Stars could only be seen at night.
It's mesmerizing beauty washed people's worry, leading them for a new glory.
As someone who loved adventure, I have long wondered, `When will my time come for me to have my own adventure?`
An adventure where I can be who I am, a place of realization, and also imagination.
Ever since young, I have known that I'm one of the special children around.
Shy and indifferent.
Sometimes, I wanna be a hero for my family, saving them from many.
But the real me is totally disdainful, lustful, and unknowingly prideful.
You know what, I wanted to just be alone.
So that no one would need to bear my sin, so that no one will be sinned.
The reason why I kept myself away from males was that, at an early age, I have been taught how to plea them.
To bring excitement and mostly fun.
But I know if I keep these acts, the one and only person who will break at the end will remain me.
Realized it late, I got so tired that I wanted to run away.
Away with everything.
Problems, worries, stress...
Little by little, I'm finding myself act so fake around just to mask what was done.
I'm so tired!
Do I need to keep going like some leeched on a man's tight?
Do I need to act kind for people who know how to backstab?
I don't know.
After all, I'm already a fool on their eyes.
I'm guessing that with all these problems, life has been shortened.
Still, I have this book with me.
The book of glory that only me has.
Since it has been banned longed before it could even make a debut, the author made sure to at least retain the original.
And that original book of glory was now on my hand.
How did I acquire it, you said?
Well, the author of this book was my friend.
My fake best friend who died on my hand.
That is how this book ended on me.
I'm guessing that friends of mine regret being on bad terms with me now.
Oh wait, he couldn't feel regret now that he was already lying on the floor soak with his own blood.
Hahahahaha, fool!
Now, the secret of the book is now mine!