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Chapter 13 - The Call

Weeks passed since that painful evening when Alex had walked out of her life, leaving Jasmine with a heavy heart and an unsettling silence. She tried to carry on, focusing on her work as an editor, immersing herself in manuscripts and revisions, but her mind was a constant loop of memories—laughter shared over coffee, quiet moments cuddled on the couch, and whispered dreams of a future together.Then, one rainy afternoon, while she was at her desk, her phone buzzed, jolting her from her thoughts. Her heart leaped as she saw Alex's name flash on the screen, a mix of hope and apprehension flooding her senses. She hesitated for a moment before answering, her palms sweaty and her breath quickening."Jasmine," he said, his voice strained, an urgency laced in every syllable."Alex, hi," she replied, trying to keep her tone steady despite the whirlwind of emotions. "Is everything okay?""I—I need to see you," he said, his tone sharp with an edge of desperation. "Can we meet?""Of course. Where?" she asked, her pulse quickening with anticipation and dread."Same coffee shop. Please," he urged.As she made her way to the coffee shop, a rush of emotions enveloped her. Would this be a chance to mend the rift between them? Would they find a way back to each other? Or was this meeting an admission of defeat?When she arrived, her heart sank at the sight of him. He sat at a corner table, his face drawn, dark circles under his eyes betraying the weight he carried. The warm, inviting atmosphere of the café contrasted sharply with the tension radiating from him."Hey," she said softly, sliding into the chair across from him."Jasmine," he began, running a hand through his hair, his voice heavy with emotion. "I'm sorry for how I handled things. I was scared. I thought pushing you away would protect you, but I see now that it just hurt us both."Her heart fluttered at his admission. "I was hurt too, Alex. You left without giving us a chance. I just wanted to be there for you."He nodded, looking down at the table, his fingers tapping nervously against the wood. "I didn't want to drag you into my darkness. But the truth is, I need you. I can't keep pretending that I don't care about you, that I don't want you in my life."The words she had longed to hear sparked a flicker of hope within her, but doubt crept in quickly. "So, what does that mean for us? Are you ready to let me in?"Alex took a deep breath, his eyes searching hers for understanding. "I want to try. I want to fight for us, but I need to be honest about everything.""Then tell me," she urged, leaning closer, her heart racing. "Whatever it is, I can handle it."He hesitated, the silence stretching between them like a taut string ready to snap. "It's not just about my past, Jasmine. It's about my present. My job is dangerous. I see things every day that haunt me. I can't promise you a fairy tale."Jasmine's heart pounded in her chest. "I'm not looking for a fairy tale, Alex. I just want to be with you. We can face whatever comes our way together."A glimmer of vulnerability crossed his face. "What if that darkness swallows me whole? What if I can't be the man you need?"She reached across the table, taking his hand in hers, grounding him. "Then we'll navigate it together. I won't turn my back on you."He looked at her, his eyes searching for sincerity, and she hoped he found it there. The weight of their unspoken fears hung heavily in the air, but she felt a shift within him—a spark of hope igniting."Okay," he said finally, his voice stronger. "I want to try. I need to try."