I just got inside the hospital asked for the directions for the ICU ward of north block with room no. 15 ,there i saw my relatives and my father i greeted them and just simply nod to everyone then looked inside looked through the window on my door i saw my brother lying there dispite this situation there was a smile on everyone face indicating the surgery was success and so everyone started leaving.After everyone left it was night around 9.30 my father sat beside me and put his hand on my shoulder and said "Take this blanket I have made it touch with your brothers hand give to someone in need while going to the house".After that while going on my squti I search people in need on roadside and other places where i expected them to be but i didn't see anyone so while crossing railway station i was exteremly vigilant searching here and there for the homeless people.
I saw a girl no more age of 20 and a boy sitting on the parking lot i approached them i was quite shy and was thinking how to approach them i saw a bald men just leaving the parking lot looks at me and i lifted the blanket and pointed it towards the girl and the boy so he showed the smile and gestured the boy to take the blanket from my hand but give to a girl but while the boy come beside me to get the blanket the bald men started talking to another men it was quite catching because just by looking at the other men i could say he comes from a respecatable background the most catching thing to see was how he was looking at the girl again and again. I grew little suspicous so after giving blanket i stalled a few more moments of time under the guise of searching under seat compartment and seeing them talking to and fro and i approached them i was not sure what to say so just waved my hand for there attention and said "is there any problem?" listening to this the the men took a defencive stance while the other one tried to play it cool saying "oh there is nothing actually sir has some work to do" seeing both of them i took a step back and said "oh i see well then" and then i got upto my squti and left and in the middle i could not shake off the sense of unease and reverted my squti and when i got there i saw the bald men saying something to the girl and then the girl looking at the other men and moved she just come beside him,he hold her hand and started taking her into a dark corner.Seeing it the brain started going bizzare asking question to itself and answering I started justifying myself just to simply run away but before my mind tell me to my body moved I accelerated my squti and just arrived beside the girl and the men and with a meek voice I asked "are you okay with this?" just when i uttered this word the men came in front of the girl and acted like a wall between me and her, he looked at me right in my eyes glaring suggesting 'go away' being a fool myself i didn't care after all my eyes were searching behind the men tryping to get the glimpse of scared girl but from behind all i could hear a cold voice "Don not trouble me bhaiya,THE WORLD DOESN'T CARE",those words stuck me like a hammer a million questions and a million scenarios that were playing inside my head stopped and I just simply noded and ran away.The distance between between my home and station was not far but the it felt like eternity,the acceleration of my squti was 80-90km/hr but the world was still and all i could hear and see was curses i cursed myseld i cursed her i cursed the time i cursed the reality how can it be so cruel.I arrived at home ran straight to my room closed the door and thought the reality is not just simply cruel it actually doesn't care.I still remeber that day vividly inside my head and thank that girl to this day for her to be so kind to show me the reality of the world it forced me to see what lies beyond the shell from which my parents and my surrounding protected me but i never thanked the reality of giving me this fornuate life.