This volume is a collection of Hikaru's unsent letters, journal entries, and private reflections during the years he spent quietly loving Miyuki from afar. Each entry delves into the shifting tides of his emotions, the inner conflicts he faced, and the delicate details he noticed in Miyuki's every gesture. Through these writings, readers are drawn into Hikaru's world, uncovering the silent struggles with his self-doubt, the intensity of his unspoken affection, and the way his love for Miyuki grew deeper and more profound over time. His words reveal the weight of his fears—fear of rejection, fear of vulnerability—and his desperate hope for a love that could transcend both the uncertainties of life and the finality of death.

Key Feature: Unsent letters, each brimming with raw and unfiltered emotion, written in moments of longing and reflection—letters he never intended Miyuki to read, but that capture the essence of his hidden feelings.

Impact: Offers readers a deeply personal look at Hikaru's vulnerability, his longing, and the strength of his love. The entries provide an intimate portrait of a man caught between the safety of silence and the risk of revealing his heart, making his journey one of poignant beauty and quiet courage.