Phoebe
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(Warning: Mature Content Ahead)
The ecstasy I felt was like no other.
As I rocked my body against Negan, moaning into his mouth as we kissed, my insides burned with an overwhelming desire to have him inside me.
However, something behind my head still howled at me, telling me this was wrong.
I was certain that was my wolf talking, but the alcohol had completely blurred out her voice from my head, making it distant.
"Woah, easy there." Beta Negan suddenly blurted, placing his hand on my shoulder when I grabbed his hardened cock, squeezing it like it was the cause of all my problems. "M– maybe this was a mistake. We should just..."
"Do you seriously want to quit now that we've gone so far?" I muttered, rubbing my breasts against his chest while using my fingers to twirl his luscious black hair. "Come on, Negan. Don't be a chicken."
I bit my lips, looking into his hazel eyes which flashed with several emotions. His lips parted repeatedly like he wanted to say something dramatic in rebuttal, but he ended up sighing instead.
"Oh, so NOW you decide to call me informally." He teased, his hands caressing my back until he reached my ass crack, his fingers lingering there for a bit.
A soft moan escaped my lips as I glanced back, the heat surging through my body pushing me to ask him for more.
But then he hesitated, withdrawing his hand from my ass crack. "You're in heat, Phoebe. I don't want you to do anything you'd regret."
My heart fluttered just then, but not in a good way.
Darn it, was this what I had become?!
Was I stooping to Kaene's level of cruelty and cheating on him?
'Mate...' My wolf's voice suddenly came in a whisper, briefly snapping me from my lust.
But that didn't last long as I shook my head, my wetness reaching a new peak.
Beta Negan had to fuck me now!
"Can we just get this over with?" I grumbled, sitting up and gazing down at the Beta. "We wouldn't think much of it if we just go ahead and do it."
Negan's eyes narrowed, his gaze intense. "Are you sure about this, Phoebe? You're not just doing this because you're in heat?"
I nodded fervently, my body screaming for release. "Yes, I'm sure. Just fuck me, Negan."
Gosh, his hesitation, even in our intoxicated state, was filling me with so much guilt.
I just needed this brief moment of passion to get my dilemma with Kaene out of my head.
Was that too much to ask?
Just then, Negan's expression hardened, his resolve evident. "Fine. But know this, Phoebe: once we cross this line, there's no going back."
I nodded, a stupid smirk curling up my lips.
With that, Negan claimed my lips in a passionate kiss that left me breathless and leaning in for more.
I melted into his embrace, our bodies entwining as we succumbed to our desires.
It was at this point that Negan lifted me off his body, placing me on top of the bed with a soft thud.
I grunted, biting my lips as I looked up at him.
"Look who isn't much of a 'gentleman' anymore." I teased, but he merely grunted, seeming completely different now.
Eesh... I guess he wasn't joking when he said there was no turning back.
Without any warning, Negan brought his fingers to my entrance and began stroking it, causing my body to wrack uncontrollably.
He stimulated the action further by bringing his fingers out of my pussy and licking off my juice before landing a sloppy kiss on my lips, giving me a taste of myself.
The scent of his cologne seemed to linger on his lips as well, making the kiss all the more enticing.
However, just when it felt like my pleasure was about to reach a peak that I would no longer be able to come down from, he pulled out his fingers, licking my juice off them again.
"Not yet." He breathed out with a mischievous grin.
I blinked at him, nodding my head with an expectant gaze.
He positioned himself in front of my entrance, using his rod to rub my thighs until I felt like I would pass out from anticipation.
But eventually, he plunged into me, sending a searing pain through my body that began from my pussy.
However, when he pulled out, caressing my body one more time before plunging into me again, the pain began changing into pleasure until I could no longer feel the pain.
All I could feel now was an overwhelming urge to get fucked by Beta Negan.
"Gosh, fuck me!" I whispered, biting my lips and trying my best to stop myself from howling like a feral wolf.
Meanwhile, Negan soon began increasing his speed until our laps collided in a successive rhythm that made my head spin.
"Honey, you're so tight." He muttered, caressing my jaw tenderly before planting an equally tender kiss on my lips, his dick still deep inside me.
Dear Lord, if I was tight then he was so freaking huge! If it weren't for my heat, I don't think I would've been able to handle his full length without giving up halfway.
Anyway, we continued fucking, with Negan plunging into me while I moaned, calling his name and saying all sorts of nasty stuff that I was certain I would regret later.
Eventually, I felt it. It wasn't a new feeling since I'd already masturbated a few times and knew what it was like.
I was close to an orgasm.
"Ah, fuck, I'm going to come," I grunted, the sweat on my face dripping into my eyes until I wasn't able to see Negan's face properly.
Surprisingly enough, he pulled out instantly, his body shaking erratically as he stroked his dick while sticking his fingers into me and rubbing my clit.
"Ugh!" We grunted simultaneously, with him coming first while I came next.
He ejaculated on top of my stomach, using his fingers to rub it around my body while licking off my liquid from his fingers.
We sat there in the darkness of his room for minutes, breathing heavily while avoiding each other's gaze.
It seemed the realization of what just happened had begun dawning on both of us— most especially on me since I'd now gotten some release from my heat.
I cheated on Kaene. I just cheated on the fucking ALPHA!