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I need to leave, as soon as possible from this place, but how?!
He must still be chasing me, I don't know what I did. Even though I've tried to avoid him as far as I can, but I keep ending up the same every time. Stuck greeting the same situation, with that person.
What was wrong? Why do I always end up getting into trouble where he's involved?
"Haa... Haa..." I gasped for breath, feeling so tight in my chest. I don't know where else to run this time. It seemed like it was far enough, but it still felt like someone was following me from earlier. "Calm down Claire, calm down. It must just be your feelings."
I keep trying to calm myself down, maybe I'm just overreacting or can I really feel the pheromones so far? It's really horrible. I looked right and left, peeking over the wall where I was hiding.
There was no one. He couldn't have appeared from behind me either, since there was only a gate there behind me. Can I breathe a sigh of relief now?
"Damn damn siaaall! Why do I have to be stuck like this with him? I..."
Just as I was starting to think I could get away from him, a pair of arms suddenly grabbed me from behind and pulled me close into his embrace. My body gasped and I could feel the scent of his pheromones lingering as if trying to overwhelm me with it.
"W-why? Why are you..."
My mouth couldn't say the right words, his movements and pheromones seemed to push me down. Is this what they call their strong intimidating scent?
Tight, it really feels like it's hard to breathe when you're around him.
"You're still trying to run away from me, hm?" he whispered, with a small bite tugging at my earlobe.
Amused, was the one word that came to my mind at this moment. My body was trembling with fear at his more-than-usual treatment at the moment. He's not in a rut, right? I heard that Alphas can also heat and they call it a rut.
"Let go of me... I don't want to... Stay with you!" I pleaded fearfully.
However, instead of letting me go he hugged me even tighter. Burying his face into the folds of my neck, so deep that I could feel his ragged breathing. Even his purple hair was right next to my head.
What was she trying to do?
I really couldn't think of anything else this time. Even though he was also the one who told me to stay away from him.
It's just that this time, it's like being sucked into his warm but also very aggressive embrace.
"Claire... I..." he murmured softly.
I don't know if it's just me, or is this the first time he's called my name?
Why am I so happy just because of such a small thing? My heart was beating very fast.
His hold on me loosened, but he turned my body to face him. I could see his heterochromatic eyes that looked unusual. Purple in the right eye, and yellow in the left eye. It was really beautiful to have two different eye colors.
He stared fixedly into my eyes, making me drown in his gaze. Why is everything like this? It's ridiculous, I can't possibly--
His hand suddenly touched my back bend, and pulled my head closer to him. What is this?!
I have to fight back, I can't just stand by when someone is about to kiss me like this! Especially if it's him! Wake up Claire! Wake up!!!
No matter how hard I tried to realize myself, I still followed his wishes. Slowly our faces got closer until our noses touched each other. "Fein..."
BEEP BEEP BEEP
My eyes widened when I heard the sound of the alarm next to my bed. So it was all a dream?
"AAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!" I screamed in annoyance with an overwhelming feeling of shame. How could I not, I had just dreamt of the person I hated so much and in the dream he was actually...
Like smoke coming out of my head, I don't know how red my face is right now, but I definitely don't want to remember all that anymore.
Ashamed, upset and disappointed. It all came together inside of me...
Wait... Disappointed? Why should I feel disappointed about this?!
No no no, I don't feel that way at all!
In the middle of my frustration, my bedroom door suddenly opened and I saw a woman with long black hair and the same eye color as me. Actually, she was none other than my own mother.
"Claire?!" she said frantically running over to me. "Did something happen? Why are you screaming like that?" she continued asking worriedly. She pulled me into her warm embrace.
Mama was always over the top when it came to her children, but I was happy about this. Mama and Daddy always loved us.
However, it seemed like they became even more protective when they found out I was an omega. I felt like I was so weak if I had to think about it. "I'm fine, Mom. Just a little nightmare."
"Are you sure? I'm worried something might happen to you. If there really is something, just tell me."
I shook my head, there was no way I could say that I just had a dream about Fein madly hugging and even kissing me. What a horrible dream. "I'm fine, take it easy," I replied as I let go of Mama's hug.
Mama sighed then smiled at me, "Alright, now you take a shower and get ready for school. Daddy's been waiting since earlier."
"Yes, I'll catch up soon." After that, Mama kissed my forehead and left the room. Always being treated like a child.
Not wanting to keep my father waiting any longer, I quickly got out of bed and went to the bathroom in my own room. I kept trying to dismiss the nightmare that was still ringing in my mind.
Can't you just stay out of my life for once?
Ever since I met him, it feels like I keep feeling bad luck out of nowhere, or is he the one who brought the bad luck?
It sucks, if only I could do something to her I would've... Hufftttt...
Without realizing it, my finger touched my own lips. It was just a dream, but it felt so real. Am I crazy now?
"That's enough Claire, now it's time to go shower and then to the dining room and meet the others!"
I nodded and pulled up the shirt I was wearing. However, both of my hands stopped when I thought back, what about when I meet Fein later at school?
It feels so embarrassing even though it's not real, what if I act weird because I keep thinking about it.
"Aahhhh! I don't know! Why does it have to be me who has this fate! I have to keep my distance from him even though he's in the same class as me. Yeah, I'm sure it's not something difficult."
A little calmer, I continued my bath and went to have breakfast in the dining room. Getting ready to go to school as usual.