Where did it go wrong, was it destined to be like this from the start?
Minsu looks at the academy building behind him, then turns his head back.
The lingering winter chill makes his hands cold in his pockets.
Unable to bear walking alone on the way home they always shared, he waits for you.
He idly kicks at bricks with the toe of his shoe.
When he hears a girl's voice, he looks up even though he knows it's not you.
'I should have just listened to you.'
Maybe he lacked the courage to be disliked.
He wonders if you'd feel better if he ran to you right now, saying it was all a misunderstanding, that Taeyang said something because he was confused.
They had been together since birth.
Because their parents knew each other, they had been close since childhood.
They had never been apart, even for a moment. He thought it was fate.
He wanted to develop the relationship further but lacked courage, and it was you who gave him that courage.
It was always you.
You were the one who held his hand first, who encouraged and led him, who said you loved him and wanted to be together until the end.
'Compared to that, I...'
Minsu still regrets that moment.
He can't forget the slightly distorted expression on Yumin's face when he asked her to wait a bit, saying he would confess again.
The emotions were clearly conveyed.
'How long will you live as a coward? Do I have to wait again?' The despair from that time still remains, making his actions even more passive.
He needs to find courage... His sigh turns into visible breath that scatters in the air.
Faced with a situation he's never experienced before, his body goes limp.
A cold expression he's never seen before, and words telling him not to follow.
What bothers him most isn't Yumin's attitude, but Taeyang's smile.
Though he couldn't read his lips properly, he was clearly mocking him.
'Why? We just met today? And why me of all people?'
Does he know they're dating? Did he figure it all out in that short time?
Minsu thought that maybe this was all Taeyang's scheme from the beginning.
Otherwise, why would he suddenly bring up secret dating? Plus, given how he looks, maybe he's targeting Yumin?
'This is ridiculous... Now I'm even blaming others...'
He felt absurd even to himself.
Unable to resolve things on his own, he felt guilty for wanting to vent his frustrations by involving others.
'But why aren't they coming out yet?'
Even though the academy is large, it's already been an hour.
Even when they toured Victory Academy before, the school introduction was done simply using a map.
Since they'd learn everything while moving between classes anyway, explaining while actually visiting places would take at least three to four hours.
Surely Yumin isn't going around the entire academy alone with Taeyang?
While thinking she's being kind, he couldn't shake off the anxiety that was overwhelming him.
Taeyang was the kind of guy that even men would find impressive.
Usually, the physical abilities of academy cadets are enhanced through awakening, so their external appearance doesn't differ from ordinary people.
'But that guy's body was like a sculpture...'
His wild charm, impossible to hide even in uniform, naturally attracted attention.
If even a man saw him that way, how would Yumin, a woman, see him?
Overwhelmed by feelings of inferiority, he slapped his cheeks hard a couple of times.
He needed to pull himself together. Minsu leaned against the school gate and closed his eyes.
'When we meet, I'll apologize and say I'm sorry, then we can go back to how we were before...'
He sincerely believed this was just growing pains for the progression of their relationship.
At most, he'd only have to wait two or three more hours, he muttered self-deprecatingly.
It was Minsu's own effort to be with the person he loved, to return to their good relationship as before.
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'We probably can't go back to how we were before.'
That's what I thought when I looked down at you, squirming and begging for more.
Your skirt is lifted all the way up, revealing pure white underwear.
Unable to speak due to the sense of sin, but your eyes are filled with lust.
Quickly, hurry, you say to explore you.
You'll moan until you lose your senses, drool, and even lick up the semen that falls to the floor, so hurry. Hurry.
I reach out and grab your underwear.
Slightly raising your hips to make it easier to remove isn't something a virgin would do.
As the fabric brushes against skin, your pussy is fully exposed.
How wet you must have been, a thin thread connects your underwear to your pussy before breaking.
I press my lips to your cleanly shaved pubic area.
I suck on your labia obscenely with my tongue, like a dog drinking water.
"Ah, ah!... hng.. Tae-Taeyang... th-there... m-more..."
"It's okay."
Unable to finish speaking, you just put your hands on my hair and move your hips.
You keep shifting your body to make it easier to suck faster, deeper.
The loud sucking sounds are heard, then I press my lips firmly against your pussy.
