"chirp chirp, chirp chirp"
[sounds of birds chirping]
"oh... it's morning already...,sighs* arghhhh!! monday!!!! give me a break will you??!!!!"
Hi, I'm Meryl, I'm 15 years old female,and I have this so called social anxiety, but not really a social anxiety because I can talk comfortably to those people who I am close with,I just don't like crowded places....,though I got anxious everytime I'm surrounded by people I don't know or I'm not close with, anyway I'm just a depressed insecure student, yet happy.
Honestly I don't really know what's going on on me either,hahaha. just so you know my life is boring. But reading novel,watching anime,and reading manhwa makes my life better, though my mom and dad keeps nagging at me cuz I don't usually go out of the house, but if you're curious about what genre of books I am reading.... well let's not talk about that, hehe~ it's kinda dangerous...
I know it look sus~ but I'm not a freak. (kinda?)
[6:00 AM]
"oh it's already six o'clock..., mom, I gotta go to school now!"
[clack* door opens~]
" okay!~.., make sure to eat your lunch! don't leave any left overs okay?, you're so skinny! you should eat properly!."
" ughhh!.. mom!... I'm not skinny!, I just have this fast metabolism!."
" yeah yeah, fast metabolism~...."
"arghhh.... I do eat plenty, and I'm normal!, I'm not skinny!"
" okay okay~, take care~!"
[creak*~ door closed*]
Incase if you're wondering what grade I am, I'm a grade 10 student. Anyway I hate school. Well... it's not that I hate school... it's just... I just hate the people in the school. Yeah the people in the school.
My English teacher who is strict, my math teacher who I can't understand her lessons, my annoying and loud classmates, and those who ask for a paper, borrow a pen and didn't return it back. "arghhh~, just thinking about it gives me a headache."
[ entrance gate*]
"murmur--... mur....." " he's handsome~, kyaa!~" ,"marky!!~ kyaa!~"
Hmm? is something going on in there? oh.. shi* that fvcking gay is on it again,
well... I wouldn't say he's gay, it's just a hunch.. cuz he doesn't like any girls in our school, he even rejected the most beautiful girl in our campus,what's more in there? maybe he fancy boys...ಠωಠ... ah-, no let's not think about that.
"Monday surely is a bad day." sighs*
might as well go to my classroom... dang I'm still sleepy... staying midnight is a bad choice, I can't help it though, I was reading something interesting that even I couldn't stop my self. sighs* But why am I sighing this days? sighs*
"oh!, Good morning! Meryl!"
"...good morning."
This is Leah my seatmate she has a long healthy blonde hair, She's pretty and smart she was also popular with both boys and girls, and apparently she's dating the tall girl who is also in our classroom, to be honest I really don't care about their relationship, but Leah's girlfriend(Yuna) always giving me goosebumps, because she always stares at me like she's going to kill me if I get too close to Leah. I mean... it's not my fault that Leah is always getting too close and being clingy to me, we're close friends after all, though Leah was just friendly I don't even know if she treated me like a friend or a servant, she has so many friends while I only have 4closefriends at school, Hana,Shen,Billy and her. sighs* Being introvert really isn't easy, ha... though it's kinda peaceful.
"Meryl are you done with the assignment?"
"...assignment? we have.. assignment?" ??
what the- I didn't know that we have an assignment!!!! ohh damn I fvcked up!! (‾.‾")
"yes we have! don't tell me... you... didn't know that we have an assignment?"
"...." fvck....
" hahahaha! no worries!! you can copy mine!, I'm not a cheap friend after all."
"ohh really? thank you!! you saved my grades!! leah." thank God there was a goddess sitting next to me.
"....."loom* ugh! why is Leah letting Meryl copy her assignment? it pisses me off!.
"hmm?" ohh fvck why is Yuna looking at me like that? she's scary~ TvT
"...umm Meryl."
"..uhh? yes?"
"..umm here's the ballpen that I borrowed from you last weak..,uhh... Thank you."
"...uh.. yeah... you're welcome? Dina? was it?
"...yes." blush*
Hmmm so... she was different from the others who borrows a pen from me and didn't return it back. *hugging the pencil* "I miss you buddy~, I'm glad you're alive."
[class starts*]
[English]
"..~~.. --...okay, do you understand?"
"yes, ma'am"
"yesss ma'am"
"okay then, take a one whole sheet of paper and Write a narrative essay about being judged, 500 words you must submit it on time, finish or unfinish!."
"arghh... essay again!..."
"Loid, can you shut the fvck up? it's your fault from saying "yes ma'am" even though you didn't even understand a thing."sighs*
"Oi Yuna why are you getting angry at me? I'm not the only one saying that y'know." TvT
"500words is a bit too much..."
"hmm? don't worry Meryl, I will help you on your essay" smiles*
she's really is a goddess sent from heaven!! whoever sent this goddess here ,thank you very muchh!!~
"..uhh.. thanks." is it really okay for me to rely on her? I kinda feel bad with my other classmates who's struggling on writing a 500words essay... sighs* sorry gardes..., but let's not take advantage of the goddess.TvT might as well do my own thing with my own brain...
*****intense glareee*****
but why is Yuna glaring at me like that though? hey budd!, can you relax? I'm not going to steal the goddess from you!! I don't wanna be in a relationship!! just yet!!.
"uhh..., Leah thanks, but I think I just do it on my own..., I feel bad for the others who work hard to write an essay." smilesgently*
"...ohh... is that so?..., okay then let me know if you're struggling with something okay?"
" sure, I'll let you know" TvT let's work hard together, brain!