After graduating primary school, I made a promise to myself to never get involve in anything love related ever again. Did I keep to that promise? Well, all I could say is that I definitely tried.
The troubles I've faced was unimaginable. From the teasing and random shipping I'd get everytime I interacted somewhat closely with a girl to the most outrageous claims my classmates would make about me liking a girl. When I did try to defend myself and deny all the claims, they outright ignore everything I said, my words simply going through their minds as if it were transparent windows. I swear, handling all these "love" trouble is more stressful than memorising the entire history of some countries foundation.
I honestly couldn't believe young eleven and twelve year olds are capable of imagining such thoughts. I sometimes wonder what the heck is going on inside their heads. I mean at the same time, I myself is involved in these thoughts and actions so I couldn't exactly judge them for anything. What a hypocrite.
Anyways, enough about the past for now, they're called the past for a reason. Now that I'm thirteen and entering secondary school, I'm able to meet new friends which this time I hope would be able to choose them instead of them coming over to me.
The secondary school I'm going to is a boys school too. Truth be told, I didn't pick the school I went at all, I just left it to my mother to choose for me. That's because I genuinely didn't know where I wanted to study. To me, all schools look and seem the same. When my mother asked me whether the school was fine or not, I simply nodded and said sure. For some reason, I really couldn't be bothered to pick and decide. Just a heads up, I kind of regretted going to that school.
Going to a fresh new school, starting off as strangers to everyone, not knowing anything about me at all. With that, I can mold myself into someone people will regard high in their minds. Someone who piques people interests. Someone who fit into society. I could potentially become a whole new me.
I can start a new beginning.