Every time my Adam's apple bobs, you grab my hair and moan like you're dying.
It was vulgar how endlessly your pussy juice flowed. Who would think you're a virgin? When I briefly looked up to meet your eyes, you had the eyes of a cheap whore.
Licking your lips with your tongue, your eyes full of desire wanted nothing more than a strange man sucking your pussy.
Rationalizing that she received feelings instead of money, the virgin was selling her body like that.
"I, hng... f-feel weird, stop please? Taeyang... l-let's stop... okay...?"
As foreplay intensifies, the force with which you grab my hair increases.
You say to stop with words only, but you cross your legs around my head to prevent me from moving away.
More pussy juice than I can lick and suck flows down your ass crack, starting to soak the bed sheets.
Your tightly tensed thighs squeeze, pressing against my face.
The pressure increases and your waist arches.
"Ah... ha... ah..."
A sound like a sigh escapes involuntarily and white fluid gushes out.
Your toes, now limp as if all strength has left your legs, look pitiful.
I slowly raise my body and lower my pants to take out my manhood.
"Ah... it won't fit..."
You were smiling brightly.
Pretending to be terrified, you were actually hoping I'd thrust in quickly. Then your gaze briefly shifted elsewhere, watching the movie.
The woman on screen spread her pussy herself.
Sticking out her tongue and spreading her legs as if without shame, you imitated the woman in the movie.
A bitch in heat was expressing with her body, dripping pussy juice, begging to be penetrated, saying even rape would be fine, just to have sex somehow.
"Taeyang... please... ple-ease..."
Unable to bear that brief moment, you roughly insert your fingers and start masturbating.
Squelching sounds fill the room.
Your appearance was so cute that I kept staring, and the woman on screen reached climax first.
She screams loudly, making incomprehensible noises.
"Me too, me too, okay? Hurry..."
While masturbating, you grab my cock with your other hand and pull it towards you.
You move your hips and guide my dick to your vaginal entrance, then start rubbing.
Even that act feels good, and you sob while letting out sighs of pleasure.
Laughter escapes me involuntarily.
Is this the woman you were treating so preciously?
You were Kim Minsu's one and only saint, and also one of the countless whores walking the streets.
"Don't rush"
I thrust in to the root in one go while pressing down on your neck as if to choke you.
Even with only the whites of your eyes showing as you foam at the mouth, you were smiling.
A sound like air escaping barely falls from your narrowed throat.
Like a beast in heat, you rub your hips against my dick, trying to get even closer.
"Uh, ugh, uh give, uh, me... give, eh... hok, eh... inside... give"
You scream in pleasure like a madwoman while masturbating your clit.
Though it must be difficult with your throat blocked, you beg desperately in a scratchy voice, spitting out metallic sounds.
As soon as I undo your bra with my other hand, your breasts pop out.
I bite hard on your nipples, which are pink and shaking frantically.
At that action, like plucking fruit or squeezing out juice, your pussy tightens sharply.
As if you're about to run out of breath, you start scratching the hand gripping your neck with your nails.
Your face turns bright red and foams at the mouth, which looks so good that I leave it for a few seconds before releasing, and you start gasping for breath as if unblocked.
"Kek, kek, hek... Taeyang..."
You had eyes trembling with fear.
You put strength into your loose tongue and repeatedly open and close your mouth, making sounds.
"Kill me, okay? Do more..., break me please... even if you kill me..."
This was your true heart, instinct, and nature.
The face and moans you couldn't show Kim Minsu, throwing away shame and sucking your own breasts like a sow.
You didn't want emotional connection.
You were hoping for mating like beasts simply resolving their urges.
Copulation, making yourself a toilet, you were the whore falling to the bottom.
Anxious if I stop even for a moment, you wrap your legs around my waist and squirm.
Inexperienced, you can't properly rotate your hips but try to push with your body.
If it weren't for the blood on your thighs and bloodstains on the sheets, who would think you're a virgin?
"Tae-yang why aren't you saying anything or moving? Why haven't you been choking me...? Hm...? Is it because I rushed you? I'm sorry... please... keep going like before... I'll do anything you say.."
"Hey, then shall we film one video?"
"However you want... do anything, like before, like before okay? Okay?"
I raised my phone and captured you on screen.
A longer movie than the one on screen begins.