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In the of a lost heart

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Six years into their marriage, Kalix and Arianna are struggling. Kalix can’t shake his feelings for his first love, Elisia, which makes it hard for him to connect with Arianna. While she excitedly prepares for their first child, Kalix pulls away, leaving her feeling alone and hurt.

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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1

The morning sun streamed through the curtains, casting a warm glow across the bedroom. I lay in bed, my hand resting gently on my growing belly, feeling the soft kicks of our baby. A smile crept onto my face, a fleeting moment of joy that quickly faded as I turned to look at Cale. He was already dressed, his attention consumed by his phone.

"Good morning, love," I said, trying to infuse warmth into my voice.

He glanced up, his expression distant. "Morning," he muttered, returning to his screen. The lack of warmth in his response stung, a familiar ache settling in my chest. I had tried everything to bridge the growing distance between us, but it felt like I was pushing against a brick wall.

As I got up and began preparing breakfast, my mind wandered to the nursery I had been planning. Soft colors, cute animal decals, a cozy rocking chair—everything I envisioned for our child felt tainted by the coldness that had seeped into our marriage. I wanted our home to be filled with love and laughter, but Cale's emotional absence made it hard to see that future.

"Are you coming to the doctor's appointment today?" I asked, hoping to spark some connection.

Cale sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I've got a meeting I can't miss. You know how it is."

I nodded, forcing a smile. "I understand. I'll just take some pictures and share them with you later."

"Yeah, sure," he replied, his tone flat.

As he left for work, I felt the familiar pang of disappointment. I wanted to reach out, to pull him back into our life, but every attempt felt futile.

Later that day, as I sat in the waiting room of the clinic, loneliness washed over me. I scrolled through my phone, looking at pictures of happy couples and families, feeling a deep sense of longing. I had always imagined starting a family filled with love, but now, it felt like a distant dream.

The appointment went smoothly, but as I left the clinic, a sense of unease settled in my stomach. I couldn't shake the feeling that something was off, that danger lurked just beyond the surface of our lives.

That evening, as I prepared dinner, my phone buzzed with a message from Cale

(Love 💕): Can't talk. Busy with work.

My heart sank. I had hoped for a moment of connection, a chance to share my day, but it seemed like he was slipping further away. As I sat down to eat alone, the sound of my fork clinking against the plate echoed in the empty kitchen. I felt trapped in a life that was spiraling out of control, and I couldn't shake the feeling that something terrible was about to happen.

Just as I was about to drift off to sleep, my phone buzzed again. This time, it was a news alert about a high-profile case involving Cale. My heart raced as I read the headline

"Lawyer's Enemies Close In: Threats Made Against Family."

Panic surged through me. I knew Cale had made enemies in his line of work, but I had never considered that I could be in danger. As I lay there, staring at the ceiling, the weight of my fears settled in. I felt utterly alone, and the thought of Cales's lingering feelings for Elisia twisted like a knife in my heart.

I remembered the day I confessed my love to him, only to be met with rejection. "I want Elisia, not you," he had said, and I had accepted it, even as my heart shattered. Our parents had arranged our marriage, and Cale had gone along with it, his anger directed at me for a situation I had no control over.

Now, as I lay in bed, the memories flooded back. I could still see the way he looked at Elisia, the way his eyes lit up when he spoke about her. It was a look I had never received, and it stung more than I cared to admit.

I closed my eyes, hoping for a moment of peace, but all I could think about was how desperately I wanted Cale to love me the way I loved him. Little did I know, the night would bring a storm that would change everything.