horns , wings and balance

A lot of people sit there and say that they understand but to really understand is to an experience the moment when you were there. As I look back in the past of my life and I see things as it started and how it was. From first memories to the moment where I stand before the army that faces me and it's just me on my side ready to go. Does seems to always been accompanying me my whole life however her sweet love and presence was more of a comfort and something of despair. How did I get here you ask? Start at the beginning.