As promised, Taehyung arranged their first official date. Jungkook pretended he had to complete an assignment with one of his classmates and Taehyung that he had a business engagement with a new client.
Nobody seemed to suspect except Kai , who already knew about them. JungTae was taken to the Min's, since the couple was ,of course well aware of the situation and were both knocked down with a feather. Well Jimin was literally yelling over the phone with excitement when Jungkook arranged to drop off Tata.
The two men departured separately and Jungkook was picked up a few blocks away from Jimin 's house. He had absolutely no clue of their destination and suspected his clothes were a bit casual. He rubbed both hands on his thighs, feeling his anxiety pilling up. His white, crew neck t-shirt, relaxed black jeans, loose black shirt, chest buttoned, black leather belt and chunky black shoes were simple, yet elegant. He truly adored black!
" So...any idea where we are going?" he asked impatiently. The slight quiver in his voice , made Taehyung 's hand glude on his hand, cupping Jungkook 's.
" No need to be nervous, baby. I won't attack you...At least not yet!" It was meant to be a tease but made the younger flinch." Hey!I was only joking! We are going to a special, private place away from prying eyes." He brought Jungkook 's hand on his lips, kissing his palm.
" Excellent then!" His face was flustered due to the touch. Even his ears were burning.
Soon they left the city, heading to the outskirts. Turning left at a dark, narrow road, they reached a huge, impressive house, hidden behind a thick, tall, grey, wall. Passing the iron gate, driving through a widely open garden dressed in dense growth, they encountered the main door. The man parked the car, went around it to help Jungkook get out. The younger 's eyes travelled around the premises.
" Whose house is this?" He was at awe!
" My late grandparents'."
" Wow!It's amazing!"
Taehyung extended his hand, Jungkook grabbed it, allowing him to lead him inside." It's my heritage. Usually it's closed all year. We rarely use it. A couple comes twice a week to clean it." As they walked to the interior, Jungkook realised it wasn't what he expected. Modern, state- of- the - art, luxurious in a minimalistic style. His grandparents had definitely exquisite taste.
" Wow! It's marvellous! I love it!" His big, doe eyes opened widely, just like his mouth.
" Well, their style was impeccable! Despite their age they had excellent taste." The placid reflection on his face manifested how much he cherished them .
" It sounds like you admired them very much."
" We had mutual understanding. They accepted me the way I was and not the way they wanted. I miss them..." He circled Jungkook 's waist, moving him closer and his slender fingers cuddled the boy 's heated cheeks then pecked his lips. Jungkook unconsciously bit his bottom lip, completely flustered." You'd better not do this...." he whispered to his ear and his hot , vanilla scent splintered every part of the younger 's body.
" W-What?"r Jungkook stuttered, gasping. He could feel his chest vibrating intensely to the fiery gaze.
" Bitting your lip.... it's too damn sexy!" he pressed their bodies together and his hand climbed down his round ass crack, stroking it gently. A weak moan left Jungkook 's mouth, while holding on his strong shoulders." If we stay here a bit longer I'll forget about dinner and....devour you...so..." He straightened his posture, taggling their fingers, advancing towards the back garden.
A curving, stoned pathway lined with moss leading to a jungle of trees and shrubs, fascinated the younger, until they reached a huge, glassy greenhouse. Jungkook took a glimpse of the various, colourful flowers, climbing up the surrounding wall on trellises. His smile was like a sudden beam of sunlight, illuminating the darkness. He gorged every inch of the magestic view when his eyes glittered observing the romantic setting in the background. Sets of differently shaped candles scattered on fhe ground. A table decorated with vibrant, red roses. Soft music hugged the room.
" Oh Taehyung! It's marvellous! You went to so much trouble."
" Anything to see your radiant smile and sparkling eyes my love!"
Jungkook threw himself in his arm, swaddling his hands around his neck, feeling such warmth and joy.
" I can't offer you dinner at a cozy restaurant and I chose the next available option."
" I don't care as long as I'm with you!" he answered sincerely.
" Good to know....come. Let's sit." He pulled out a chair for Jungkook and took his place across him." I hope my choice meets your approval...regarding food."
" You didn't cook, did you?" Jungkook lifted his eyebrow.
" Oh God no! We'd end up in hospital!I would ruin our perfect date." he exclaimed in terror, pointing at the plates covered in silver cloche." Tell me what you think."
Jungkook raised the first one in front of him and burst out laughing. Double cheeseburger, sweet potato fries, crispy cheese and bacon fries,onion rings and four different sauses. The next one was a bit larger in size. This time it contained a Hawaiian pizza with extra cheese. He couldn't stop laughing.
