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Chapter 16 - Watching and Dreaming

The command center hummed with frenetic energy, the room pulsing with activity. Officers moved between consoles, their voices a constant buzz of orders and updates. Commander Dietrich stood at the center of it all, overseeing the preparations for the mission. His hands were clasped behind his back, his expression hard and unreadable. This was a crucial moment, and the weight of leadership pressed heavily on his shoulders.

David, standing on the outskirts of the chaos, was an anomaly in the room. Though his posture was straight, his presence seemed distant, detached. His focus was sharp, his gaze flickering from one person to the next, but there was no outward sign of the urgency that defined the others. His decision to leave MIRA Special Forces had weighed on him, but today wasn't about that. Today, his role was simply to be there, to offer support to those who would be going on the mission—his friends, his comrades.

David's eyes briefly met Jacob's across the room, and a silent understanding passed between them. They didn't need words. They both knew the weight of what was at stake, both on the mission and in their lives. Jacob was part of the crew going, but David's own battle was different now. It wasn't with the enemy. It was with the shadows of his past.

Commander Dietrich's voice cut through the noise, sharp and authoritative. "Today marks a significant mission, and your skills will be critical."

The words had an air of finality to them, as if they were the last he would speak before sending them into the unknown. David stood a little straighter, his expression neutral, but his pulse quickened, not from fear of the mission, but from the memories of battles long past. It wasn't the enemy that haunted him—it was the ghosts of those who had stood beside him, the comrades he couldn't save.

Dietrich continued, his voice steady. "We need to draw the enemy out and reclaim the Crimson Blade. It will require teamwork, focus, and a willingness to confront our fears."

David's gaze shifted once more, this time to Eva, who was standing by the ship's access bay, speaking with Engineer Bob. Her confident demeanor barely masked the tension beneath, her eyes narrowing as she adjusted her gear. The others were preparing as well—Lucas, Nick, and Sara—each one lost in their thoughts, their bodies ready but their minds no less burdened by the weight of the mission.

David swallowed, his throat dry. It was hard to stay detached from it all, especially with Eva so close. The bond they once shared was strained, fragile, and now, more than ever, he wondered if she would ever forgive him for leaving. Her words still echoed in his mind:

"You still care. You're just too stubborn to see it."

He shook the thought away, focusing on the present. It wasn't his battle anymore. Not today. His fight was against himself, not the enemy, not the mission. He could only stand by and offer what little support he had left.

As Dietrich spoke, his words filled the room, bolstering the crew's resolve. "I have faith in all of you. Together, we will reclaim the Crimson Blade and ensure our future. We will bring this to an end."

The finality of Dietrich's voice rang out, the room falling silent as the gravity of the moment settled over them. David felt the shift, the tension rising to a fever pitch. This wasn't just about the Crimson Blade. This was about proving themselves, proving that they could still make a difference, even when everything seemed lost.

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Outside, the sprawling expanse of the space station gleamed under the light of distant stars. The ships were ready, sleek and powerful, their engines humming with barely-contained energy. Crew members hustled about, checking systems, securing equipment, and ensuring that every detail was in place. The air was thick with the buzz of excitement, the anticipation of what was to come.

Jacob, Eva, and the others stood together near the launch bay, their expressions grim but determined. There was no room for doubt now. The mission had already begun in their hearts, and there was no turning back. David stood off to the side, hands buried deep in the pockets of his jacket, his gaze fixed on the ship that would carry them away. His heart ached with a longing he couldn't quite place. It was more than just the mission—it was the weight of their shared history, the memories of battles fought and friends lost.

He had left MIRA Special Forces, and now the crew was about to embark on something that felt almost too big to grasp. He should have been with them, but he wasn't. He couldn't be. Not yet. Not until he figured out what to do with the pieces of himself that were broken beyond repair.

Jacob turned to face the group, his expression resolute. "No matter what happens, we fight together," he said, his voice steady and loud enough for everyone to hear. His eyes swept over each of them, pausing for just a moment longer on David.

The words seemed to carry weight, like the final mantra before a battle, and the crew responded with a unified nod. There was no question in their minds—no hesitation. They would face whatever came together, as they always had.

David felt a tightening in his chest, a knot that had been there for so long it almost felt like part of him. He wanted to say something, to tell them how much they meant to him, but the words wouldn't come. Instead, he simply nodded, his throat thick with unspoken emotions.

His eyes flicked to Eva, who was adjusting her gear with a calm that belied the storm inside her. She met his gaze for a split second, her expression unreadable. Then, without a word, she turned back to the task at hand, leaving him standing there, empty-handed, alone with his thoughts.

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Inside the ship, the atmosphere was thick with unspoken fears. Crew members moved quickly to strap themselves into their seats, securing their harnesses with the practiced ease of seasoned professionals. But beneath that ease, there was tension, a nervous energy that crackled in the air. It wasn't just the mission that had them on edge—it was the unknown. The Crimson Blade was a powerful artifact, and their enemies would stop at nothing to get their hands on it.

David, standing just outside the ship, could feel the intensity of the moment as if it were pressing against him, suffocating him. He had been in these situations countless times, but this time was different. This time, he wasn't going with them. And it hurt more than he cared to admit.

He stepped forward, his boots clanking softly against the metal floor. He could hear the sounds of the crew securing their gear, the hum of the ship's engines starting up, preparing for launch. It was a routine that had been burned into his mind, a rhythm he had known for years. And yet, now, it felt alien to him.

Davidmoved to the hatch, his hand resting lightly on the cold metal. He looked back one last time at Jacob, who was strapped into his seat, his face determined. They shared another glance, one that spoke volumes without a single word.

"Are you sure you're ready?" David asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

Jacob nodded, offering a small, reassuring smile. "We all are."

David inhaled sharply, turning away from the ship and heading toward the observation deck. The roar of the engines filled his ears as the hatch began to close, and he couldn't help but feel a pang of regret. This was the mission that would define everything. And he wasn't going to be a part of it.

He glanced back one final time, watching as the ship's engines ignited, the massive vessel slowly lifting off from the station. The crew was leaving, and David was left standing there, alone in the void.

But that was his reality now. He couldn't afford to go back. Not yet. Not until he figured out who he was again.

The ship disappeared into the distance, the fading glow of its engines the only trace of its departure. And David remained there, staring into the stars, wondering when he would be ready to step back into the fight.