!On a loud evening in the streets, two girls were about to be executed. The crowd watched eagerly, cheering impatiently for the execution to begin.
But in this loud and chaotic crowd, there stood a boy in his uniform, looking at the crowd, uninterested in what was happening.
""Yeah... I remember now. I'm still in the loop, aren't I? The boy took a few steps back until his back reached the wall."
. "My name is Noel. I was once a humble young boy, but even as a child, I was different from others. I had everything you could think of—handsome looks, strength, and I even became the knight commander of the Duke's house. If someone saw me, they might say I was blessed, but that is far from the truth.
When I was just 4yr old I lost both my parents from that moment on, I vowed not to lose anyone close to me..,the executer cut off Noel words as he raised his sword"the execution will now begin, the two girls were forced to lower their heads with their hands behind their back-In this state, they were helpless and unable to defend themselves. and "In that same moment, without wasting any time, their heads and bodies were separated, they were killed.' Finally, they died.., noel spoke after they were killed his eyes hinting how tired he was, "He began clapping like a madman, and the crowd, mercilessly thrilled by the scene, followed suit. The entire place was filled with clapping and screams
"Seri... Baltimyr, that's right. I know those two girls who were just executed. No, the term 'know' doesn't fit it... it was my duty to protect them before, I didn't protect them why?, because it's futile even if I save them—because that thing will pull me back, "I think the one minute it always gives me is ending soon. Well, I don't understand why it always gives me this minute and allows me to remember all the loops.",
Is it because it wants me to despair, does it want for me to go crazy? Why..why–why just why...! "Noel, who had been leaning against the wall, looking uninterested, suddenly had tears streaming down his face"
"Could you at least let me know why... why are you doing this to me? There are so many humans in this world—why me? Why...? "His questions seemed endless, his eyes hinting at the exhaustion from this cursed fate of his,
I will be pulled back again lose my memories,
remember everything when I reach this moments, I'm being sent back again,
and my memories will be erased, reborn and forget,
and when I'm again being send back i will remember everything...hahaha..' "I'm just a game, huh? Like a toy being played with.
At least don't give me any memories even if it's the last moments; you can do it right...why are you not answering I know you hear me you evil thing.
"As Noel was muttering to himself, the execution ended and the crowd began to disperse. But to the onlookers, Noel seemed like a madman on the brink of losing his sanity, and no one dared to approach him due to the frantic speed of his words."
no answer huh? I expected nothing less from you
!Whoosh
"Something began to take form inside Noel's body. In just one second, it grew so large it could be compared to his own size. It was a white circle with black clouds swirling at its center, spinning so fast that it defied logic. 'Finally, you came,' Noel murmured, his voice laced with irritation. 'I was getting bored waiting for you... you cursed thing.' No answer, huh? "You are still...!" Noel was consumed by despair, realizing he wasn't even getting any answers—just talking to himself like a madman. "Do you think everything will go your way every time!? Hahahahhh..Noel began laughing before the 2 seconds of his minute ended he taked form of meditation and sended all his senses to his core and concentrating all his energy into it."
And... He exploded his core to end his cursed fate of this unknown loob.
Waaah!' waaah'!
Ahmm..who is crying
why is there a baby crying!?
...huh...why can't I see anything..
what is going didn't I I die...
dies..!huh, right I dead but I'm hearing something how is that possible!
Hearing!?? Am I alive? But how did I survive I ended my life in My on hands!
Is there a miracle that saved me?
'He looks just like you lenora,
Yeah he is.
Huh..!? Lenora isn't that my mom's nam..! Wait..! It can't be..
Noel uncertain what was going opened his eyes slowly, first he was in hurry to see but he realized he can't open his eyes fast as he usually do, so he tried in a gentle way,
As the light reached his eyes..
What in front of him was not something he ever expected to see in his whole life again,
His mom was holding him gently while she was lying on the bed his dad was besides her,
Both of them looking at him his first time he opened his eyes as he was just born a moment ago.
!mo..mom..
He couldn't speak but as he saw his mother without knowing the situation or what is going on..
He began crying,
Waaah!
Waaah!
'Oh my baby don't cry again, it's when he saw your face get back away from him..
But I just wanted to see my baby as a father..
His dad and mom arguing each other,
What they didn't know was Noel wasn't crying because of his dad rather..
He was just happy he could see their faces again—not as the Noel who had forgotten everything, but as the Noel who remembers everything.
Even if it's dream or some kinda of illusion I don't care I just want to life this moments...
In my whole life and never care this world..and finally rest even if it's just this
Moment.