I see, what I say. My mother's absence is a constant reminder of his displeasure."

Zadin's eyes narrowed. "And your desires, Your Highness?"

Xivh Din's smile was faint. "Forgotten, like my mother's face."

Zadin's fingers intertwined with hers, offering warmth. "You're more than duty and obligation, Princess," he whispered. "Your heart beats, your soul feels. Don't let royalty suffocate the real you."

Princess Xivh Din's gaze rose, tears brimming. "You see me, Zadin. No one else does."

Zadin's thumb caressed her hand. "I do. And I'm here."