Chereads / Chasing the Cold Heart of my Fiancé / Chapter 4 - End of flashback

Chapter 4 - End of flashback

Walking behind him, Rachael's gaze drifted involuntarily to his broad back, her mind wandering to the countless times she'd longed for his attention. A pang of longing mixed with pain stabbed at her heart as she thought about how distant he'd become.

Just a month ago, his demeanor was warmer, softer around her. He'd listen attentively, his presence comforting. Now, that gentle warmth had given way to an icy detachment, leaving her with only shadows of their former connection.

His silhouette was a masterful frame, encapsulating his rugged elegance. His hair fell cleanly against the nape of his neck, framing the subtle curve of his ear. The effortless grace of his long strides, coupled with the powerful lines of his legs, made his every step a captivating spectacle.

As she stole glances, a melancholy sigh echoed within her. How could someone change so profoundly in just thirty days? The ache within her deepened, her mind struggling to reconcile the past with the present.

Lost in thought, she didn't notice him halt until he turned around, his gaze locking onto hers. Startled by his abrupt pause, she quickly diverted her eyes to the ground, afraid of being caught while staring at him.

His sudden stop had broken the spell that had held her entranced. The rustling of leaves and chirping of birds served as a reminder that they weren't alone, yet somehow the world seemed to shrink around them.

His eyes held a frosty intensity, their piercing gaze slicing through her like shards of ice. He seemed oblivious to the flush rising to her cheeks, his expression unyielding, unmoved by her evident discomfort.

His voice, low and measured, interrupted the tranquility as he spoke while raising an eyebrow, "Well?" with a tone that conveyed a sense of resigned impatience.

Hearing his words, she lifted her head to look at him once again. Seeing his expressionless face, as ever, she became more eager to find out what he was actually thinking. Her gaze unknowingly locked onto his, as she stared into his eyes, searching and silently hoping to get a glimpse of the guy she once knew.

The one she grew up with.

The one who always managed to cheer her up without even doing or saying anything in particular.

With just his presence, he could make her forget all the negative things and be positive and vibrant once again.

As their gazes met, the air seemed to thicken. Rachael's heart beat faster, her soul longing for the connection they once shared. She searched his eyes for a spark, a flicker of recognition, anything that would tell her he still cared.

For a brief moment, both of them seemed to have lost themselves in each other's gazes, time suspended, with no one moving or saying anything.

The gentle morning breeze rustled their hair, entwining strands together as if longing to reunite what had been lost. The whole scene looked like a meticulously crafted oil painting, vibrant colors and emotions frozen in perpetuity.

He was the first to break the spell, his gaze shifting away like a severed thread. "You gonna speak or not?" The words cut through the serenity, his tone glacial, shattering her expectations and plunging her back into reality.

The chill in his voice stabbed at her, a thousand needles piercing her heart. The realization hit her like a tidal wave: he was no longer the warm, caring person she once knew. The pain of it threatened to consume her.

Before her stood an embodiment of coldness, an untouchable figure, chiseled from marble, unyielding and unforgiving. His hands, tucked deep into the pockets of his jeans, seemed to emphasize his detachment. Beautiful yet cold eyes, filled with disgust and disdain, gazed at her, their depth unfathomable.

A beautiful yet painful scene unfolded, etching itself deeply into her memories like an irreversible scar. The ache within her intensified, a heavy burden she couldn't shake.

Rachael's lips parted, words trembling on the cusp, but her voice faltered, lost in the chasm between them. She took a deep breath to help stabilize herself.

Masking the maelstrom brewing within, she forced out words through parched lips, her voice barely above a whisper, strained and brittle. A lump swelled in her throat, threatening to choke back the fragile sounds, as she struggled to contain the emotional storm raging beneath her composed facade.

Tears that had trembled on the brink of her lashes until now, cascaded down her cheeks like a delicate rosary, each droplet a testament to her shattered heart. As they splashed into the river, ripples disturbed the glassy surface, merging the salty sorrow of her eyes with the tranquil waters. The gentle lapping of the riverbank echoed the turmoil within her.

Until now, she had worn a mask of resilience, but the soft, golden light of the setting sun exposed the cracks in her facade. Its warmth only highlighted the chill of his memory, etched in her mind like a vivid wound. His image haunted her: hands tucked in pockets, eyes cold as ice, piercing her very soul.

With every sob, her throat constricted, protesting the suppression of her anguish. She fought to contain the lump, but it swelled, threatening to choke her. The river's calmness mocked her turmoil, its serenity a cruel contrast to the tempest raging within.

As the memories of his glacial gaze lingered, a searing pain erupted from her heart, radiating through her body like a wildfire. Her grip on the bridge's safety railings intensified, fingernails digging deep into her palms, drawing blood. The coppery scent mingled with the salty tang of her tears.

With a primal scream, she unleashed the pent-up torment, her voice echoing across the river, sending startled waterfowls into flight. The sound waves rippled through the water, disturbing the calm once more. Exhausted, she crumpled to her knees, sobbing silently, her hands clasped over her mouth as if to stifle the cries.

Escape became her sole obsession. She yearned to flee to a sanctuary where no memories could haunt her, where her heart wouldn't ache with every beat. The world around her blurred, and she slumped against the bridge, her back against the railings.

Curled into a protective ball, knees tucked close to her chest, head buried in her arms, she sought solace. The river's gentle lapping and the fading sunlight's warmth, served as a poignant reminder of the peace that eluded her.

As she rocked gently, sorrow slowly subsided, replaced by a numbness that seeped into her bones. The bridge's metal creaked softly in the breeze, a mournful serenade accompanying her descent into shadows.

The horn's sudden blast broke the tranquility, jolting her back to reality. She lifted her head, gazing at the familiar Lamborghini, its sleek design and bespoke license plate a comforting sight. Her driver, usually at the helm, was absent; instead, a middle-aged man with a rugged yet refined demeanor stood beside the car.

His piercing eyes, an unnerving shade of indigo, locked onto hers. The subtle creases on his face hinted at a life well-lived, and his tailored suit seemed out of place in this secluded setting.