I always thought about what my future would be like, even since birth like would I be an independent yet successful woman?,a stay at home wife to a loving husband?, a single mother?or have a big or small family with my future husband?.

Now that I really think about it I wasn't the prettiest girl...I knew that since elementary school, I wasn't gifted in any way like the other kids in academy, talent, beauty or athletic stuff I wasn't gifted in any of those.

...I used to ponder why God did this to me like why couldn't he give me beauty or any talent so I can at least not be useless to my family....then i thought there must be why I had to be so useless, I mean i can barley take a few steps before falling to the ground.

Hey am Aarivuka you are probably wondering why I can't walk without falling onto the ground....I might as well tell you since you're actually listening to me.....It happened when I was in 8th grade, I was hanging out with my friends, cheerfully yapping to them about the end year party coming up next week.

But as always luck didn't come my way, Kayla pushed me in front of a speeding car...I thought she was was my friend but I guess I was foolish to think so...I guess it's understandable who would wanna be friends with an ugly, talentless,loud girl