" What? Bad idea?" Taehyung took out his black button Trench coat,rolling up his shirt sleeves." Don't you like it?" He actually dreaded his reaction but he thought his choice was truly Jungkook 's taste.
Jungkook cupped his hand above the table."On the contrary...I love it! It's exactly my preference!" He nodded to confirm it and watched Taehyung breathe a sigh of relief. Then he noticed the beer bottles next to them." You brought beer. Where is your favourite wine?"
" I'm drinking beer tonight."
" But you're a wine person."he protested.
" I can survive one night without wine." the man chuckled, looking so adorably cute.
" If you say so...open yours." Jungkook urged him anticipating his dishes. Two large cheeseburgers, extra bacon, fries, mozzarella cheese rolls and three sweet sauces. Another set of laughter shook the younger 's body.
" Hey! What's so funny?"
Jungkook tried really hard to stop and after a while be did." Never thought of you as a fast food guy! "
" I'm highly offended!" He pulled a face looking so cute, Jungkook was lost in his beauty." I'm a normal guy!"
" Says the man who walks around in 10000$ Gucci suits. Lives in a vast, luxurious mansion, fit to accommodate half of Seoul's population,owns a private jet and ten different expensive cars, parked in his huge underground garage! Yeah...a normal guy!" Jungkook 's stomach suddenly growled from hunger.
" Your stomach is complaining!" Taehyung noticed, changing the subject.
" So cunning! Trying to avoid our conversation!"
" One of my many virtues!"
" I'm even afraid to ask the other ones!" he noted, munching a potato dipped in chilli sauce.
" For your information I'm fearless. Intelligent. Diligent . Versatile and..." leaning forward he whispered seductively." Very...very... pervertive..."
Jungkook wiggled his shoulders, trying to look casual and unaffected, restraining the urge to throw himself to his strong arms." I wouldn't know! Never seen your pervertive side Mr.Kim." He munched another potato, licking his lips ,causing Taehyung to gulp at the action.
" You will....soon enough!" the older promised him, tapping his fingers on the table, gleaming.
"You're full of promises I've lost count!" he teased him, pursing his bloated ,pink lips.
" Baby let's eat before I take you right here on the table and show you how much of a pervert I can be."
A frail of excitement rushed through Jungkook 's body, sighing heavily. He could hardly wait to taste all his hyungie could offer. Their dinner was simple and joyful. They chatted, laughed, enjoyed a delicious meal. A liberating experience for the man as he could be himself, exempted of social rules, proper behaviour or fancy attitudes. Right after finishing their dessert, a tiramisu, Taehyung felt the need to get to know the boy, who made his heart burst, better.
" Tell me about you. Your childhood, school, friends... everything."
Jungkook timidly chuckled, finding it funny they had to introduce themselves once again." I was born in Busan. Moved to Seoul at the age of two because of appa's business. When I turned ten we had to move again...to London this time. I can't complain though! I received excellent education, met different cultures, made good friends."
" Do you keep in touch with them?"
"We call eachother, video chat, social media and visit whenever we can.One of my friends got married last year so I went back to London. I was his best man. So happy to see them!" He smiled, showing his cute bunny teeth, melting Taehyung's heart. Yet ,there was a thorn pierced in his body and although he hesitated he had to ask.
" Any.... boyfriends? A lover.... someone that stole you heart?"
" I wouldn't say that... I had quite a few admirers and proposals but nothing important enough to make my heart beat." How could he? His whole existence was consumed by his hyungie and his desire to reunite.
The answer seemed to ease Taehyung 's worries and relieve an indefinable fear embosomed deep in his soul. He found it selfish on his behalf to expect Jungkook not to have lovers or a serious relationship especially since he had enough experience with women for ten lives! However he resented the idea of another man touching, kissing, making love to him, seeing his passionate, submissive side. Yes, he was selfish!" Did you graduate in London?"
" No...we stayed in England for six years and permanently moved to Seoul. Appa had to take care of business. Papa had missed home so much and I...I needed to come back..." He sighed, clutching onto his jeans, squeezing them.
" There's no place like home" Taehyung pointed out." It can be a country, a house or a person."
" Mmmmm.."
" You haven't told me what made you chose your profession."
The younger was grateful for leaving the topic. He refused to spoil the mood by recalling the bitter past.
" Initially my love for books and children. At some point in my life...around seventeen, I was puzzled about what to do and it occurred to me that a combination of my interests was my only option. My job introduces children to the fascinating world of books. Communicates through the use of storylines. Develops their interpersonal skills, initiative, critical thinking. But mostly curiosity. Although my art teacher objected. He saw my potential in becoming an artist." he concluded, taking a sip of his water. His throat was dry.
