I woke up with a pain all over my body, I was in a unfamiliar room, a unfamiliar structure, I tried to scan the whole room and then it came in my mind that it was a hospital room.

The first thing I thought, is 'why am I here?...'

But nothing getting through in my head.

While the second thing that came in my mind confuse me

'who am I?'

I tried to remember who I am, but what I receive is a struck of pain in my head, it was painful to the point that I almost scream.

"Urkkk"

So without anything getting through in my head, my eyes wander to my left where I saw a picture.

It was a picture of some boy who is likely a seventeen years old with his mom.

It was familiar yet it wasn't, so to end my curiosity, I tried to stand up but my whole body can't stop shaking, I removed the ventilator on my mouth and the intravenous line, that has been put in my arm.

Processing this past few seconds, I came to the conclusion, that I may have woken after a coma and woke up with a amnesia.

'What a f*ck up life did I get through?'

But....

Strange...

I don't have a memories but my knowledge remain.

I may be actually a descendance of Detective Conan- jokingly said while posing in my mind the Detective Conan most used pose.

'Even though I'm in a confuse state, I still joke arround haha, what a mental issue, I have'

Ending the conversation with myself, I tried to walk, but my whole body already wants to colapse, its like walking into a fire, full of nails.

I want to reach the window that is 15 meter away to me, it was dark, scary and terrifying. It was likely a midnight, so to confirm, I used the ventilator to support myself and tried to walk.

But I tripped, I was in agony, it was painful. The ventilator that I used as my support was continuously rolling until it got into a curtain,

and it revealed a mirror reflecting the entire room that is once covered with curtain.

Then I saw a man face.

Was it me??...

That face...

I was shocked because the face of a guy I saw in the picture earlier, is actually me.

Well... I thought I was a middle age man, because of my arm, but I think it was because I was in a coma for more than a year, to the point that my skin and physical appearance change.

But I was shocked after seeing this face. What I only felt was pain and rejection... I don know why...

Door slammed!

"W-what?!"

The nurse was shocked after seeing me struggling to stand up in the middle of the room

She screamed and called a doctor as she rushed at me.

She was concerned... She was worried...

I didn't know such a nurse concerned to a patient like me... Its stranged...

She then asked 'when did you woke up?'

But I replied with a silence.

After she supported me to get on my bed. She rushed to go outside and called a doctor.

I was stunned, the pain all over my body was unbearable, but the pain in my heart was more painful...

Why though... In this time what I only want is getting my memories back... To know the reason for this pain...

(But after the doctor came, I change my mind on getting my memories back)

one hour later

I waited one hour as the doctor said that my mother well come.

I was still shocked on what the doctor said to me...

He said that the reason on my coma was the continuous bullying happened on me by my three classmates who have died one year ago.

'I think his lying...'

But he has evidence to proved, I also think its true, because why would a doctor lie to a patient? A patient who was in a coma for more than three years.

I thought to myself as I look myself in a small mirror, while looking at my neck part, where there was a line left behind, I think I tried to suicide while hanging my neck.

Being bullied... But why does the pain in my heart didn't came after hearing those?.. Did this pain have different reason?