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Chapter 17 - awakening

The air in the forest was crisp and cool, the earthy scent of damp leaves and soil filling Haruto's senses as he stepped between the towering trees. He paused in a small clearing, his breath steadying, the soft rustle of the leaves above a quiet companion to the storm of thoughts churning in his mind.

The memory of last night clung to him like a shadow. Lilith's face, her voice, her desperate plea: "Promise me you will not die." It echoed in his chest, a reminder of something lost—someone lost. But it wasn't just a voice from the past; it was a call, sharp and insistent, reaching into his very core.

His fingers twitched at his side, his gaze cast downward as his mind wrestled with the fragments of that haunting memory. Who was she to me? The question seemed endless, each answer more elusive than the last. The image of her remained vivid in his mind, but the connection was clouded, fogged by a life he couldn't fully remember. He could still feel the weight of her eyes, the urgency in her voice, and the crushing guilt that followed.

"I failed you," Haruto muttered, almost inaudibly, as he leaned against a tree for support. His past was a series of fragmented glimpses, but those emotions, that promise, burned through the cracks. A vow, one he had made—and one he would keep. No more failure. Not again.

"Not again," he whispered more firmly, his jaw tightening, his fists clenching. This time, I'll keep my word. I'll get stronger.

Taking a deep breath, he moved to the center of the clearing, the sounds of the forest fading as he focused inward. The stillness around him seemed to echo his inner turmoil, but he let it wash over him. The world outside could wait.

Settling onto the ground, Haruto crossed his legs beneath him and straightened his back. The pose felt natural, grounding him as he prepared to delve into something unknown—something only he could uncover.

feeling of warmth that surged through him during his training, how it pulsed like a heartbeat, alive and vibrant. He envisioned the glowing threads of mana weaving through the world around him, connecting every tree, every stone, every creature. 

With each steady breath, he imagined these threads stretching toward him, reaching out as if beckoning him to join the dance of energy. He concentrated, visualizing the mana as a soft light, a luminescent river flowing just beyond the edge of his consciousness.

"Focus," Haruto whispered to himself, anchoring his thoughts. "Feel it"

Gradually, he sensed a flicker—a tiny spark deep within the void. It flickered like a distant star, barely visible yet undeniably present. He grasped at it with his mind, willing it to grow. As he did, the darkness around him began to shift, and a gentle warmth spread through his palms, coursing up his arms and flooding his chest.

The spark expanded, illuminating the empty space with a soft, golden glow. He felt it pulse in time with his heartbeat, rising and falling like the tide. 

"Mana flows through all things. It's part of me, part of everything." The words echoed in his mind, and he opened himself to the energy, allowing it to fill him. 

Images flooded his thoughts—a vibrant forest, the rustle of leaves, the chatter of animals; all were alive with mana, each being a thread in the larger tapestry of existence. He felt the connection, the unity, as if he were a part of the very essence of nature itself.

Suddenly, he felt a jolt of energy, like a spark igniting kindling. The mana surged within him, overwhelming yet invigorating. With a deep, shuddering breath, he directed it through his body, focusing on his palms. 

"Now, let it flow."

As he exhaled, he envisioned the mana streaming from his hands, a radiant cascade of energy that illuminated the space around him. For a brief moment, he felt invincible, connected to everything and everyone. 

But then, as quickly as it came, the energy waned, and Haruto was pulled back into the quiet of the forest. He opened his eyes, the world around him returning in muted colors, but the warmth lingered in his body, a reminder of the power he could harness.

"I can do this." The thought solidified in his mind, a promise to himself. He would master the flow of mana, not just for his own sake, but for the balance of the world around him. The journey had only just begun. 

Haruto's eyes snapped open, his gaze landing on his hands. The faint glow shimmered, tracing the outline of his skin like fragile veins of light. His breath caught in his throat. He focused, urging the light to grow stronger, but the effort drained him, his muscles tightening with the strain.

With a deep breath, he steadied himself, bringing his hand forward. His fingers trembled as he concentrated, directing the energy within him. He felt it pool in his palm—a cool, fluid sensation, contrasting with the warmth of the mana.

He thrust his hand forward, and a stream of water shot out, splashing against a nearby rock.

Haruto froze, staring at the wet stone, disbelief flooding through him. He had done it. He had tapped into his mana and controlled it.

The exhilaration was short-lived, however. The glow around his hands flickered, and the warmth in his chest began to fade. His body felt suddenly heavy, as if all the energy had been drained from him.

It's not limitless… Haruto realized. His body wasn't yet ready for this. He gasped, struggling to catch his breath, but he wasn't discouraged. His spirit remained unbroken.

The afternoon wore on as he continued his training, the process slow but steady. Each effort drained him more, but each small success strengthened his resolve. By the time the sun began to sink behind the trees, Haruto had summoned a small sphere of water, shaping it and releasing it in controlled bursts. His energy was waning, but he could still feel the faint hum of mana beneath his skin.

With a sigh, he leaned back against a tree, exhaustion settling over him. His muscles ached, his mind fuzzy, but there was a smile on his face. Today had been a breakthrough—a step closer to the strength he needed.

He thought of Lilith again, her words echoing in his mind. "Promise me you will not die."

The sun dipped lower, casting long shadows across the clearing as he stood. His body was tired, but his resolve was sharper than ever. He would train harder tomorrow. He would keep his promise, no matter the cost.

As he made his way back toward the village, the wind rustled through the trees, carrying the scent of pine and earth. But Haruto didn't notice it at first, too lost in his thoughts.

What he did notice was the strange shifting of the shadows beneath his feet.

The darkness twisted unnaturally, rippling in the dappled sunlight as though alive.

Perhaps, he thought, things weren't going to be as easy as he'd hoped.