It turns out that the saddest thing in the world is not that the person you deeply love doesn't love you back, but that she deeply loves you, and you can't accept her.
The inner struggle is repeated, all because he can't let her go.
Every harsh word he said was "I love you"!
Cheng Yi covered his heart with his hands, feeling a tearing pain there. It was an indescribable sorrow and heartache, as if someone was slowly cutting his flesh with a blade.
It was such a torment and pain to say those words; no one knew how he had endured just now.
The feeling was like being slowly tortured, but you couldn't make a sound. You had to be numb, indifferent, merciless, doing all that, uttering those insincere words bit by bit.
But he had been waiting for this day for so long, the girl he'd liked since he was fourteen!
And now she finally liked him and even told him all her love without reservation.
What a joyful thing this should have been... but what had he done?