Taehyung grasped the complicity and intelligence of Jungkook 's character. There was nothing ordinary regarding his upbringing, perception, education or way of thinking. On account of thei first meeting Taet had a clear misconception of his abilities and skills, considering him rather superficial in manners. Too unsophisticated and plain. Boy was he wrong! It enforced his admiration towards the younger. He possessed impeccable looks as well as brain. How rare!" Why didn't you follow the Art field?"
" Despite loving photography, drawing and painting it didn't excite me as much as engaging with children and books."
" Your parents didn't want you to follow their footsteps and become a writer or an artist? I mean you were brought up in an artistic environment." he observed, slouching to the right side of his chair, widely opening his legs.
" I was given the choice of deciding my profession. My parents have always been supportive. Art has been a important factor in my life but my job is an expressive way to satisfy my inner self and help children love books ,through a fun process. Boost their self esteem, team work. I love working with them!"
" So why did you accept to work as a caretaker instead of pursuing a job at your field?" Taehyung asked.
' Because I wanted to be around you.' was the answer he wanted to give him." I was intrigued by Tata 's condition and considered it an excellent opportunity to ulter a child's character for the best. Test my abilities."
" I'm glad you did! I wouldn't have met you if you hadn't!" he bilthered, meaning every word coming out of his mouth. It was the first time in his life he was genuinely happy obeying his parents decision instead of dismissing it.
Jungkook bit his lower lip, making his mole visible." I talk to much about myself...Am I boring you?"
" Not at all! On the contrary, I am captivated! Most people choose a profession based on financial reasons. You chose with your heart not your mind." His veiny hand touched Jungkook 's, his fingers drew circles on the smooth, shiny skin, causing a surge of excitement at the younger.
" Really? I was under the impression you considered me rather simple." He sounded genuinely stunned. His index finger brushed the top of his glass, forming circles.
" I judged you with prejudice and based on first impressions. I so badly wanted to be right...not admitting how interesting and gorgeous you were. I kind of lashed all my resentment on you. I'm sorry baby." Taehyung 's lips on his knuckles, kissing them, made his heart go wild with merely a simple touch.
Jungkook tangled their fingers." Don't apologise, hyungie. I wasn't exactly the epitomy of courtesy. I was in for a fight!"he declared, recalling their first encounter.
" It was all on me. You came to help and idiot me took my anger on you. Never got the chance to thank you for all you've done for Tata. His transformation is remarkable!"
" My bun is an exceptional boy, hyungie!" His eyes lit up mentioning Tata.
The word' hyungie ' Jungkook was using so frequently, generated a spawning heartbeat on the man.
" You keep calling me hyungie." His breath became uneven and for some odd reason he thought he had lived this moment in the past.
" I guess... Don't you like it?"
" No. No.. I do....It feels familiar."he responded fast." Like I've been called that before ."
A scarce hope bloomed inside the younger. Maybe in time Taehyung would regain his memories. Or it was just wishful thinking. A way to keep hoping... Jungkook decided to switch gears.Avoid getting his hopes up,being left heartbroken and concentrate on the present.
" Well, I'm very interested in learning about you. Your life. Your choices. Professional achievements."
"My parents would say I was a strangely peculiar boy. Constantly arguing, fighting causing trouble , disobeying. It seemed I had a fire burning inside me..A need to fit somewhere but didn't know where exactly. The exact opposite of my dear brother. Growing up, reaching adolescence,I did what was expected to do and , despite wanting to become a saxophonist or a golfer, I chose to follow on my father's footsteps. No regrets. My life now, evolves around work and my son. My only ambition was to transform into a highly successful businessman. Rule the world of business. Turn my father's company into an empire. It seemed like an one- way street for me.I succeeded and failed in everything else. An unsuccessful marriage, wasting six years in trying to make it work."
Jungkook sighed, watching him struggle to understand why." Your marriage gave you a wonderful son. You should be proud."
" It's the only good thing that came out of a dreadful marriage." he willingly admitted,smiling timidly." It kept me going through rough times. Although I wasn't the ideal father." He gulped the rest of his beer.
" Don't be so hard on yourself. You did an amazing job with Tata."
His comforting words were a sharp stab in his heart, considering he was oblivious to his wife's doings." No...I ought to have been more careful. See the warning signs, everyone else did." He shook his head." My marriage was...the worst choice..."
