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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: Dream and Reality

Lily stood in Alex's office, her hands trembling slightly as she held two steaming cups of coffee. The rich aroma wafted up, calming her nerves as she glanced around, admiring the sleek decor and the way the morning light streamed through the large windows, casting long shadows on the polished floor. The door was slightly ajar, and she could hear the quiet hum of office life outside.

Just then, the door swung open, and Alex stepped in, his presence commanding and electrifying. He wore a fitted navy suit that highlighted his athletic build, and as he approached her, a spark ignited in his dark eyes. It was a look she hadn't seen before—intense and focused, like a predator zeroing in on its prey.

Lily felt her heart race. She was suddenly acutely aware of how close he was, his gaze locking onto hers with a fierce intensity. "Lillian," he said softly, drawing nearer. She could feel the heat radiating off him, and it sent a shiver down her spine.

"Alex," she replied, her voice barely above a whisper.

Before she could react, he reached out, wrapping his fingers around her wrist and pulling her closer. The sensation was electric, and she could hardly breathe. The world around her faded as she became lost in his presence, the intoxicating allure of him making her head spin. Just as he was about to bridge the final distance between them, the sharp, jarring sound of an alarm echoed through her mind.

Suddenly, Lily jolted awake, gasping for breath. She was in her bed, the sheets damp with sweat, her heart racing wildly in her chest. What a dream… But it felt so real, so intense. The memory of his lustful gaze and the feel of his hands on her body lingered, leaving her horrified and breathless.

Glancing at the clock on her bedside table, she realized with a start that she was late. Panic surged through her as she scrambled out of bed and rushed to get ready, her mind still foggy from the dream. In her haste, she didn't notice the small cut on her finger from a careless swipe of the razor while shaving, the blood pooling at the edge of the sink.

After a chaotic morning, she burst through the front door and paused, breathless. Outside, parked in front of her house, was a sleek black car. And inside, she could see Alex, looking every bit as handsome as he had the day before, his dark hair tousled and his expression unreadable.

"Lily," he greeted, his voice smooth and low as she climbed into the passenger seat, still trying to shake off the remnants of her dream. "You look tired."

"Just a rough night," she admitted, forcing a smile. The last thing she wanted was for him to think she was a mess.

"You ready for another busy day?" he asked, starting the engine.

"Absolutely," she replied, her voice steadier now. "Coffee first, though."

"Good call."

They pulled up to a nearby coffee shop, and Lily hopped out, eager to shake off the lingering dream. As she walked inside, the aroma of freshly brewed coffee enveloped her. She ordered two coffees—one for herself and one for him—her heart racing at the thought of the day ahead.

Once they had their drinks, they drove to the office, the silence between them comfortable yet charged with unspoken tension. When they arrived, Alex got out first and extended his hand to help her out of the car, a gesture that made her feel both special and nervous. As she took his hand, a jolt of electricity surged through her, and she quickly released it as they walked into the building.

As they entered, the eyes of the entire office turned toward them, and Lily felt a flush creep up her neck. Whispers and furtive glances followed them, and she couldn't shake the feeling that everyone was gossiping about her and Alex.

"Guess we're the talk of the office now," she said, trying to laugh it off.

"I'm sure they're just jealous," he replied, his tone light but his eyes serious as they made their way to his office. "Let's focus on getting through the day."

Lily nodded, ready to dive into her tasks as his personal assistant. The morning flew by in a whirlwind of emails, phone calls, and meetings, each task piling onto her plate. As her coworkers began to leave for the day, she stayed behind, determined to finish everything before her own departure.

Suddenly, her phone buzzed with a notification. It was a message from Alex: "Come to my office."

Lily's stomach twisted with a mix of anticipation and dread. She grabbed her notebook and headed down the hall, her heart pounding as she approached his office. She knocked softly and stepped inside.

Alex was standing with his back to her, looking out the window. The evening light cast a warm glow around him, but the tension in the air was palpable.

"Alex?" she said hesitantly.

He turned slowly, his expression serious but contemplative. "Lily, I wanted to talk to you about something important."

"Sure, what is it?" she asked, trying to keep her voice steady despite the flutter of nerves in her stomach.

He took a step closer, his gaze penetrating as he spoke. "I liked you in high school. A lot. I know we didn't have the best history, but I wanted you to know that I had feelings for you back then."

Lily's breath caught in her throat. "Alex, I—"

He interrupted her, closing the distance between them. "But things are different now."

Lily took a step back instinctively, her back hitting the wall as he moved toward her, his eyes darkening with an intensity that sent a thrill of fear and excitement through her. "Alex, please…"

His expression shifted, a predatory glint sparking in his eyes as he stepped closer, towering over her. "Don't be afraid, Lily."

In an instant, he reached out, grabbing her waist and pulling her into him, their bodies crashing together. The sudden contact was electric, igniting a fire deep within her. She was caught off guard, but before she could react, he captured her lips with his, kissing her fiercely. It was raw and desperate, and she could feel his need pulsing against her.

She responded instinctively, her body betraying her as she melted against him, surrendering to the heat and intensity of the moment. His hands roamed over her body, gripping her tightly as he pressed her against the wall, creating a barrier between her and the outside world. The kiss deepened, and Lily felt herself getting lost in the sensation—the warmth of his body, the intoxicating taste of his mouth. She had never experienced anything like this before, and part of her wanted to pull away, to stop this before it went too far. But the other part, the part that had dreamed of this very moment, urged her to keep going.

Alex's kisses grew more possessive, and Lily couldn't resist the way he made her feel—alive, desired, wanted. She let out a soft moan as he pressed her against the wall more firmly, his hands roaming over her sides and pulling her closer still. She could feel the urgency radiating from him, and it drove her wild.

Suddenly, he pulled away, his breath ragged, and their eyes met, both of them panting heavily. "We shouldn't be doing this," he said, his voice thick with desire.

Lily's heart sank at the realization, but she couldn't deny the spark between them. "You're right… but it feels so good."

"Yeah, it does," he replied, his voice barely above a whisper. He ran a hand through his hair, clearly struggling with the heat of the moment. "But we need to think about the consequences."

"Consequences?" she echoed, a mix of confusion and frustration bubbling up inside her. "What do you mean?"

"I'm your boss now," he reminded her, stepping back to put some distance between them, though the tension lingered in the air. "This can complicate things."

Lily took a deep breath, trying to regain her composure. "I know. I just… I didn't expect this."

He moved back slightly, allowing her to regain some personal space. "Neither did I. But I can't help how I feel about you, Lillian."

"Feelings can complicate everything," she said softly, the reality of their situation sinking in. She ran a hand through her hair, feeling a mix of confusion and longing. "This is… all so new."

"I want to explore this," he said, stepping forward again, his gaze intense. "But we need to be careful. If we do this, we're crossing a line."

Lily nodded, her heart still racing, the warmth of their earlier kiss lingering on her lips. "I get it. We can take it slow."

Alex's expression softened as he searched her eyes. "You really mean that?"

"Yes, I do," she replied, her voice steadier now. "But let's keep it professional for now. I want to prove that I can do my job well first."

He smiled, a hint of relief washing over his features as he stepped back to regain his usual composure. "Alright, back to business then."

"Right," Lily said, attempting to shake off the heat that still lingered in her cheeks. "What do you need me to do now?"

Alex took a deep breath, as if gathering his thoughts, and started outlining tasks for the day. The intensity of the earlier moment lingered between them, a silent promise of what was to come.