Raising his head he glances at the monitor in front of him noticing the multiple fail notifications "what am I doing wrong", he says "nothing is working, the DNA keeps unstabilizing and the RNA is just breaking apart *sigh* I need a break ", ???
Getting up from his chair he goes towards the door of the lab opening the door attuned to his soul signature, as he steps out a dark void greets him he looks around numbly until he sees what he is looking for, echoing voice guy ' i still dont know his name after all this time, i've been so caught up in my view of things i wonder if i had left early would i have been that way.....not that it matters now', ??? He floats accross the gap and eventually he is infront of echoing voice guy.
"Speak" says echoing voice guy in all his echoing voiceness .
"I need your help",???
"I see.....what for?", echoing voice guy
"My current project is failing but i have no idea why, all my projections are perfect i can only assume that possibly this realm is the issue.", ???
"Do you wish to leave?"
"Not yet i've a lot to do still to prepare myself.",???
"You are a curious human...since the day you arrived i knew you were different....more intelligent?? Nay more cautious you seem to have a issue, you expect everyone around you to betray no.... to leave you. may i ask why you see me differently."
"I.....I don't know it's like you give off an aura of trustworthiness I do not feel that you would betray me, you have no use for a human like me.... in the long run anyways.", ???
"Hmmmm.... i will leave you with some words then, that I hope for you to understand..... all things must have balance, you want for too much , you want to be prepared and while thats not a bad thing sometimes that may just be the detriment, you will not be able to live without looking over your shoulder if you always try to prepare and when something has not gone according to your plan you will no longer feel anything is in your control.....you will no longer be in control and that scares you doesn't it....even after all these years you still have not left behind your mortal sentiments.", And with that echoing voice guy vanished.
??? Stood there floating as if trapped in its thoughts it seemed to have been agitated by the words of echoing voice guy, though said agitation was not visible for eyes to see for ??? Had no face, for ??? Was just a soul.... a soul lost and alone.
(Pov switch: first person) (time skip)
"State your second wish", states echoing voice guy
"I gave your words some thought"
"This is not relevant to the current topic" tilting his head echoing voice guy says (alright this is getting repetitive so I Narrator sama enstate a new name "evg" , praise my brilliance * insert evil over the top villian laughter*)
Ignoring Evg he continues," I'm afraid.....I always thought that I could do this and have no regrets but i regret a lot.... I missed my old mans funeral man, that fucked me up in ways i never thought it would...I pushed the people who had always been there for me away I thought that if I just focused on the future my problems would disappear, then that happened ...she died, my daughter, my kid, she died due a complication at birth and along with her my fiance she died aswell I blamed myself, started drinking but that didn't help, smoking just made everythig worse and it was already too late when I realized I had started spiraling downwards and then I got here i thought 'its my second chance' a way to atone, i guess i realized after the talk that all the preparation i've made so far was to feel safe, to know that if i were to end up in a situation similar i would be fine, I no longer have emotions as a soul so maybe somewhere in my mind? Soul space? I dont know i thought that i was being logical but i now know i was just trying to feel safe i know thats not bad but it showed i was deep in my delusions and now i wonder if this was your plan the whole time and even if it wasn't i just wanted to say thanks man i needed that ... anyways i'm here to do what i should do so enough with the sob story lets get this show on the road, its mother fucking hero time.", ???