"Why....why did you marry her? Was it love at first sight? Passion? Need?" Jungkook, although afraid of the answer, wanted to know. Understand why his hyungie married another woman.
" Mostly my desire to raise my son. Be with him. Watch him becoming a man. The idea of being the father of the weekend...was excruciatingly painful. That and my stubborn nature." He shook his head in annoyance." Jimin says I was born hard-headed with a continuous grumpy attitude."
"I'm sure hyung doesn't mean it.So...you never loved her?" He still didn't have a straightforward reply.
" I thought I did...at some point... Now, I think I mistook attraction for love. I'm a virgin when it comes to love." he joked to make the conversation lighter, observing the younger 's sulky face.
" You acted out of love for your son. It's understandable and remarkable."
Taehyung gripped his hand, got up and went over to his side, pulling him up. He hugged and squeezed him so intensely Kookie couldn't breathe. " Enough talking! I want to hold you...feel you...kiss you...make you part of my body and soul... Not letting go...ever...Am I making any sense baby?" He needed confirmation that he wasn't losing his fucken mind.
Jungkook gently caressed his back, from his neck to his waist, causing shivers in his path." I know the feeling, hyungie. So intense... passionate... suppressing it for too long , it hurt. I also need to be part of you..." He nazzled his head in his neck, intoxicated by his musky body scent. " I want you hyungie...as badly as you do...craving to be yours..."
Taehyung 's heart was racing but finally content, hearing the words he longed for. Fear had vanished as the feeling of belonging to a person, body and soul, flooded him. Staying in each other's arms, wrapped in warmth, overwhelmed was liberating. They were home at last!
The man 's fingers lifted the younger 's jaw, his lips approached the seductive, soft skin , attacking Kookie's half opened ones.
Mouths colliding, tongues dancing and twirling, saliva dripping from tbe corners of their lips. Muffled moans and whimpers escaping, breaking the silence of the night. Hands gropping gridily every inch of their scorching bodies. Taehyung 's huge erection poked the younger 's thighs, twitching uncontrollably, intensifying the carnal desire spouting out of the depths of their souls.
The man's lips lapped and sucked the flustered,velvet skin of Jungkook 's neck, sinking deep, creating visible, purple spots. Jungkook tossed his head to the side for better access, grabbing Taehyung 's shoulders to maintain balance. His knees went weak, slightly bending.
" H... hyungie...please...more...I want ...more .." he begged, deprived of will, sunk in blantant sensation. Trapped between his arms, the younger rubbed his hard cock on Taehyung 's, growling from desire." Please...fuck me...I can't hold back...fuck me..." he mumbled , longing to be touched after years of anticipation, bitting the man's juicy lips, outlining them with his moist tongue.
Taehyung had to muster up all his remaining strength and stop before things got out of hand." Baby I want you so badly it hurts...but our first time together will be special. A unforgettable memory. Not hectic sex. I'd like to fuck you all night. Hold you in my arms...Hear your screams...moans... watch every expression on your face when I make you cum...Can you wait a bit longer?"
Although the younger's thirst for him was challenging his mental stability he understood his perspective. He didn't want to treat him like an one- night stand but as someone unique. How much he loved him , words failed to describe!
Still trembling, Jungkook managed to rein his urges and have him a small smile." You are right... Our first time deserves to be special."
"That's my good boy!" He kissed him but this time gently." Let me show you around the house " Holding his hand , he gave him a tour of the greenhouse and the main house until it was time to return to the mansion, with a detour to get Tata from Jimin 's.
It was the end of their first official date but with more to come. Their second date included an afternoon picnic at the back garden of his grandparents house with more steamy moments. It was getting impossible to bridle their need for eachother as time went by. However Taehyung was excellent in distracting Jungkook , bombing him with questions, joking, small chatting , seeking the perfect opportunity to find a way for them to spend one whole night together without raising suspicions.
Their third date was at an amusement park outside the city and far away from prying eyes. They had a blast! Taehyung was enjoying spending quality time with his baby, doing simple, ordinary things all couples do. Things he rejected as childish in the past but tbey now had an entirely different meaning.
His mind was peaceful and oddly calm. His dreams were gone. The shadows had miraculously vanished.His heart was bursting with love.His soul was filled. Jungkook had a unique ability of making him feel safe. It was like he had found a part of himself that was missing for too long. A piece of the puzzle that needed to be complete. His feelings were sharp and intense but he was no longer afraid to love. Jungkook had invaded his life the moment he needed him more. Like he actually knew how much Tae needed him.
He was blessed!
While the couple was relishing their date, a set of cumming eyes was intruding their privacy, watching them from a distance.