Look
I don't know where to start
But I just done my first psychodrama
And I hope the world hears my craft
I'm excited man, I pray you get to hear my craft
From our childhood, our mother didn't hear me laugh
I'm presenting you the future, I don't fear my past
I ain't got a tattoo anywhere near my arms
But best believe on my sleeves is where I wear my heart
Do you know how easy it is to be a sinner?
How many losses you need before you can be a winner?
Reason with a criminal that needs to eat a dinner
Is it survival of the fittest or is he a killer
If you saw God what would you say to him?
Of you were given the chance
Would have taken it ?
And lemme be genuine
Anybody rich my age is American, kicking ball or inherited
It only makes sense I'm independent knowing everything it happened how I'm telling it
You people aren't getting it
I'm coming from the struggle I survived and I'm still here
Used to bump trains that's two ways, I don't feel fear
I don't know trust, I know a tight bond will tear
Like a good wig, I can't tell you if it's real hair
I'm from south London, brother, people getting killed here
You can make a mill' but you can lose it if you're still here
I lost over 30 grand to family, I'm still here
The word don't appeal to me, you steal from me I'm still here
Bro, I wasn't made for this
I don't get a break, but I'm aware of what breaking is
I wish you could take a hint as well as you can take the piss
I don't even speak to our brother, man, I just pray for him
It's never to late for him
If you could rewind time what would you change in it?
Do you believe in what an angel is?
Furthermore, do you believe in what the devil is?
Do you believe that I can illustrate what Streatham is
Then break the fourth wall and base Lesley on my relatives?
I'm grateful for my life because I aimed for this
Every bad moment every single fucking day of this
People looking at me, that's what fame can bring
But to understand the stairs, you take steps then retrace the shit
I tell my circle, the future's ours, we're shaping it
The past is just the reason I had came to this
I thank God for the pain because it made me this
I can't lie I was depressed in phases
Do I channel all my anger into my fist's
never really thought 'bout taking a life'Til I found out my ex-girl's dad is abusiveI felt "How could I be man and not do shit?"I'm on the way there now, and I don't wanna lose itBut fightin' her battle's only hurtin' the girlHow can I protect her from the worldWhen I couldn't even protect her from myself?On my grandmother's grave, shit happens againI put a knife through a family friendMost the women that I know had shit happen to themSo innocent 'til guilty, ain't somethin' I have to respectI think back to and I was so ungratefulHow many of our parents had dreamsThey abandoned so they could put food on the table?Intelligent, worthy and able, that's somebody's parent