Dear Maki,

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you . There's an emptiness that only your presence can fill, and it's in these moments of quiet reflection that I realise just how much I truly miss you.

I miss the way you make even the simplest moments special, whether it's a shared smile, a warm hug, or the comfort of just being near you. Every memory I have with you feels like a treasure, something to hold onto until we can create new memories together.

The distance between us may be physical, but in my heart, you are always close. I often find myself replaying our conversations, thinking about the things we laughed about, and the deep talks that left me feeling so connected to you. There's something incredibly special about the bond we share, and not having you here makes me realise just how much I value every part of it.

I miss your voice, your laugh, the way you light up a room just by being in it. It's hard to put into words, but there's a part of me that feels incomplete without you around. It's like I'm waiting for a piece of myself to return, the piece that's happiest and most at peace when you're with me.

I sincerely wish instead of hiding away I had been able to tell you everything I have been feeling this past month. My inability to come to you has cost me the trust and love you have for me; if I could I would go back in time and tell you everything but sadly i can't. 

I love you maki i have no one else but you and i cant wait till we are together again. 

Until then, please take care of yourself, Maki. Know that you are deeply missed, and that there's someone here who can't wait to see you again. I'm counting the days until we can be together, and I hope it's sooner than we both think.

With all my love and longing,

Thinking About You ...